Dec 22, 2006 22:14
the way i see it, we have two problems here.
1) stubbornness and an inability to accept other's advice
2) inability to ask for a personal request
Colleen is intense.
Daddy is intense
Colleen wants to play certain peices
Daddy wants to hear her play certain peices
these two lists don't completely match
see the problem?
then we have drama.
colleen's drama class has definitly refined her skills
first, the virtuous victim, then the scum of the earth.
i can't watch
i can barely listen
i cringe
i cry inside
saying one thing, thinking another
stonefaced letting the discussion wash around her
Dr Jekyl, Mr Hyde,
but at will
what part is needed now? who do i need to be here?
she adapts the role to what is called for
little realizing that she needs to stop the act.
so intelligent, when will she learn?
the best way to be around our parents
admit mistakes, take reasonable responsibility
don't exagerate, don't act the victim
growing up is hard, we are lucky
growing up was hard, they were not lucky
help me
help her
help them
help us
family,
god,
daddy,
fears,
colleen,
poetry,
emotions,
prayer