boring check-in
i'm pretty quiet; i'll probably keep being pretty quiet a while longer. there are things i am putting off and it's equating to self-torture, but i can't make myself do them, and i won't allow myself to commit to/distract myself with any other project until i finish. this results in a truly horrifying number of hours where i just lay in bed listening to podfic.
important note to all podficcers: you're keeping me going right now. seriously. i love you.
i've got three or four huge posts i want to make, and i'm hoping after this week i'll be able to do them. podfic recs, music posts, kitty post <3, some writing. then i'll be working on some challenges.
bought a microphone, tooled around on audacity. much, much fun, but way too much for me to learn right now. a project that will take me through the winter, but err, after my mfa apps, whoops.
made a pretty substantial flist cut to take the thumb of pressure off my brain. i love the fuck out of all of you, but there is just no way! i am not active enough in fandom to keep up on a daily basis. mostly based on contact/interaction, and i will be keeping up with yall through comms/comments/recs/signal boosts etc! on that note -- thanks to all you flisters who rec & signal boost; you keep me from missing things i truly end up loving.
i did lock music posts, but i decided i will keep new ones open for at least a month before f-locking, so no one misses anything! i am dying to do a bruce springsteen post, and an old 97's post. but those are huge discographies and i have a lot to say, so. in due time!
all in all, i'm in a mood, and hoping to shovel out of it soon. nothing awful, i'm just being a bummer, both in fandom and real life. whole lot of sleeping, whole lot of time in my pjs. yucky wet guilt that will be relieved when i stop stalling, step on my fears, and kick into productivity again. then i will be a SIGHT TO BEHOLD, FOR SURE!
important note to all podficcers: you're keeping me going right now. seriously. i love you.
i've got three or four huge posts i want to make, and i'm hoping after this week i'll be able to do them. podfic recs, music posts, kitty post <3, some writing. then i'll be working on some challenges.
bought a microphone, tooled around on audacity. much, much fun, but way too much for me to learn right now. a project that will take me through the winter, but err, after my mfa apps, whoops.
made a pretty substantial flist cut to take the thumb of pressure off my brain. i love the fuck out of all of you, but there is just no way! i am not active enough in fandom to keep up on a daily basis. mostly based on contact/interaction, and i will be keeping up with yall through comms/comments/recs/signal boosts etc! on that note -- thanks to all you flisters who rec & signal boost; you keep me from missing things i truly end up loving.
i did lock music posts, but i decided i will keep new ones open for at least a month before f-locking, so no one misses anything! i am dying to do a bruce springsteen post, and an old 97's post. but those are huge discographies and i have a lot to say, so. in due time!
all in all, i'm in a mood, and hoping to shovel out of it soon. nothing awful, i'm just being a bummer, both in fandom and real life. whole lot of sleeping, whole lot of time in my pjs. yucky wet guilt that will be relieved when i stop stalling, step on my fears, and kick into productivity again. then i will be a SIGHT TO BEHOLD, FOR SURE!