Jul 04, 2007 02:04
So Frankie's mad at me. It's all kinda stupid & I guess it's my own fault, but you know he didnt have to be such an asshole & hurt my feelings. I was just like... caring about him & stuff. But he always gets so mad when I try to help.
I know I wont ever be as important as Tara to him. & that's kinda intimidating in a way. Like I'm never gonna measure up to his best friend in the whole world. How can I mean more to him [ever] than her? I know that he doesnt care about her in a dating kind of way, but let's face it. She'll always be there for him. What about me? I want to be. But I'm not sure if I will. She was there before I came, & she'll be there when I'm gone. It makes me sad... but what can I do?
I'm scared he's gonna close off to me. I really think that if I can fall in love, it'll be for him.
You're the one who makes me sing...
love,
life,
thoughts,
frankie,
general suckyness