For the first time in several years, I have no idea what I want my resolution to be. It's a strange feeling, though I guess it coincides nicely with the fact that I'm rather aimlessly drifting along with life right now ( Read more... )

   How hard is it to say goodbye?  I asked him to just give me some warning of when he would be leaving.  Andrew's probably right, saying that he would wait until the last minute, but something leads me to believe that he's still mad.  We both got pretty angry before we finally apologized, and I wouldn't be surprised if he still held some of that ( Read more... )

  I heard somewhere that the first dream of the new year is supposed to tell you something about your future.  I can't really remember where I heard that, but it has stuck with me.  Needless to say, I tried my best to remember it, but still only ended up with small bits and pieces, and I'm not sure just how much of it was influenced by alcohol or ( Read more... )

I've been having some pretty weird dreams again lately.  The night before last I think I had my first legitimate straight-fantasy dream, which was weird because I certainly can't remember who the female was, and I woke up going "WTF?" and proceeded to fall asleep and have the kind of fantasy dream I'm more used to, though it involved a much older, ( Read more... )

So, strange dreams.  Something about creating rules and curing disease, or fixing something that was wrong.  Either way, it was pretty weird.

I managed to write out a few more quotes last night that I thought I should share, if only because I want people's opinions on them.

"If we aren't allowed to make mistakes, what are we supposed to learn from?"
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Wow... those were some really weird dreams ( Read more... )

Rhode Island was freaking fantastic.

To make these things official:
Kaly, your friends are wonderful.  I now know that it was not hyperbole, as I originally thought it was.
Kaly's friends: you're all fantastic.  I look forward to seeing you all again.  Soon.  From what I've been told, $80 gets me a one-way bus fare (trains are a bit more expensive, ( Read more... )

I dreamt last night.  I dreamt of driving, and exploring, and rain.  Rain like tears from the sky, turning to sobs as the storm began in earnest ( Read more... )

Have you ever had one of those dreams where you wake up afterwards, don't really remember much, feel fine, and then suddenly feel awful because you remember the dream ( Read more... )

I've decided that I need today to catch up on just what all has happened this week.  Therefore, this post has been split into parts, none of which have been written yet, but I plan to at least outline them ( Read more... )