So lately I've felt pretty alone.
I pretty much hang out with just Sarah and Devin. Which is all well && good but....
I feel like all my senior friends are leaving me behind. Not that that's their fault, but still. All my old friends are gone. The old crowd....all those "remember that time we...[insert stupid memory && hysterical laughter here]" it' ( Read more... )

I was talking to Bobby on the phone just now and he was getting all upset, "I don't know why people do this shit to us, seriously. I want to know what they're thinking." He was going on about it, and he said to me, "Before I was with you to prove people that I've changed, or that I just wanted to prove them wrong about something; but now I'm doing ( Read more... )

I really want Kelly to leave right now. She's stubborn and I'm stubborn so there's no way that we're gonna work this out. No way at all.
She's willing to sacrifice our friendship over something so silly. But fine, whatever. She over-reacts too much anyway. And I can never exactly trust what she says, cuz she over-exaggerates also which I have found ( Read more... )

Frankie's never gonna need me the way I'll need him. If I let myself... I get attached so easily... he obviously doesn't. I'm so scared I'd get to the point where he's my everything then I'd fuck it all up & he'd say "Fuck off" instead of trying to fix things. With my luck, that's how things go.

I'm feeling very confused. Yes, that is a simple way to say it.
Confused.
There are so many conflicting feelings trying to find their place.
I've lost all sanity, completely. I'm losing it.
I don't trust anyone completely.
I sat there today on the swing set, thoughts kept running thru my head.
Like why do I even try to love? Why even bother? I know it' ( Read more... )

So Frankie's mad at me. It's all kinda stupid & I guess it's my own fault, but you know he didnt have to be such an asshole & hurt my feelings. I was just like... caring about him & stuff. But he always gets so mad when I try to help.

I know I wont ever be as important as Tara to him. & that's kinda intimidating in a way. Like I'm never gonna ( Read more... )

I'm pretty annoyed cuz like every day since I dumped Bobby he's txted me cuz I blocked him in every other way possible.

Thankfully he hasnt bugged me yet today. I even checked my email just now to be sure. Nothing.

He emailed me the other day, the lyrics to some song he'd claimed to have written for me. But he didn't write it. What a loser.

I'm sick ( Read more... )

I know that everyone wants to believe how awful Bobby is. Well that's all well and good, but it's also very wrong.
Interested? Well I'll tell you why.

He's pretty much given me a choice, he didn't say he'd out-right leave me over it, but it seemed kind of close.
Alright alright. So it's either my razorblade or him.
He said he told his parents about us ( Read more... )

I wanna believe him when he says he loves me, but you know, he's said it so many times about so many girls. I'm not sure what to believe anymore. I wish I could really read his mind. We joke about it, but I wanna do it for real. I just wanna know that I'm not wasting my time or my heart if he's just gonna do shit behind my back. Cuz I won't lie, it ( Read more... )

Story told in comments I left my friend in Minnesota.

Could my life get any more complicated? :/ My ex-boyfriend, the only one I've ever loved, is wanting back in my life. I want to say no, but at the same time... I know in my heart that he's the one for me. He says that he's finally realized that he fucked up by losing me & that I'm the only one he ( Read more... )