can i just say that i hate all things related to Fayetteville State University?
college used to be so simple.
applied to Emmanuel-and only Emmanuel-got accepted and went there for two years.
decided to transfer to the community college and take classes there.
piece of cake.
NC school systems are the biggest pain in my ass though.

anyway. i went to ( Read more... )

 so i haven't updated in a few days. nor did i bother to look when i updated last.
i'll just start at yesterday because it's easier.
all i remember is i had class and a quiz. the quiz was T/F.
at Emmanuel we NEVER had quizzes that were all T/F or all multiple choice.
i can't even believe how EASY all my tests and quizzes are it's insane.
i got a paper ( Read more... )

 my day started off great which made me immediately think "it can only go downhill from here" :x i'm so pessimistic lol. i got up at like 7a and wanted to die. it was FREEZING out and i had to put air in my tires before breakfast because the cold made them wicked low. ashley & i shared a giant pancake then sean's parents picked us up from my house ( Read more... )

 today went up & down like the mood of someone who is bipolar. funny? no? i don't think so either but that's usually the order a joke goes in.
anyways, my day started off good. i finished watching Step Up 2 towards the end of work and saw my (ex) husband Channing<3 i had intentions of going online for a few minutes but ended up talking to Sean's ( Read more... )

 i'm quite tired right now. i'm so sick of my job & coworkers. well..mostly just the weekday people. i love love working with Anne & Rose but their completely different from everyone else. there's alwayyyys drama at my work. i'm tired of it and it just makes me want to give up the apartment even more. quite frequently i find myself laying in bed ( Read more... )

 every day without a call gets harder & harder.
i haven't heard his voice since last saturday.
last night i went over ashley's to avoid throwing myself a pity party.
i came upstairs for a minute before leaving to get my keys...
and the moment i got up here i began crying. i was so mad at myself.
i don't think i was in the most cheery mood so i probably ( Read more... )

( this got kinda long so to save your friends page it's under a cut :] )

 i'm trying to be consistent with my updates but don't have the time right now.
so here's some bullets of my day:
got a text at quarter to five am, Sean is at his FOB finally! :D
he called me around 1p and we talked for twenty minutes.
although this was on his cell phone so it's terribly expensive i'm sure.
for some reason he has the only full size bed ( Read more... )

completely different note from my previous entry...
i finally put stuff into my profile. 
it's still quite boring though.
at some point i saw a counting up ticker..thing in someone's profile.
it was counting the days of their SO's deployment i believe?
if that's any of the people on my friends list...
i was wondering if you could tell me where you got it ( Read more... )