The individual independent in your mind, tethered to neither weather nor terrain ( Read more... )

you know, i think my brother is more broken over what happened than i am. i think he's tearing himself apart, and not just because of what happened, but because of everything. consumed by guilt and inadequacy. i wish i could tell him it's not his doing. we were born to the wrong mother. that's all. he's still my big brother, and i want to save him ( Read more... )

They say that if you wear goggles that make everything appear upside down your brain will turn it rightside up again ( Read more... )

I remember the moment i fell in love with my truck. A sunny winter day, just after a nerve-wracking commute from seattle in the giant hunk of shoddily breaked(?) potential death, i looked back at it, wonderingly, at its powdered sky blue ( Read more... )

so if i don't fail the inspect tomorrow i'll be shipping to boot camp... unless i fail the inspect again...i don't want to fail.. at all at all at all... so, are you guys familiar with play piercings? well, forty of those leaves a few bruises and sketchy looking needle marks. that was last tuesday, but the evidence is still there. worth it, but i'm ( Read more... )

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looking forward to wandering around cap hill later today.

to dream of corsets and fishnets and leather pants and shiny vibrators and gauzy whatchyamacallits and all the flavors of lube on the hill.... i really wish i had the space to dedicate to cultivating some kind of atmosphere of color-orgy and paraphernalia. soon.

i want to play poker all the ( Read more... )

too much sitting around. i'd walk but i can't leave my truck here. i can't afford to be towed, or even a parking ticket. once again, material possessions are too expensive to keep. at the core, though, if i can't bear to part with it i don't keep it. or maybe, so many losses has dulled my sensitivity. money is such a nuisance. maybe i should care ( Read more... )

funny, we never talk, and i doubt you read here very often, but i just saw a picture and it reminded me of you. it was the eyes. sweetness looking out of dark, all that love and hurt and strength....cliche things, but it remains. as far as physical features go, your nose and eyes were two of my favorites. i, for one, regret things that were not but ( Read more... )

Introductory Chemistry. within, a diagram illustrating the idea of dynamic chemical equilibrium. this diagram is a simple map of a valley with a river dividing it. there are figure-people, and arrows indicating migratory direction. these people are moving from the left, Narnia, to the right, Middle Earth, and back, according to the temperament of ( Read more... )