a series of unfortuante events.... my version
frist i just wanna say that i went on my cruise and i had a blast i met a buncha really cool people shout outs to my girls down in the south, maggie and lindze. i wish i could go on another cruise but id take some ppl with me cause i think they would have fun too.
some of my "friends" havent really been the best of friends latley an i wanted to know why so when the subject was brought up i asked what the deal was. the answer i got however is fucking retarded.. yeah sure if thats how u feel then fine there aint nothing i can do about it, if you dont wanna hang out with me because i make u feel bad then whatever but i know who i am and im proud an confident with myself. if you not then thats you can of worms that u need to deal with and not blame me for it. this happened yesturday and i wasnt in the best of moods as im sure anyone would be so i went out that night with some ppl from school and had a little chat with a buddy of mine who told me some shit that i am no very happy to know. the person that it revolves with, needs to be careful because his person is so close to crossing the line with me. but when i got home last night it was around 1230 i went up stairs and went in to my room like normal and sat down on this computer and started just typing away. i will not go into detail about what happened next but i will say that it is somthing i had dred for a long time. butchie my cat of 18 years passed away about 1am while resting in my brothers room. it was not a good night let me tell you, i was hysterical. i had a strange feeling the whole week that somthing bad was going to happen and bam that was it. so today when i woke up i had a horrible headache from crying so much and then preceeded to cry more throught the day when no one was around or lookin. the only thing good about today was that earlier it was beautiful out. then of course it has to pour and thunder an lightning an hail and all that great stuff that comes with ruininga beautiful day. then i get worried sick about dan because he was spossed to come over and it was hours later and he still wasnt here but i wont go into that because its not my story to tell.. alll i know is thank god that hes ok cause id be miserable if anything bad happened to him because he only deserves sunshine and everything wonderful because he is wonderful. so then i went out with the guys from school and tried to play pool and yeah that didnt work out to well.. my headache is back and im really really tired and its really hot in my room so im gonna go to bed.. but yeah those are my series of unfortunate events an let me tell ya they hit me deep. i wanna say bye to my kitty tho im going to miss him sooo much because he was awesome and he wasnt just some cat he was part of this family and its horrible to lose somthing so close to you. i love you butchie and im going to miss you greatly but ill never forget you
goodnight everyone i love you
megean
some of my "friends" havent really been the best of friends latley an i wanted to know why so when the subject was brought up i asked what the deal was. the answer i got however is fucking retarded.. yeah sure if thats how u feel then fine there aint nothing i can do about it, if you dont wanna hang out with me because i make u feel bad then whatever but i know who i am and im proud an confident with myself. if you not then thats you can of worms that u need to deal with and not blame me for it. this happened yesturday and i wasnt in the best of moods as im sure anyone would be so i went out that night with some ppl from school and had a little chat with a buddy of mine who told me some shit that i am no very happy to know. the person that it revolves with, needs to be careful because his person is so close to crossing the line with me. but when i got home last night it was around 1230 i went up stairs and went in to my room like normal and sat down on this computer and started just typing away. i will not go into detail about what happened next but i will say that it is somthing i had dred for a long time. butchie my cat of 18 years passed away about 1am while resting in my brothers room. it was not a good night let me tell you, i was hysterical. i had a strange feeling the whole week that somthing bad was going to happen and bam that was it. so today when i woke up i had a horrible headache from crying so much and then preceeded to cry more throught the day when no one was around or lookin. the only thing good about today was that earlier it was beautiful out. then of course it has to pour and thunder an lightning an hail and all that great stuff that comes with ruininga beautiful day. then i get worried sick about dan because he was spossed to come over and it was hours later and he still wasnt here but i wont go into that because its not my story to tell.. alll i know is thank god that hes ok cause id be miserable if anything bad happened to him because he only deserves sunshine and everything wonderful because he is wonderful. so then i went out with the guys from school and tried to play pool and yeah that didnt work out to well.. my headache is back and im really really tired and its really hot in my room so im gonna go to bed.. but yeah those are my series of unfortunate events an let me tell ya they hit me deep. i wanna say bye to my kitty tho im going to miss him sooo much because he was awesome and he wasnt just some cat he was part of this family and its horrible to lose somthing so close to you. i love you butchie and im going to miss you greatly but ill never forget you
goodnight everyone i love you
megean