Meh.
Why do I bother sometimes? People do nothing but make me feel broken, shitty and stupid. I realistically know I'm no worse than anyone else on this rutting miserable hunk of rock, but because I'm aware of my short comings, my errors, and just haven't figured out how to compensate for them, I am made painfully aware frequently that I hurt, alienate and frustrate people without meaning to.
Can I please either go numb or stop hurting people?