well, my friends, i seriously think that i'm going to be on lactaid for the forseeable future. i just tried to have mac'n'cheese without lactaid. it failed. now i only hope that i caught it in time and won't be in total and complete pain while i write my paper.

as for the paper, i should have simply knuckeled down and written it a few nights ago. ( Read more... )

is there anything more terrifying than having your parents tell you everything you need to still do in order to move out? i need to make some calls, finalize some things, so that i can hurry pack and get out of here. the family is already anticipating my leaving. makes me wonder if i'm that much of a burden to live with. if my own family can't live ( Read more... )

... Mom said that she saw a bat. she hadn't. she had seen something flutter in her perifery. but i was petrified with fear. dang bats.

it was a dark and stormy night. the wind was howling in the chimney, rattling the shutters. it screamed through the trees, whistled in the windows. Melevolent ghosts walked that night.

Ever have one of those times ( Read more... )

it's really been a while, hasn't it. i probably should have updated a while ago, but i couldn't. too many people around when the weather was cool, and otherwise the weather was too warm to have a hot laptop sitting on one's lap. yes, that is my story. yes, i am sticking to it.

there has been all sorts of crazy things going on. friends engaged, ( Read more... )

absolutely incredible. the sky is clearing up. for now, at least. there is still time. i am in awe.

there are so many times that donny and charlie remind me of colleen and i. a lack of communication, misunderstandings between siblings, it's all there. why do siblings do that to each other ( Read more... )

... and the writing muse has left ( Read more... )

Jeepers. the last two nights i've been out really late playing games. yes, my friends, I have been to not one but two, count them, two LAN parties. had to happen at some point while i was here. I mean, it's my forth year here, and i've only been to two LAN parties. considering that this is rpi, that record is pretty impressive, i think ( Read more... )

you know what happens when you decide to give it all to God? that's right, folks, you win on ebay ( Read more... )

andrew has told me to do something that is terribly difficult. it will take complete faith to take this action. no doubts. no compromises. no human frailties getting in the way. none of that. see, if i saw someone else taking this action, I could support, because I know that since this person fully believes, this will work to help them. but now, I ( Read more... )