can i just say that i hate all things related to Fayetteville State University?
college used to be so simple.
applied to Emmanuel-and only Emmanuel-got accepted and went there for two years.
decided to transfer to the community college and take classes there.
piece of cake.
NC school systems are the biggest pain in my ass though.

anyway. i went to ( Read more... )

OH HEYYYY. remember me? apparently i only have time to update when Sean is away ( Read more... )

 for as late as i stay up and for as much time that i spend on the computer i just can't seem to update consistently. tuesday i was absolutely exhausted so i napped then had class at 12 and work at 2. work was okay, i had to take someone to an appt and it was so boring. no idea why my book wasn't in my purse. i stole one of the pumpkins from my ( Read more... )

 so i haven't updated in a few days. nor did i bother to look when i updated last.
i'll just start at yesterday because it's easier.
all i remember is i had class and a quiz. the quiz was T/F.
at Emmanuel we NEVER had quizzes that were all T/F or all multiple choice.
i can't even believe how EASY all my tests and quizzes are it's insane.
i got a paper ( Read more... )

 1. post about something that made you happy today - even if it's just a small thing.
2. do this every day, for eight days, without fail.

i got nothing.
i barely got three hours sleep.
woke up to my coworker banging on my door.
didn't go to the baby shower early to help decorate like i was supposed to.
forgot the frosting for cupcakes and had to buy ( Read more... )

1. post about something that made you happy today - even if it's just a small thing.
2. do this every day, for eight days, without fail.

i talked to Sean this morning for 40mins!
& i learned two new moves in pole dancing and the first step to climbing the pole!

i'm wicked excited for this weekend.
yesterday was a really good day.
but last night was ( Read more... )

 every day without a call gets harder & harder.
i haven't heard his voice since last saturday.
last night i went over ashley's to avoid throwing myself a pity party.
i came upstairs for a minute before leaving to get my keys...
and the moment i got up here i began crying. i was so mad at myself.
i don't think i was in the most cheery mood so i probably ( Read more... )

 i'm exhausted and every day i feel like i have no time. 
i have no idea why considering i only have one class per day right now.
it seems like i'm always rushing somewhere or trying to get something done.
maybe it's my own fault. maybe i go online too much (which i'm working on).
maybe i'm just that busy? no that can't be it.
maybe it  was just today ( Read more... )

 i'm trying to be consistent with my updates but don't have the time right now.
so here's some bullets of my day:
got a text at quarter to five am, Sean is at his FOB finally! :D
he called me around 1p and we talked for twenty minutes.
although this was on his cell phone so it's terribly expensive i'm sure.
for some reason he has the only full size bed ( Read more... )

i haaaate today.
well mostly five o'clock on.
the only good thing about it is i went back to sleep from 11-230.
nice long nap to waste away the day. i had a really good iced coffee as well.
plans with Ashley for dinner at 6 but around 5 we needed to go with her mom to walmart to do her babyshower registry. her mom was being a huge bitch. i had no ( Read more... )