it's a bad night to be alone but that's the way it goes
i keep typing the first sentence of this entry and changing it.i don't think any of them would motivate someone to read it...
so on a completely unrelated note, if anyone needs something to do tomorrow the smithsmonian is sponsoring free museum day across the country. this is the site: www.bostoncentral.com/fwd.php it might make you do a login but it shows you what museums are participating in your state. i'm taking two of my guys (when i say guys i don't mean literally, it's a girl & a guy for future reference) to the Museum of Science in Boston. we're taking the T (subway) in and that should be a project in itself. hopefully Donald doesn't run off...lolz. but yeah so free museum. i exhausted my list of friends and found noone to come with me (at the last minute) so it'll be just the three of us. i might go a little crazy being unable to have a real conversation all day long but i guess it's better than being at work with people i don't want to talk to? maybe.
speaking of work, i dealt with some really really..really gross things today. pretty sure i'm scarred for life which sucks considering i'm only 20 haha. i can't wait til my job doesn't involve showers, oatmeal & poop. that day can't some soon enough. i desperately want a second job so at least i can hate my minimum wage job more than my well paying job. but alas, the economy sucks and apparently they just want people available 7 days a week. i'm dying to move out of this apartment. which seems crazy because it's free but i swear i'm not really saving any money from it. living with a friend or family would leave me with the same amount of money and i'd probably eat less cereal and more meals. i need to start cooking for myself but it always seems so pointless. i wanna be able to cook good meals rather than just pork chops & stir fry (easy stuff) for sean because of course i pick the guy who likes random foods from different cuisines (?) meawhile i'm the opposite.
anyways, today was kinda lame i guess. after work i did my hw and studied for my quiz while sitting online. i have got to get away from this computer but i always come on now to see if sean sent me an email because he doesn't call or text anymore he just emails me a couple sentences so i'm always hoping to get one. and afterwards i'm still sitting here doing random things. bah. so yeah had class, did the quiz in about 10seconds (like the rest of the people who studied) and learned 12 new words. ::Favorite class:: haha. i motivated myself for the gym solely so i could write down mileage for the exercise to afghanistan log. i only did abs & weights but my legs were too sore for cardio anyways. i came home and decided i wouldn't nap but ended up in my super comfy bed and fell asleep. quick nap then came to work. work was okay for the most part. molly met up with me while i waited for irene to get out of her appointment. she yelled at me for not wanting to go out this weekend. but honestly i feel so incredibly worn out lately that i just want to be able to relax and clean my house because having it messy stresses me out. after i finish this i'm gonna clean because i don't have work til 11 tomorrow so i can stay up late.
i wrote down the names of a bunch of books written for/by military wives that i intend to look into and possibly buy a couple. reading helps me with things and i haven't been reading at allll lately, i hate it. i've been carrying the same book in my purse for weeks now gah. sunday i'm going to ikea with the FMIL did i mention that? i'm excited and i might buy a bed frame if they have ones on sale like in the catalog. i've been kinda down today. i don't know why. i mean sure i'm sad i barely heard from sean all week but i don't expect to talk to him everyday. unexplained sadness...cool.
can someone (and by someone i mean a female) tell me why it is that i have the good fortune of receiving my period twice in one month? just wondering. this happened to me in january and then i didn't get it again until march. i blame birth control -_- i'm considering going back on for the sake of regularity but for some reason i'm irked by the idea of having my hormones screwed with..? just me? perhaps this is TMI but i was quite annoyed that i got it again because it's only been 16 days since the other one ended! gahhh.
so on a completely unrelated note, if anyone needs something to do tomorrow the smithsmonian is sponsoring free museum day across the country. this is the site: www.bostoncentral.com/fwd.php it might make you do a login but it shows you what museums are participating in your state. i'm taking two of my guys (when i say guys i don't mean literally, it's a girl & a guy for future reference) to the Museum of Science in Boston. we're taking the T (subway) in and that should be a project in itself. hopefully Donald doesn't run off...lolz. but yeah so free museum. i exhausted my list of friends and found noone to come with me (at the last minute) so it'll be just the three of us. i might go a little crazy being unable to have a real conversation all day long but i guess it's better than being at work with people i don't want to talk to? maybe.
speaking of work, i dealt with some really really..really gross things today. pretty sure i'm scarred for life which sucks considering i'm only 20 haha. i can't wait til my job doesn't involve showers, oatmeal & poop. that day can't some soon enough. i desperately want a second job so at least i can hate my minimum wage job more than my well paying job. but alas, the economy sucks and apparently they just want people available 7 days a week. i'm dying to move out of this apartment. which seems crazy because it's free but i swear i'm not really saving any money from it. living with a friend or family would leave me with the same amount of money and i'd probably eat less cereal and more meals. i need to start cooking for myself but it always seems so pointless. i wanna be able to cook good meals rather than just pork chops & stir fry (easy stuff) for sean because of course i pick the guy who likes random foods from different cuisines (?) meawhile i'm the opposite.
anyways, today was kinda lame i guess. after work i did my hw and studied for my quiz while sitting online. i have got to get away from this computer but i always come on now to see if sean sent me an email because he doesn't call or text anymore he just emails me a couple sentences so i'm always hoping to get one. and afterwards i'm still sitting here doing random things. bah. so yeah had class, did the quiz in about 10seconds (like the rest of the people who studied) and learned 12 new words. ::Favorite class:: haha. i motivated myself for the gym solely so i could write down mileage for the exercise to afghanistan log. i only did abs & weights but my legs were too sore for cardio anyways. i came home and decided i wouldn't nap but ended up in my super comfy bed and fell asleep. quick nap then came to work. work was okay for the most part. molly met up with me while i waited for irene to get out of her appointment. she yelled at me for not wanting to go out this weekend. but honestly i feel so incredibly worn out lately that i just want to be able to relax and clean my house because having it messy stresses me out. after i finish this i'm gonna clean because i don't have work til 11 tomorrow so i can stay up late.
i wrote down the names of a bunch of books written for/by military wives that i intend to look into and possibly buy a couple. reading helps me with things and i haven't been reading at allll lately, i hate it. i've been carrying the same book in my purse for weeks now gah. sunday i'm going to ikea with the FMIL did i mention that? i'm excited and i might buy a bed frame if they have ones on sale like in the catalog. i've been kinda down today. i don't know why. i mean sure i'm sad i barely heard from sean all week but i don't expect to talk to him everyday. unexplained sadness...cool.
can someone (and by someone i mean a female) tell me why it is that i have the good fortune of receiving my period twice in one month? just wondering. this happened to me in january and then i didn't get it again until march. i blame birth control -_- i'm considering going back on for the sake of regularity but for some reason i'm irked by the idea of having my hormones screwed with..? just me? perhaps this is TMI but i was quite annoyed that i got it again because it's only been 16 days since the other one ended! gahhh.