Experiments and Crushes 10/12
Title: Experiments and Crushes
Author: chocolet89
Pairing: Yunho/Junsu
Rating: NC-17
Length: 10/12
Genre: Fluff, Humor, Smut
Summary: Junsu walks in on Yunho coming out of the shower one day and his feelings towards the leader are never the same again. As he slowly comes to terms with his newfound sexuality, Junsu also learns ways of pleasuring himself he never thought was possible before
Chapter 10 - Handjobs and More Kisses
Junsu woke up to something vibrating in his pocket and it took him a few seconds to realize it was his phone. After getting over the initial shock of having forgotten that Yunho had crawled into bed with him last night, Junsu untangled an arm which had been wrapped around the leader’s body and reached into his pocket to pull out his phone.
Opening his eyes he could make out the alarm flashing across the screen and quickly turned it off. He remembered switching his phone on silent last night when he’d started exchanging text messages with Yoochun, so most likely he had forgotten to turn the sound back on afterwards.
Still feeling a bit tired Junsu shoved his phone under a pillow before cuddling up to Yunho’s side again … and realizing he was sporting an erection in his pants.
Junsu quickly pulled away with a silent gasp before turning over to face the other side. The movement caused Yunho to let out a groan and Junsu hoped the latter was still asleep and hadn’t felt his erection pressing against his hip.
Shutting his eyes Junsu curled in on himself and willed his problem to go away while silently praying he hadn’t been moaning out loud last night if he remembered his dreams correctly.
Yunho shuffled around behind him and then rolled over to wrap an arm around Junsu’s waist to pull him closer. Junsu gasped again and tried to keep his distance but Yunho only tugged harder until their bodies were pressed flush against each other.
“Hyung?” Junsu whispered quietly wondering if maybe the leader was awake.
“Mmm,” was Yunho’s only response as he nuzzled his face against Junsu’s neck.
Junsu still couldn’t tell if the leader was still asleep or not and was about to roll over to find out when he felt something hard pressing into him from behind. He let out a small squeal as his body froze in surprise.
Could it be …?
“H-Hyung?” he tried again. Yunho huffed tightening is arm around Junsu’s waist.
Junsu bit his lip to suppress a moan as he felt Yunho’s erection press harder against his ass.
What was he supposed to do now? His mind suggested he jump out of bed and put some distance between them before Yunho woke up but at the same time his body wanted him to push back and experience that delicious feel of Yunho’s cock rubbing against his ass through the fabric of their sleep pants.
Carefully he moved forward a few inches sighing in relief when Yunho didn’t make any move to protest. But just as he was about to haul himself up into a sitting position Yunho suddenly pushed forward and then Junsu was letting out a low moan as Yunho’s erection rubbed hotly against his ass.
Quickly he put a hand up to clamp over his mouth as he froze wondering if Yunho had heard. He stayed as still as possible for another minute but when Yunho made no move to indicate he had heard or was awake, Junsu once again relaxed his body.
But what to do now? If he tried to move again he’d most likely end up in the same situation again.
Yunho moved behind him again gently rolling his hips and Junsu let out a loud moan as he immediately rubbed his ass back against Yunho’s hard cock.
This time Yunho’s body stiffened in response and Junsu shut his eyes and tried to curl in on himself hoping Yunho wouldn’t run away from him.
Yunho quickly pushed himself away and Junsu tried not to think of what was going to happen now.
“I-I’m sorry Su,” Yunho whispered.
Sorry? What was he saying sorry for? Wasn’t he angry at Junsu for rubbing himself against Yunho’s dick?
Then he realized Yunho was apologizing because he’d been rubbing his erection against Junsu’s ass. Ohhh … well that makes things more interesting.
“Umm … you don’t have to apologize,” Junsu muttered.
“But I … sorry I didn’t realize … I thought … my dream … ah-” Yunho stopped himself when he realized just what he’d said out loud.
Dream? What had Yunho been dreaming about? A woman? Surely not Junsu himself right?
Rolling over to face the leader but keeping enough distance between them so his erection wouldn’t accidentally prod Yunho in the side, Junsu propped himself up on an elbow to look into the leader’s eyes.
