Fuck, man. I knew today was going to be a disaster when dad let Michael come over for Thanksgiving, I fucking knew it. I knew that he was going to bitch at me and drag me into it somehow. He got here like three hours ago and we've been arguing every since even though I asked him probably five times to stop talking about it. He insists on dwelling ( Read more... )

Holy fuck, I'm so drained trying to deal with my family's bullshit. I don't really want to get dragged into this, but they're forcing me to. My mom kicked Michael out a couple of weeks ago and he thought it would be all gravy, that one of my parents would feel bad for him and let him come back, or at the very least one of his friends would take him ( Read more... )

I have never been this disgustingly jealous of one of my friends in my entire life. I was more than happy to give her money so that Barry could fly down to see her - all I want is for her to be happy, and Barry makes her happy  - but like.. every time I wake up I'm like, "Oh yeah, Alli and Barry are together.", and then I go into this spiral of ( Read more... )

This is the entire message I sent to Tara. She deleted me instantly, and I'm sure off MSN too, because obviously I can do a lot less damage if none of her friends or boyfriends can see anything I wrote in her journal.. though I have no doubt that I'll get a ton of "anonymous" comments on this from her "brothers" and "sisters" and other various ( Read more... )

Today was a really weird fucking day ( Read more... )