As I continue to change and evolve, and as parts of me continue to stay the same, there are patterns --new and old-- emerging. Vague pretensions aside, I'm struggling on the relationship front. I'm reluctant to pursue such, and remain philosophically against it (hypocritical and dumb, I know) but I confess to wanting a long-term, stable (gasp ( Read more... )

My mind can rarely form coherent thoughts. From time to time, when I go about updating this journal, I try to look at the most recent entries for some sort of thematic continuity. As I read through, I saw some titles that made me wonder --I was thinking of Oasis? I had listened to the Beatles recently? Even with the recent Talking Heads obsession, ( Read more... )

Since a dramatic falling out with the "doctor" I met in April, my social life has taken some rollercoaster whirls. For starters, last Saturday I went to a BBQ that was a dud; hung out with one friend that lived nearby; went to dinner with another; hung out with my sister and her boyfriend; then went to the gay bar, karaoke, and the doughnut shop ( Read more... )