“Your dream huh,” Junsu said casually as he slipped a hand underneath Yunho’s shirt to trace patterns over his taut stomach. He was suddenly feeling more confident now that the main attention was directed at Yunho rather than himself.
“Y-Yeaa …” Yunho stuttered while lowering his gaze to break their eye contact.
“What was it about?”
“Umm …”
“You can tell me you know,” Junsu whispered.
Yunho refused to answer though even as his cheeks turned a hot pink.
“It must have been a nice dream,” Junsu commented trailing his hand lower until his fingers were ghosting lightly over the elastic of the leader’s pants.
“Umm … y-yeaaa,” Yunho replied sucking in a breath, body tensing at the touch.
Wanting to test how far he could go before Yunho would protest, Junsu dipped his head down and nuzzled against Yunho’s neck. When he didn’t receive any objection he then nipped lightly on the skin earning him a small gasp. But still Yunho made no move to push him away.
Deciding to risk it Junsu slipped his hand past the waistband of Yunho’s pants so he could palm his erection through his boxers. Yunho’s breath hitched, hips bucking up at the touch.
“J-Junsu,” he gasped out.
“If you tell me what your dream was about I’ll stop,” Junsu whispered as he tried to contain his excitement. Shuffling around a bit Junsu moved until he was kneeling above the leader. He half expected the leader to push him away when he shoved his hand inside the latter’s boxers but Yunho stayed deathly still arms frozen on either side of his hips.
As Junsu wrapped his fingers around Yunho’s erection he couldn’t help but let out a small whimper as he felt the other man’s length up. He was brought back to that day when he first saw Yunho come out naked from the shower and for some reason he felt his cheeks heat up.
“J-Junsu-ah,” Yunho said as he cleared his throat.
He was about to tell Junsu to stop but then Junsu gave his cock one long hard stroke and Yunho’s protest turned into a moan.
Junsu smiled against Yunho’s neck and repeated the action.
“Shh it’s okay hyung, it’s normal for guys to help each other out,” he whispered as nonchalant as possible even though inside his heart was beating a hundred miles per hour.
He had no idea why he was doing this, there was a big chance Yunho would push him away and think he was disgusting. But a small part of him knew that Yunho wouldn’t and it was that tiny bit that urged him on.
“But-” Yunho’s protest was once again cut off when Junsu bit into his neck lightly, not enough to leave a mark but enough to have the leader arching back with a small gasp.
Resting his weight on his free hand, Junsu continued to stroke the leader while muffling his own small whimpers. Yunho’s cock was definitely larger than his own and just the thought of Yunho fucking him with it was enough to make him want to come.
It didn’t help when he felt Yunho’s hot palm suddenly pushing against on his own erection causing Junsu to let out a surprised gasp himself.
He looked up to see Yunho looking to the side away from him.
“Y-You’re hard too right?” Yunho mumbled still avoiding his gaze.
“Umm it’s okay hyung I-”
“It’s normal for guys to help each other out right?” Yunho said repeating Junsu’s words from earlier.
Well Junsu couldn’t exactly argue with that.
When Yunho slipped his hand past his pants, fingers curling around his dick, Junsu couldn’t help but let out a gasp burying his face against Yunho’s neck to muffle his moan. The feeling of another person’s hand on his cock was so much hotter than when he touched himself; especially when said person was Yunho, his fingers longer and slender.
“Hyungg,” Junsu half cried out half whimpered.
Yunho answered by stroking his cock while reaching his other hand out to help stable Junsu’s shaking hips.
Junsu muffled another moan against the heated skin of Yunho’s neck as he tried to focus on stroking the latter’s cock over the pleasure coiling through his body.
He swiped his thumb over the crown smearing the precome he could feel that had gathered there. He wanted so desperately to taste it but he had a feeling that if he did that right now Yunho would freak out. Instead he continued stroking Yunho off the precome making everything slicker.
It was getting hot and Junsu really wanted to just pull his pants and boxers down but he was still a bit doubtful as to how far he could go before Yunho would suddenly decide this was wrong. But they’d already kissed twice yesterday so there was no way Yunho could be straight right?
