for as late as i stay up and for as much time that i spend on the computer i just can't seem to update consistently. tuesday i was absolutely exhausted so i napped then had class at 12 and work at 2. work was okay, i had to take someone to an appt and it was so boring. no idea why my book wasn't in my purse. i stole one of the pumpkins from my ( Read more... )

today was great! :] or at least i'm telling myself it was great lol.
i was really tired at work and barely remember being there...hm.
sean came online around 9 and we talked for almost an hour on aim!
i was really excited because he had been on at 8 but i missed him.
luckily he pops on whenever he can.
he got off promising to call.
i spent over an hour ( Read more... )

1. post about something that made you happy today - even if it's just a small thing.
2. do this every day, for eight days, without fail.

i have a solid excuse for missing yesterday.
i was drunk. lol.

something that made me happy...
Sean called!! :] he even got to talk to his parents because i was almost at their house.
it was nice to talk to him for a ( Read more... )

 i had another good day at work. once again i stayed later than needed.
my coworker brought her daughter over even though she wasn't working.
i adore that little girl. pretty sure i've secured an invite to the 3rd bday party because of barbie haha.
i spent over an hour making a calendar on staples.com for Sean 
and after i submitted it, it made me make ( Read more... )

 i keep meaning to update. 
i have things i wanted to write.
so don't be surprised if i suddenly write a super long update.
after missing not one but TWO calls Sean & I talked.
it was somewhat disappointing.
he didn't seem all that happy but said he was tired.
he probably was just tired but of course i resort to thinking it's me.
a card & letter i wrote ( Read more... )

 today went up & down like the mood of someone who is bipolar. funny? no? i don't think so either but that's usually the order a joke goes in.
anyways, my day started off good. i finished watching Step Up 2 towards the end of work and saw my (ex) husband Channing<3 i had intentions of going online for a few minutes but ended up talking to Sean's ( Read more... )

( cause i get a 1000 hugs from 10,000 lightning bugs )

 holy shit. sean's phone bill cycle started on the 11th of this month..and in a week it's already $700!!!! fuuuuuuck. i sent him an email and told him not to call or text anymore because it's just not worth it. i've heard from him everyday this week whether it be a call, text or email. now i'm regretting all those 20minute phone calls we had. ( Read more... )

so yesterday.
Beave (the girl in my class) dropped off her two books at like 8am so i could do the reading.
i got distracted for a half hour by my computer which i regretted later.
read from about 9-1030 and took notes.
then i got ready and headed to class.
my class is essentially a vocabulary class. it's gonna be so easy and i'm grateful for that.
right ( Read more... )

 so last night i laid down to sleep at 11:15.
from 11:15-12:45 i laid there thinking about school & the wedding.
from 12:45-1:30 i talked to Emily on the phone.
1:30-2:45 i just laid there angry at being awake.
2:45-3 i suddenly had a horribly upset stomach >.<
3-4 i was just...awake i guess..i dont even know.
i have no idea why i couldn't sleep.
i ( Read more... )