For the first time in several years, I have no idea what I want my resolution to be. It's a strange feeling, though I guess it coincides nicely with the fact that I'm rather aimlessly drifting along with life right now ( Read more... )

I'm starting to think I much preferred it when Jeremy didn't drink ( Read more... )

   How hard is it to say goodbye?  I asked him to just give me some warning of when he would be leaving.  Andrew's probably right, saying that he would wait until the last minute, but something leads me to believe that he's still mad.  We both got pretty angry before we finally apologized, and I wouldn't be surprised if he still held some of that ( Read more... )

There are two things to put under my 'argh' list:  My own paranoia, and Windows Vista.  Vista's been on my 'annoying me' list, but now it's made 'argh' level, so we'll start with that ( Read more... )

  So I was right.  It was all a misunderstanding in the end ( Read more... )

So, walking to lunch with Sean today, I finally saw him.  I'd been scanning faces since Saturday, just looking for him.  When I finally realized it was him, it was a fight to just keep moving and not just... stop.  Sean was being his normal, annoying, talkative self, and as soon as I saw Jack, that was where all of my mental processing went.  Keep ( Read more... )

I realized something as I was walking tonight: While I think it's sort of my 'job' to help people... I can't help them if they don't want it ( Read more... )

Sitting in class (Business Writing) I suddenly had the urge to take up a paint brush - one of the big ones, that you have to grip with your whole hand and not just your thumb and two fingers - and scrawl and create.  The words "Don't Wait" leapt readily to mind, as they usually due in times like this.  I believe they may become my mantra ( Read more... )

Being back on campus is nice.  Classes not so much, but it's like returning to a place where I really belong.  Seeing my friends last night definitely cemented the feeling.  We shared stories, drama and our little affectionate nuances and inside jokes.  We exchanged gifts.  All was well ( Read more... )

So, strange dreams.  Something about creating rules and curing disease, or fixing something that was wrong.  Either way, it was pretty weird.

I managed to write out a few more quotes last night that I thought I should share, if only because I want people's opinions on them.

"If we aren't allowed to make mistakes, what are we supposed to learn from?"
" ( Read more... )