He was pulled out of his thoughts moments later when Yunho flicked his wrist in a certain way causing Junsu to arch back with a low moan.
“F-Faster Su,” Yunho whispered once he’d gotten Junsu’s attention.
Junsu looked down and saw that Yunho’s eyes were shut, face flushed and mouth slightly parted open. The only thing stopping him from ravishing the leader’s lips on the spot was morning breath which he was sure would turn both of them off regardless of their current activities.
So instead he focused on the leader’s words and quickened his pace stroking faster.
Junsu wasn’t too far off himself either. Just the feel of Yunho’s hand on his cock was ten times better compared to when he normally touched himself.
It wasn’t until he noticed the bed slightly creaking did he realize he was actually moving his hips in time to Yunho’s hand. He felt himself blush and quickly hid his face against Yunho’s neck again. But he couldn’t stop his body from moving. It just felt too good and he almost wished the pleasure would never end.
But the need to come was stronger and he rocked his hips harder into Yunho’s hand at the same time he continued pumping Yunho’s cock.
“Hyung, I’m close,” he whispered tilting his head up so his lips were against Yunho’s ear.
Yunho grunted in response, hand tightening its hold on Junsu’s hip as he quickened his strokes.
“Hyung ah faster, hyu-ah Y-Yunho!” Junsu gasped out drawing Yunho’s name out at the last second.
His body shuddered as he came messily over Yunho’s hand and inside his boxers.
“D-Don’t stop,” Yunho whispered and Junsu realized his hand had stilled its movements when he came.
Mumbling a quick apology Junsu went back to work and it wasn’t long before Yunho was a panting mess underneath him again. He wanted to take Yunho’s cock deep down his throat but resisted the urge distracting himself instead by licking a trail up Yunho’s neck causing the latter to shudder beneath him.
He kissed the area just behind Yunho’s ear before sucking the skin between his teeth, the sudden need to mark the leader overpowering the thought of how he shouldn’t be leaving visible marks where they could get in trouble by their manager. He only hoped no one would have a sharp eye to look under Yunho’s ear.
Yunho keened at the abuse on his flesh and bucked his hips up harder to meet Junsu’s hand. More precome pumped from the tip and Junsu smeared it over Yunho’s cock going slightly off rhythm. Yunho didn’t care and continued to buck up planting his feet on the bed to add for leverage.
“God Su, I’m going to-” he didn’t get to finish his sentence as his body suddenly stilled and warm come pulsed into Junsu’s hand.
As Yunho’s body slumped back into the mattress, Junsu reached over and plucked the tissue box from the bedside table and dumped it beside them. He grabbed a few tissues and wiped the come off his hands resisting the urge to lick it off instead. Yunho follow suit doing the same before throwing the tissues to the side once he was done.
After a few minutes of silence Junsu suddenly felt rather awkward straddling Yunho’s lap after their unexpected jerk off session.
“Umm …” he trailed off not really knowing what to say.
Yunho cleared his throat but also stayed quiet.
“We should … take a shower,” Junsu mumbled after a few more seconds of silence.
Yunho nodded his head slowly.
Junsu swallowed and quickly scrambled off the bed hoping Yunho didn’t notice just how nervous he was.
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Half an hour later Junsu still couldn’t believe he’d jerked their leader off in bed this morning. He tried to act as normal as possible but it just wasn’t working.
Breakfast was an awkward feat and it didn’t help that Jaejoong had decided to make them all sausages and egg for breakfast. He caught himself sneaking glances at the leader more than once when the latter wasn’t looking and then blush for no reason at all. Yoochun of course noticed all this and kept snickering off to the side earning him weird glances from his soulmate and the maknae.
At one point Yunho had turned his head and Junsu’s breath hitched when he noticed the mark just below Yunho’s ear. It wasn’t visible unless you really looked at it but it was enough to have Junsu worrying and regretting having marked the leader earlier.
He’d checked their schedule earlier and saw they had to go on a show for a short interview and Junsu hoped that the mark wouldn’t be visible on screen.
