i'll send a postcard to you dear, because i wish you were here
so last night i laid down to sleep at 11:15.
from 11:15-12:45 i laid there thinking about school & the wedding.
from 12:45-1:30 i talked to Emily on the phone.
1:30-2:45 i just laid there angry at being awake.
2:45-3 i suddenly had a horribly upset stomach >.<
3-4 i was just...awake i guess..i dont even know.
i have no idea why i couldn't sleep.
i shouldn't have been due to school because i only had one class.
so my plans for today were totally turned upside down.
instead of hitting the gym in the AM i made plans for the afternoon with emily.
i tried laying down for almost two hours but probably only slept for a few minutes.
ran off to school..went to the danvers campus searching for my class at 11:30
at 11:31 i was speed walking to my car because i was supposed to be at this other campus.
managed to leave my new iced coffee on top of the car gahhh
sped to the other campus and parked at the wrong building.
went searching inside for someone to tell me where i needed to be...down the street was the answer.
walked over to the other building and finally made it to class.
i have to say i felt alot calmer walking to the building when i saw horses.
i can't wait to start working towards a degree in veterinary
rather than "animal care" which is like grooming.
i had class with one of skirmishes best friends so that was good.
the teacher is awesome and i'm excited for her class.
afterwards i saw someone from highschool and we chatted for 20minutes.
after all that i headed to ashley's work to pay her for the baby wipes and brought her lunch.
i helped her do her work (dry cleaners) and it's quite relaxing if i do say so myself.
sean called me right after i got there and we talked for 10minutes.
i've found myself not enjoying our phone calls enough.
of course i'm excited to speak to him and i'm lucky to do it so often...
but i miss "chatting"...having a phone call just to shoot the shit as they say.
now it's like everything we say needs to be important.
idk maybe i'm just looking at it wrong..does anyone else ever feel like this?
after being there a couple hours i headed to the gym with emily (skirmishes )
i attempted to run but did it for less than 10minutes.
most of my treadmill time was spent walking quickly.
i can't wait to build my tolerance back up. i feel SO out of shape again & it sucks.
after the gym we tried to save a puppy! and ran into the girl from my animal class-ironic.
turns out the puppy ran out of it's yard and across the street but managed to get back in.
i rang the door bell and asked them if they had two of the dog standing at their feet lol.
when we finally got to my house we started a new puzzle which i love doing
then we took our "before" pictures..god they're horrid.
why are my entries long for no reason at all?
tomorrow i am doing some hardcore cleaning all day long.
then hitting the gym around 4 with emily.
hopefully i'll be going to the movies with Jonathan afterwards but we'll see.
from 11:15-12:45 i laid there thinking about school & the wedding.
from 12:45-1:30 i talked to Emily on the phone.
1:30-2:45 i just laid there angry at being awake.
2:45-3 i suddenly had a horribly upset stomach >.<
3-4 i was just...awake i guess..i dont even know.
i have no idea why i couldn't sleep.
i shouldn't have been due to school because i only had one class.
so my plans for today were totally turned upside down.
instead of hitting the gym in the AM i made plans for the afternoon with emily.
i tried laying down for almost two hours but probably only slept for a few minutes.
ran off to school..went to the danvers campus searching for my class at 11:30
at 11:31 i was speed walking to my car because i was supposed to be at this other campus.
managed to leave my new iced coffee on top of the car gahhh
sped to the other campus and parked at the wrong building.
went searching inside for someone to tell me where i needed to be...down the street was the answer.
walked over to the other building and finally made it to class.
i have to say i felt alot calmer walking to the building when i saw horses.
i can't wait to start working towards a degree in veterinary
rather than "animal care" which is like grooming.
i had class with one of skirmishes best friends so that was good.
the teacher is awesome and i'm excited for her class.
afterwards i saw someone from highschool and we chatted for 20minutes.
after all that i headed to ashley's work to pay her for the baby wipes and brought her lunch.
i helped her do her work (dry cleaners) and it's quite relaxing if i do say so myself.
sean called me right after i got there and we talked for 10minutes.
i've found myself not enjoying our phone calls enough.
of course i'm excited to speak to him and i'm lucky to do it so often...
but i miss "chatting"...having a phone call just to shoot the shit as they say.
now it's like everything we say needs to be important.
idk maybe i'm just looking at it wrong..does anyone else ever feel like this?
after being there a couple hours i headed to the gym with emily (skirmishes )
i attempted to run but did it for less than 10minutes.
most of my treadmill time was spent walking quickly.
i can't wait to build my tolerance back up. i feel SO out of shape again & it sucks.
after the gym we tried to save a puppy! and ran into the girl from my animal class-ironic.
turns out the puppy ran out of it's yard and across the street but managed to get back in.
i rang the door bell and asked them if they had two of the dog standing at their feet lol.
when we finally got to my house we started a new puzzle which i love doing
then we took our "before" pictures..god they're horrid.
why are my entries long for no reason at all?
tomorrow i am doing some hardcore cleaning all day long.
then hitting the gym around 4 with emily.
hopefully i'll be going to the movies with Jonathan afterwards but we'll see.