the movie was cute and hilarious. i'm really glad that i chose animated comedy over romantic comedy with his name in the title.

the cafe was cool, and i didn't even have repercussions from the whipped cream on the pie. granted, i scraped most of it off, but there was still some, and it was borderline whether or not it would give me trouble. it was ( Read more... )

well, i just woke up from a nap. i've been simply vegging out all day. I have some things on my mind. like wondering if i am going to forever repeat my past. and how do i get out of the cycle. and what i should do. well, i know what i should do. the problem is with the hurting of aomeone else's feelings. i've never been comfortable with doing that ( Read more... )

God gets his messages to me in interesting ways. for example, i just wrote this note this morning. this evening i was complimented on how i refrain from breaking hearts.

you know what i think it is? i'm not desired. the question is, do i really want to be? well, what woman doesn't want to me desired? there has to be something about me that is ( Read more... )

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I know that in the wishbone version of Pride and Prejudice, Elizabeth and Darcy both say, at the same time no less, and on opposite sides of a door "I am most utterly confused". well, they have the right of it. that phrase is so true, i think that i need to embroider it. I made the right decision to go to choir today. I think. i know. I know to the ( Read more... )

remember how i said that Drew reminded me of someone? well, I found him today. in fact, i've had a class with him on one occation ( Read more... )

so, here i sit in the union. again. trying to get work done. again. i would probably be fairly productive if i wasn't in pain. i'm half considering getting some icecream, because that would give me another excuse for the pain.

Have you ever noticed that when you are thinking about someone more, they seem to show up? Here's an example: for various ( Read more... )

I am a storyteller. papa was a storyteller, and i am one, too. it's incorporated into my actress training, it is a gift. answering hard questions and storytelling only mix when you answer the hard questions with a story.

ok, and what's the deal with this whole "i'm feeling depressed, so i'm going to try to drag someone else down with me"? thing? my ( Read more... )

Why are there so many walls to knock down
around people that you call a friend?
Yes 'n' how can they stand to erect up those walls
that have you bruising your hand?
Yes 'n' how can you find a crack to slip through
when they coat those walls with glue
The answer, my dear, is elusive to me
the answer's elusive to me

Oh, how fantastic. I feel mildly queasy.

on an unrelated topic:

am i really that undateable? i was joking with a sister/friend recently that i live vicariously through her dating experiences. but in a way, that's true. i haven't had more than mild flirting in a very long time. so, question of the hour, why am i so undateable?