naps
well, i just woke up from a nap. i've been simply vegging out all day. I have some things on my mind. like wondering if i am going to forever repeat my past. and how do i get out of the cycle. and what i should do. well, i know what i should do. the problem is with the hurting of aomeone else's feelings. i've never been comfortable with doing that. but by the time that i know that i have reached beyond the point of no return, i hurt the other person much more. tis better twa simply tell the laddie right off, agin, tha' ye canna attach yersel' twa him. e'en if he offers baseball as inticement, ya ken? ach. laddies aire annoyin'.