I'm holding in a lot of emotion, and I'm not even sure I can place it all ( Read more... )

Jeremy and I had a conversation this afternoon, about some of the stuff in my previous post. I started the conversation in a similar fashion to what I had planned, and the question became a recurring theme in the conversation: Are you happy with who you are? At first, his answer was yes, but as we went on, we discovered a few things he's not ( Read more... )

I'm starting to think I much preferred it when Jeremy didn't drink ( Read more... )

Kriet... now has two boys who will "let [him] be the first to know when [they] feel otherwise" in terms of being ready to actually be attracted to/mess around with him.

*le sigh*  I'd better go do my homework, since I'm already behind on my NaNo and need to play some Pokemon.

Side note: I need a userpic.  Better get to photoshop eventually...

So I haven't posted in a while.  While normally I only post when I need advice, I've just got a lot on my mind right now.

I've had a few days that were really strange, in that I kept thinking I saw Jack all over the place again.  One guy even had his voice and looked like him until he was about 5 feet from me.  Very disconcerting.  I tried to call ( Read more... )

There's really no such thing as "for now" with "Let's just be friends."

What I mean by this is that you can't just ask someone to be "just friends" and then decide later on that you're still interested.  When he said "we should work on friendship for now" I was under the impression that this meant that he wasn't ready just yet, but that a ( Read more... )

  It's apparently a huge deal.  I get that.  I thought it was a huge deal too and then I actually did it ( Read more... )

There are two things to put under my 'argh' list:  My own paranoia, and Windows Vista.  Vista's been on my 'annoying me' list, but now it's made 'argh' level, so we'll start with that ( Read more... )

So, walking to lunch with Sean today, I finally saw him.  I'd been scanning faces since Saturday, just looking for him.  When I finally realized it was him, it was a fight to just keep moving and not just... stop.  Sean was being his normal, annoying, talkative self, and as soon as I saw Jack, that was where all of my mental processing went.  Keep ( Read more... )

Being back on campus is nice.  Classes not so much, but it's like returning to a place where I really belong.  Seeing my friends last night definitely cemented the feeling.  We shared stories, drama and our little affectionate nuances and inside jokes.  We exchanged gifts.  All was well ( Read more... )