too much sitting around. i'd walk but i can't leave my truck here. i can't afford to be towed, or even a parking ticket. once again, material possessions are too expensive to keep. at the core, though, if i can't bear to part with it i don't keep it. or maybe, so many losses has dulled my sensitivity. money is such a nuisance. maybe i should care ( Read more... )

its two in the morning... and i' m AWAKE. ndaaah! stupid, stupid everything!

we need a new culture. *lengthy deleted ranting*

might be time i slept.

side note - cats are such cute little predators.

WHAT THE FUCK THERE'S SNOW OUT THERE! ON THE GROUND! IN THE SKY! FUCKFUCKFUCK!!!

there's something wrong with today.

this is the email my mom sent me today:

"They want him to do chemo again after all. Said now it's to the point of quality of life. Guess it is in his liver after all and riddled elsewhere in his body. Life Expectancy is approx. one year. BS!!! He's just turned 47 years old! PLEASE KEEP THE PRAYERS AND POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS COMING? Get ( Read more... )