Wagoni'm leaving. i can't believe it. it's so incredibly scary. this is really it. when next i spend time at home, i'll be visiting my parents house. it boggles the mind. i can't believe it, really ( Read more... )

Colgate Rochester Crozer Divinity School: Here I come ( Read more... )

i'm having a very hard time believing that my current favorite song was ever not-sung by bob dylan. it's too good. in fact, had i first heard it not sung by dylan, i'd never have liked the song. it's Wagon Wheel, performed by bodega (a group that was at old songs this year). it's terribly singable and i have it completely stuck in my head, mom's ( Read more... )

it's really been a while, hasn't it. i probably should have updated a while ago, but i couldn't. too many people around when the weather was cool, and otherwise the weather was too warm to have a hot laptop sitting on one's lap. yes, that is my story. yes, i am sticking to it.

there has been all sorts of crazy things going on. friends engaged, ( Read more... )

God gets his messages to me in interesting ways. for example, i just wrote this note this morning. this evening i was complimented on how i refrain from breaking hearts.

you know what i think it is? i'm not desired. the question is, do i really want to be? well, what woman doesn't want to me desired? there has to be something about me that is ( Read more... )

it is terribly easy for me to be stupid when no one is around. and i don't mean stupid in what i do or say. stupid in the worst sense, in what i think ( Read more... )

20 minutes until class, and i don't want to go. at all. i'm completely unmotivated to go, and i simply don't want to make the effort. i feel unmotivated to do work on my senior project. i'm simply unmotivated to do anything ( Read more... )

Sometimes life is so very difficult. Everytime i turn around, it seems like more and more of my friends are pairing up and pairing off. Of course, that could simply be on Facebook, and is completely false in real life. what is real these days? facebook? LJ? face-to-face communication? there are so many gadgets and ways of getting a hold of others ( Read more... )

ok, freakout time. and i don't mean the hockey game.

what i mean is, my 3 closest cousins (granted, they are all goodlooking guys) are all in relationships.

like, i knew that my older cousins were all getting engaged and married. it's been like the plague, but so far i thought that "my group" was still holding out. i was soooooooo wrong.

unless
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my mind is going about a mile a minute right now. it's rather scary.

it doesn't help that the prof is trying to make the class aanswer questions within 5 seconds. it merely makes me think faster, about more things.

there's a lot of sneezing happening here. everyone seems to be sick.

i don't like this teaching style. it's too crazy, it's too "instant ( Read more... )