Dec 11, 2009 11:05
no time. lots of inspiration to write. V. FUCKING PISSED.
sick of this. *cranks*
am putting all my available energy into job number #3 right now, in the hope that in about two months i will be able to quit job #2, and in 6 months will be making more money part-time at job #3 than i am at full-time job #1. in which case i will quit that too, job #3 will become job #1, and i will have ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD TO WRITE.
which is really truly ultimately
all i want.
the only reason i am doing all of this right now, is to gain more writing time.
is that powerful, or is that powerful?
my love and obsession are so fucking strong i can't even take it. i feel like a better person when i am writing. i need it. i need it. i need it.
it's killing me not to have it right now. but ugh give me two more months of insanely hard work, 4 more months of regular hard work, and hopefully i will be right where i want to be.
BRING IT, LIFE. you can't stop me from toppin these charts.
writing is mad suck,
booshit booshit booshit,
irl,
finger