An hour and a half later saw them at the studio practicing since there was nothing else to do before the scheduled interview which would take place just after lunch. And there was no way their manager was letting them slack off for the better half of the day.
Junsu heard a sigh next to him and wondered when Yoochun had taken a seat beside him.
“What happened now?” Yoochun asked starting up the conversation.
“What do you mean what happened?”
They seemed to have developed a daily habit of having these conversations on the studio floor Junsu realized.
“Yesterday you went to bed unhappy. Then this morning you’re blushing like a virgin every time you look at him.”
“Nothing happened,” Junsu replied simply hoping it would be enough to convince Yoochun to shut up.
It wasn’t.
“Don’t think I didn’t notice that mark under his ear Su. Something obviously happened and I want to know.”
Junsu cursed mentally at Yoochun for having such sharp eyesight a he shook his head refusing to answer. It was one thing telling your best friend you kissed your crush, but telling him you jerked each other off? No way was he going to say that out loud.
“Well that’s just for you to guess,” Junsu replied hoping that would be the end of the topic.
Yoochun wasn’t about to let Junsu off that easily though and started pestering the younger man poking him in the sides which soon turned into a tickling fest between the duo. Just as he was about to jab an elbow into Junsu’s side in revenge for having manhandled him to the floor, he winced in pain as someone smacked him over the back of the head.
Yoochun was about to let out a string of obscenities at the person but stopped when he saw it was none other than the maknae.
“Minnie~~! What did you hit me for?” Yoochun asked lips turning into a pout.
Changmin sat himself down and shoved at Yoochun, hard.
“You guys are causing a ruckus here, stop it.”
Yoochun’s gaze turned from confusion to a leer as he moved closer to the younger boy.
“Are you jealous Min-ah?” he asked.
Changmin’s eyes widened slightly and he shoved Yoochun away for the second time in the small timeframe of less than ten seconds.
“No of course not, why would I be?”
Yoochun only continued to stare at the maknae until it was Junsu’s turn to hit him over the head.
“The heck?!”
“Oh what so if I hit you you’re pissed, but if Changmin hits you, you like it?” Junsu said with a smirk.
Yoochun’s cheeks turned a light pink. “That’s because you’re different. I’m sure if Yunho-hyung hit you over the head you’d react just the same as I did.”
Junsu cursed inwardly at Yoochun blurting things out as Changmin just looked at them in confusion.
But wait …
Junsu’s mouth parted in a silent gasp at the same time Yoochun realized just what he’d inadvertently confessed out loud.
“So you liasddsf-” Junsu’s question was immediately cut off when Yoochun shoved a hand over his mouth.
He shot the older man a glare as he was hauled unceremoniously to his feet.
“We’ll be right back Minnie, just need to talk in private for a bit,” Yoochun addressed the youngest while dragging his best friend out the door of the studio.
Changmin continued to look on in confusion before grumbling under his breath and standing up to find one of the other members to annoy.
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Yoochun didn’t take his hand off Junsu’s mouth until after they’d rounded a corner outside in the studio hallway.
When he did Junsu took in a much needed breath of air before aiming another glare at Yoochun who was surprisingly silent and looking down at the floor uncomfortably.
“Chun?” Junsu asked with a frown not used to the older member acting this way.
“What?” the elder man mumbled.
Junsu pursed his lips as his mind came to a conclusion.
“You really do like him don’t you?”
“Who?” Yoochun mumbled in denial.
“You know who I’m talking about,” Junsu said with an exasperated sigh.
Yoochun just stayed quiet.
“Why don’t you just confess to him?”
Yoochun mumbled something unintelligently under his breath and Junsu resisted the urge to hit his friend over the back of the head.
“What was that?”
In a louder voice Yoochun repeated his words, “But what if he rejects me?”
Junsu scoffed at those words while flicking the latter in the forehead.
“Since when have you ever been afraid of rejection?”
“Are you making fun of me here?” Yoochun questioned with a small whine.
Junsu sighed and pulled the older man to him for a hug.
“Does it sound like I’m making fun of you?”
Yoochun scoffed but went into Junsu’s arms willingly.
