so much to say i have so much to say - - -- - !!

and i swear i will say it all tonight, nothing special, no major announcements or UPDATES but more and more just to be like OMFG HIIIII <3333 OH NOTHING, WHAT'S UP WITH YOU, OH COOL, OKAY YEAH!!

but! :(

for the last three days i have been straight-up ravaged by a stomach bug and pretty much want ( Read more... )

i'm pretty quiet; i'll probably keep being pretty quiet a while longer. there are things i am putting off and it's equating to self-torture, but i can't make myself do them, and i won't allow myself to commit to/distract myself with any other project until i finish. this results in a truly horrifying number of hours where i just lay in bed ( Read more... )

( hi i don't know how to deal with feelings or interpersonal conflict. )

( skip if you're avoiding anonmeme things! )

i watched sytycd last night. had belly laughs with my roommate, took naproxen for a fresh root canal that is absolute murder right now. we ordered hawaiian pizza even though we're broke. jumped up and down in the kitchen over coffee ice cubes, wished for a life different than our own ( Read more... )

funks are the worst. FUNKS ARE THE WORST!!! eff ( Read more... )

have not been around.

( irl )

i don't normally write about RL, i think; not in any sort of depth, anyway. but since it's the new year, and i made alla them resolutions, i figured i would recap and see how the ACTION is coming.

( first week of 'ten is ROCKING. )

no time. lots of inspiration to write. V. FUCKING PISSED ( Read more... )

client attempted suicide last night via wearing four nicotine patches and smoking a butt. this is because i told him i was going to call him later and forgot to. I DO NOT EVEN KNOW ( Read more... )