Aug 12, 2012 22:39
Hey! Awesome wedding for Chang and McCann! I had a blast at the reception. The catholic wedding was a little long, but whatever… quite beautiful if I’d say so myself. And everyone was happy! Good to know that people can shake off whatever life situation they’re going through and just enjoy the wonderful celebration of two people becoming one.
I’m sitting back in my hotel room, being all existential, but strangely, not thinking too much about the Navy. I mean, c’mon, my main concern is the limited time I get to play Skyrim, so I think I’m doing pretty ok.
I must be in some sort of relationship funk in my life right now, or perhaps it’s been so long since I’ve been in a relationship, but I don’t really mind being single anymore. I may have stated this before, so forgive me if I’m simply rehashing some old idea. I know it kind of sounds cliché or desperate, but I just wanted to have fun at the reception. I’ll be honest, there were some pretty attractive ladies there, but I wasn’t quite aiming to have a one night stand or anything. Don’t get me wrong, it would have been nice to have a striking conversation with a rather amazing lady, so at least that part doesn’t guarantee the eminent homosexuality that this entry has clearly demonstrated. I dunno, I just wasn’t feeling it tonight. I just got out onto the dance floor and enjoyed myself. I think I’m ok with that.
I was thinking about it tonight, and I was wondering why I was never quite able to pick a good lady, at least one that didn’t walk away. Walking away, by the way, I’ve got a weird theory about why I can just pick up my life and walk away from people for periods of time without the predictable attachment issues. But that’s beside the point.
Perhaps I should be going after ladies that don’t exactly strike me on the first glance. Let’s be honest, I had an amazing time when I went out with that girl in December. I didn’t have such high hopes, but I had a blast, and I was thoroughly corrected on my expectations. So maybe I should just go after chicks that don’t quite meet my expectations, and perhaps I’ll be pleasantly surprised…
Anyway, danced the night away, it was awesome, I’m tired now. G’night!