“You should just tell him how you feel,” Junsu murmured after a few moments of silence.
“But Suuu~” Yoochun whined.
Junsu chuckled.
“Well if he does reject you then you can just act like it was a joke. You’re always joking around with him anyway right?”
“Hmm I suppose that would work …” Yoochun replied thoughtfully as he tried picturing the scene in his head.
Junsu smiled and they stood in silence for a few more minutes until Jaejoong came outside yelling at them to get their asses back inside and to stop slacking off.
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In the end Junsu didn’t have time ponder about the kiss from last night or about the impromptu jerk off session with the leader from earlier that morning as Yoochun kept clinging to him during whatever free time they had available.
He was hoping to have some peace and quiet after they arrived back in their dorms later that night after he took a quick shower. However not one minute after he relaxed back into the couch with a sigh, his personal time was once more being invaded again.
“Yoochun what are you doing?” Junsu asked with a sigh as Yoochun planted himself along the couch, his face hitting Junsu’s lap.
“Just let me lie here and wallow in self pity okay,” was Yoochun’s muffled response.
Junsu rolled his eyes at Yoochun’s dramatic ways of wording things as usual.
"So how did it go?" he asked casually as he leaned back into the couch.
"How did what go?"
"You went to confess to him before right?"
"No who said I was?"
"I did. Surely it can't be that scary?"
Yoochun sighed dramatically letting out a huff of air against Junsu's thigh.
"I don’t want him to reject me."
"I'm sure he won't."
"How can you be so sure?"
"It's like you telling me I should just confess to Yunho-hyung already," Junsu replied whispering the last bit out.
"But that's different. I know he likes you so there's no way he would reject you."
"Yea well I can tell that Changmin likes you too."
"Junsuuuuuu shhh not so loud," Yoochun admonished while turning his head in the direction of the kitchen where he’d last seen the maknae munching on a piece of toast.
"Ughh whatever I give up," Junsu said with a sigh.
Yoochun sighed too and just buried his face into Junsu's lap while moaning in self pity.
“By the way you do realize that you’re on the receiving end of Yunho-hyung’s death glare?” Junsu whispered softly as he threaded a hand through Yoochun’s soft hair. He could see Yunho just from the corner of his eye and he didn’t look happy at all
Yoochun just grumbled in response before turning his head and biting Junsu lightly in the thigh.
Junsu gasped in surprise fingers twisting in Yoochun’s locks.
Yoochun tilted his head up and met Junsu’s questioning glare with a small smirk as another one of his brilliant plans formed in his mind.
Junsu didn’t have any time to ask what Yoochun had planned when the latter suddenly wrapped his arms around his waist and nuzzled his front.
“What are you doing?” Junsu whispered.
Yoochun mumbled something into Junsu’s lap.
Junsu giggled then and shifted around a bit.
"You're making vibrations on my crotch."
Yoochun twisted his head up as a small smile graced his lips.
"Oh really now?"
"Yoochun ..." Junsu said warningly.
Yoochun smirked and buried himself back into Junsu's lap letting out a moan and making sure to breathe right onto Junsu's crotch. Junsu bit back a whimper and tightened his grip in Yoochun's hair to yank his head up.
Yoochun gasped quickly following the movement so he wouldn't get his hair pulled out.
"Su ouch let go that hurts!"
Junsu grinned and released his grip only to have Yoochun tackle him down onto the couch in revenge. He let out a squeal of surprise and then squealed some more when Yoochun started tickling him for the second time that day aiming at his most sensitive spots.
This continued for probably another few minutes until Yoochun suddenly got yanked up by a firm hand on his shirt.
Yoochun turned around in question only to smile innocently when he came face to face with the youngest member.
“Hyung wants to watch TV,” Changmin reasoned looking over at Yunho beside him who was trying his best to put on a superior look.
Yoochun grinned.
“Oh well in that case,” he said while grabbing Junsu’s arm and yanking him to his feet as well.
“We’ll just continue this in my room,” he finished off in his over-the-top greasy voice.
