My boyfriend has a Mohawk again. :D This makes me very happy, even if it's still a little short to be a proper proper one.

In other news, my Carmen kitty just crawled into the bag the boyfriend gave me my valentine's day present in. I <3 my kitty.

My perception of reality doesn't usually intersect with everyone else's very well. I have a hard time knowing where my paranoia ends, and my justified worries start. I also have a hard time realizing when I'm missing important details I really really should be paying attention. I read things into situations that aren't there, I dismiss things as ( Read more... )

"Just put the bacon into the ice cream and no one gets hurt."

• That goofy grin that resides on Vern's face when he's looking at me.
• The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman
• Knowing that my whole music collection can live in my pocket now.
• Yes We Did.
• Pop rocks.

My mother and her boyfriend are the ones who introduced me to Norah Jones, but I think it is Radio Scrap that truly cemented my love for her music. When I still worked at that hell hole, I was subjected to DVDs full of music videos the last nine months to a year I was there. The music videos selected were mostly pop crap with vocalists who couldn't ( Read more... )

Why do I bother sometimes? People do nothing but make me feel broken, shitty and stupid. I realistically know I'm no worse than anyone else on this rutting miserable hunk of rock, but because I'm aware of my short comings, my errors, and just haven't figured out how to compensate for them, I am made painfully aware frequently that I hurt, alienate ( Read more... )

I'm getting tired of always being in such a shitty mood. Occasionally something nice happens, but then next thing you know, back down I go. I feel like I'm in a little dungeon cell, and occasionally the sun shines through the little dinner plate sized window with the bars in it, but most of the time it's all dark because the dungeon is located ( Read more... )

What the fuck is wrong with me?

( pointless dren, don't waste your time clicking through, really. )

...Being a cock tease makes me feel guilty. :( More on this later, maybe...