20 minutes until class, and i don't want to go. at all. i'm completely unmotivated to go, and i simply don't want to make the effort. i feel unmotivated to do work on my senior project. i'm simply unmotivated to do anything ( Read more... )

ok, freakout time. and i don't mean the hockey game.

what i mean is, my 3 closest cousins (granted, they are all goodlooking guys) are all in relationships.

like, i knew that my older cousins were all getting engaged and married. it's been like the plague, but so far i thought that "my group" was still holding out. i was soooooooo wrong.

unless
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the way i see it, we have two problems here ( Read more... )

here i am sitting at home (d'burg) waiting for the fedex truck to bring my new phone, listening to Muppets on a record. ah, nostalgia. for one thing, it's muppets, which always brings me back, for another it's on a record. relics of a past era, but an era that I love. and bob fishel Sam the American Eagle is getting his word in now.

I just noticed ( Read more... )

my male co-worker should be commended. he actually managed to remember a conversation that we females were having earlier in the day, and after the kids left, he put on some music that related to our earlier conversation. How was he supposed to know that hearing Relient K would make me, well, not cry (i managed to not cry! :-) ), but definitly be a ( Read more... )

you want to know what my sister just did? she just graduated. yes, i'm talking about sheila here. can you believe it? it's pretty incredible. mom and i were weeping so hard when she got her diploma. we were crying so hard we couldn't clap. but that's ok. sheila received the longest and loudest ovation out of all the graduates. which made us cry ( Read more... )

i do not recommend allowing your ambrachre(sp?) to go soft. it hurts when your sister starts arranging music for violin, clarinet & cello

on the other hand, my music is coming back to me

in a family such as mine, with a member much like sheila, birthdays are a fantastic thing. as soon as one person's birthday is done, it is time to start preparing for the next one. all very exciting stuff. 
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on the other hand, birthdays are lonely things.

terribly lonely things.

therefore, here is sit, looking forward to Old Songs, but not really ( Read more... )

the dog, the hmo, the other dog, the job "situation", the cleanliness of the house, colleen, nana's stuff, me, each other....

yes, once again i display my incredible survival skills and make myself scare, and out of the pathway from the stairs to the door, just in case. that's really sad. i don't get upset anymore. i just go into "survival mode". ( Read more... )

this is saddening. my family always goes camping for memorial day weekend. well, we did always go camping. we are not this year. in fact, we may be selling the pop-up. mom can't physically handle camping anymore. she needs vacations, not camping. it's understandable, and we are not selling the tent, but the pop-up is going, as will be the van. when ( Read more... )