“Actually I think Jaejoong said he wanted you to try out his new cooking recipe so why don’t you go along with Changmin to the kitchen?” Yunho stated off-handily even though it was clear what the hidden meaning behind his words were.
Yoochun pouted but before he could kiss Junsu goodbye Changmin was already dragging him in the direction of the kitchen.
Junsu watched everything in silence and when Yoochun and Changmin were finally out of site he turned back only to cringe at the look Yunho was giving him. Yunho looked angry with his lips pursed together and eyes void of the usual sparkle of happiness in them.
Without a word Yunho sat down on the couch and turned on the TV flicking through the channels and stopping at one randomly. Junsu quietly took a seat beside the older man but the latter made no move to acknowledge him.
Junsu frowned and slid closer until there were only a few inches of space between their bodies but still Yunho didn’t say anything.
“H-Hyung?” Junsu whispered quietly.
“Hmm?”
“Are you … angry at me?” Junsu continued unsurely.
“No why would I be?”
“I’m sorry …”
“Why? You didn’t do anything wrong.”
Junsu bit his lip and was at a loss for what to say.
“Don’t do that,” Yunho whispered softly his voice showing a bit more emotion in it.
Junsu whipped his head around at the change of tone but then lowered his gaze immediately.
“Don’t do what?” he asked flicking his tongue out to wet his lips before biting the bottom one and worrying it between his teeth.
“That, biting your lips. Don’t do it.”
Junsu tilted his head in confusion.
“Why?”
Yunho half growled and half groaned in frustration before bringing a hand up to cup the back of Junsu’s neck.
“Because it makes me want to do this,” and with that he pulled Junsu to him and pressed their lips together.
A small part of Junsu’s mind screamed for him to push Yunho away in case the other three members suddenly appeared in the living room, but another larger part of Junsu’s mind was flailing at being able to feel Yunho’s lips against his own again.
Sucking Junsu’s lower lip between his teeth, Yunho bit and chewed on the plump flesh earning him tiny whimpers from the younger man. Junsu’s hands found purchase on Yunho’s shoulders as he accepted the abuse, moaning when Yunho swiped his tongue across his bottom lip before releasing it.
“H-Hyung,” Junsu gasped out when Yunho pulled back.
Yunho’s eyes snapped open as his mind finally caught up to what he’d just done. He released his hold on Junsu’s neck immediately and leapt off the couch to make a dash for his room. Junsu was quick to follow however and managed to slip inside the leader’s shared room with Changmin just before the door slammed shut.
Yunho frowned and immediately turned away.
“Hyung?” Junsu ventured carefully.
Yunho didn’t answer taking a seat on his bed facing away from him.
Junsu took a deep breath.
“Hyung … are you … gay?”
Yunho’s body stiffened at the words but he still kept quiet.
Junsu walked towards the bed and then took a seat behind the leader waiting for Yunho to answer.
“I … I’m … experimenting,” Yunho blurted out seconds later.
If he’d been facing Junsu he would have seen the look of disappointment cross his face. But since his back was turned to Junsu, Yunho missed it.
“Oh I see …”
So that’s why Yunho had kissed him? That’s why Yunho had come into his room last night? That’s why he didn’t push Junsu away this morning? Because it was all part of his ‘experimenting’?
It suddenly all made sense but Junsu couldn’t help but feel a slight pang in his chest for some unknown reason.
It was silent in the room for awhile as Yunho didn’t say anything after that and Junsu was once again at a loss for words. Seconds ticked by and Junsu thought he could hear Changmin’s stomach growling all the way from the kitchen.
After reaching to a conclusion in his mind Junsu sucked in his courage and slowly he slipped his arms around Yunho’s waist, praying that the leader wouldn’t notice how nervous he was. Yunho's body tensed in surprise but made no move to push Junsu away.
“You’re experimenting right?” Junsu whispered against Yunho’s ear.
Yunho’s body shivered as he nodded his head and Junsu took that as a good sign and licked up the shell of his ear.
“S-Su-ah,” Yunho gasped out as Junsu’s hands slipped under his shirt.
Junsu’s response was to nip lightly on Yunho’s earlobe and caress his skin with the tips of his fingers.
