today went up & down like the mood of someone who is bipolar. funny? no? i don't think so either but that's usually the order a joke goes in.
anyways, my day started off good. i finished watching Step Up 2 towards the end of work and saw my (ex) husband Channing<3 i had intentions of going online for a few minutes but ended up talking to Sean's ( Read more... )

 i have nothing interesting to say...but here i am anyways!
today i cleaned allll day long. the only time i stopped was to puzzle.
but i mean..technically that's cleaning because when it's done it will be cleaned off the table!
i kept hoping to hear from Sean but never did :(
can't expect to talk to him everyday though.
i've decided to just put that ( Read more... )

 i'm trying to be consistent with my updates but don't have the time right now.
so here's some bullets of my day:
got a text at quarter to five am, Sean is at his FOB finally! :D
he called me around 1p and we talked for twenty minutes.
although this was on his cell phone so it's terribly expensive i'm sure.
for some reason he has the only full size bed ( Read more... )

so this week was okay.
Emily and I went to the gym a few times :)
my legs are still sore from what we did Wednesday.
Tuesday work was okay but pretty boring.
Afterwards I cried on the phone with Sean.
i feel bad i call him and cry so much.
but i'm literally going to have two friends as of September.
i realize i have people i could call to hang out with.
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meh.
today made me mad but whatever.
the only upside was seeing ashley & her mom.
i rode my bike 40mins to dunkin & donuts then backtracked to NSCC.
NSCC was effing closed because of bunker hill day. WHATEVER.
went to visit my aunt at work. gave her a bday card from april.
visited my dad at work. watched him mop?
went to Big lots just cause. i like that ( Read more... )

( i just wanna break you down so badly, in the worst way )

( WHY IS THIS DAY SO LONG?! )