OK, so it's been a while since I posted anything. It's strange 'cause I had things that happened, and I thought about posting about my search for a car (when we replaced the no-longer-necessary van). Eh, I figured it wasn't worth posting about, at least not in detail ( Read more... )

Sometimes I hate myself and want to die. I can be miserable for a while until I realize that eventually I am going to die. It is only a matter of time. I can reassure myself that it will happen and that the world will go on without me. This is therapeutic for me. I feel better after I remember this. I call this "death therapy" which is different ( Read more... )

(No, it's not a misspelling. I meant to type up this entry yesterday.)

OK, so Saturday I had a kind of a rough time b/c I've been dealing w/ some inner emotional work and it's not always easy to do. Nomad helped me through a lot of it by talking to me for a few hours. (Thanks for being so awesome, Nomad!) Then I had a fun evening w/ Eaglewhisper. ( ( Read more... )

Hey, so today was movie day. It was hot & humid enough that spending time in the air conditioned theater didn't seem that bad. Q & I watched Stardust, Rush Hour 3 and Superbad. The movies weren't that great but there was enough entertainment value to make it an ok way to spend the day. Superbad made me realize I am really uptight. I do not think ( Read more... )

Today I woke up to the smell of blueberry muffins being baked. Mmmm. I got to spend time w/ a good friend. And this evening I watched the Perseids w/ my husband. It was fun watching the night sky. So it was a good day.

[I have good memories of watching the night sky. Most recently, at Brushwood I saw the clearest night sky I've ever seen in my life ( Read more... )

Today I didn't think I was going to have any fun, but I saw Pirates of the Caribbean III and it was a blast. It made me think of Starwood. It inspired me to sew some costumes. It inspired me to have fun again in my life - to be a pirate. I was glad to see it. Yes, there are some silly logical inconsistencies but that was expected and therefore, no ( Read more... )