Today I decided to not care ( Read more... )

Got my fish last week. The great qualification scramble is, for the most part, over. I still need to qualify a couple more things, but I actually want to qualify these watchstations, so my motivation may suddenly reappear ( Read more... )

I'm enjoying a pretty awesome phenomenon in Seattle I like to call "Sunshine." Luckily, I've been enjoying it for a couple days now, and even better, I've been able to take out the convertible and finally feel the wind through my hair. Now if only I could wear sunglasses without being blind ( Read more... )

Once again, I have resurfaced to spout all kinds of depressing wisdom to nobody in particular. While the resurfacing is true, the depressing wisdom I hope is not. I'm actually doing pretty well right now ( Read more... )

What the hell?! I'm sitting here, drunk, reverting to previous mindsets, almost a flashback of every girl with which I've been infatuated yet never developed anything. Weird ( Read more... )

I started hating humanity again this week. Unfortunately, it had no trigger; my chemistry just slipped me into this angry mentality and I have no idea why. I also grabbed a cold this week, so I'm feeling under the weather right now ( Read more... )

Hey, I'm tired of something, k? I've spent my awakened life chasing after some kind of model of human behavior, a perfection I wanted to achieve. I always thought I was deficient in some manner, which has been pretty true so far, but I'm tired of thinking that way ( Read more... )

Purpose of this is merely to record some things I've been wanting to get off of my mind or perhaps make sense of... Well, I mean, no shit, it's a journal, but nothing too depressing I'd hope. I did get out at 1600 today and fully exploited it. So I can't be sad, can I ( Read more... )

Hey! Awesome wedding for Chang and McCann! I had a blast at the reception. The catholic wedding was a little long, but whatever… quite beautiful if I’d say so myself. And everyone was happy! Good to know that people can shake off whatever life situation they’re going through and just enjoy the wonderful celebration of two people becoming one ( Read more... )

Long time writing, eh? Hell, I've been under the sea and back since I last wrote. I've grown. I'm not sure how, but I feel different. As if I'm able to analyze things quicker, or I'm actually attacking problems that scare me ( Read more... )