Jun 11, 2007 10:38
Story told in comments I left my friend in Minnesota.
Could my life get any more complicated? :/ My ex-boyfriend, the only one I've ever loved, is wanting back in my life. I want to say no, but at the same time... I know in my heart that he's the one for me. He says that he's finally realized that he fucked up by losing me & that I'm the only one he'll ever really love too.
He says he's changed. He seems like he's changed. Frankie told me he changed. But I dont want to die again...
Not that it matters anyway. He lives back in VA, & I'm in WI now.
It hurts so much tho Tyler. I'd give anything to have him again. & be happy like we used to be...
I cant stop crying Tyler. I love him so much.
I keep thinking about every memory we've ever had. There's bad, but there's a lot of good too.
He used to make me so happy. I want that back.
[19:05] THAXUNDEADXTEAR: i love the hair by the way. and you were always good enough for my love
[19:05] lovemelikeastarx: Then why couldn't I have it?
[19:06] THAXUNDEADXTEAR: you still do.
I'd give anything to have him right now, but I can't. He's too far away & I can't take losing him again.
I don't know what to do. I wish I could just know if he's serious this time.
love,
confusion,
bobby