“This is experimenting,” he whispered one hand playing at the curve of Yunho’s hipbone while the other inched higher to splay across his chest.
Yunho let out a breath of air turning his head slightly so Junsu’s lips brushed against his cheek.
“Su,” he whispered leaning back onto his hands.
Junsu got the hint and moved forward closing the rest of the distance between them and pressing their lips together.
It was soft, slow and gentle, nothing like the kiss Yunho had instigated outside just moments ago. Their lips brushed softly against each other a few times before Yunho carefully parted his lips and pressed his tongue against Junsu’s for permission. Junsu complied and their tongues met halfway; all the while Junsu kept caressing Yunho’s skin under the shirt feeling each and every dip and curve.
Deciding it was time to take the next step, Junsu ran a hand down lower to brush against Yunho’s half-hard erection causing the latter to moan into the kiss. Fumbling around a bit relying only by touch, Junsu managed to snap open the button and unzip Yunho’s jeans before gently rubbing his palm against Yunho’s erection through his boxers until it hardened to its full length.
Yunho broke off from the kiss with a gasp while Junsu just smirked in response enjoying this tiny bit of control he had over the leader. Pressing kisses against Yunho’s jaw, Junsu slowly slipped his hand past the latter’s boxers groaning slightly at the feel of Yunho’s cock in his palm once more.
He gave a few experimental strokes watching as Yunho leant his head back against his shoulder, short pants escaping past his lips.
Just as he was about to shove the leader down onto the bed and swallow his cock whole there was a short rap on the door before it flung open two seconds later. In this small timeframe Junsu managed to yank his hand out of Yunho’s boxers while the latter immediately turned away so his back was facing the door.
Yoochun stood on the other side observing the situation and having a vague idea of what he’d just interrupted; Yunho sitting with his back to him, Junsu sitting awkwardly with his hands in his lap.
Yoochun leered.
“Dinner’s ready, we’re all waiting for you guys to come and join us.”
“W-We’ll be right there Yoochun-ah,” Yunho stuttered out while Junsu just shot Yoochun a heated glare.
“Okay don’t take too long,” Yoochun replied cheerfully blowing a kiss in Junsu’s direction before shutting the door behind him.
Junsu groaned and let his body collapse onto the bed. Yunho hastily stood up and zipped his jeans checking to see he looked presentable. Junsu sighed and then followed suit pushing himself off the bed and making his way over to the door.
Just before he opened it though, Junsu turned around to face the older man. He pressed a chaste kiss to the other’s lips and whispered, “we’ll continue this tonight,” before opening the door and making his way out, not giving the latter the option to reject him. He only hoped Yunho wouldn’t change his mind by the time they went to bed.
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Chapter 12: Naked, Wet and No Longer in Denial
Chapter 11: Realizations and Discoveries
Chapter 10: Handjobs and More Kisses
Chapter 9: Reassuring Kisses
Chapter 8: One Step Closer
Chapter 7: Confessions and Misunderstandings
Chapter 6: Curiosity
Chapter 5: Awkward Moments
Chapter 4: More Toys
Chapter 3: More Experiments
Chapter 2: Research and Experiments
Chapter 1: Naked, Wet and in Denial
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A/N: I'm back \o/ I'm sooooooooooooo sorry for the late update T________T my mind kind of went blank on this fic for awhile and I ended up focusing on writing oneshots on other pairings during this time :3 hopefully I haven't lost any readers during this time >3<
To make up for it though, I tried to making this chapter longer ^^" since its been awhile, hopefully nothing looks too out of place or rushed hahahaha ~
Anyway ... hope everyone enjoyed reading this chapter :D feel free to leave me a comment on your thoughts or even what you'd like to happen in this fic next and if it fits, I'll see if I can incorporate the idea in ;D
Once again I apologize for the long wait and hopefully I'll be back on track now ^^" ♥
Author: chocolet89
Pairing: Yunho/Junsu
Rating: NC-17
Length: 10/12
Genre: Fluff, Humor, Smut
Summary: Junsu walks in on Yunho coming out of the shower one day and his feelings towards the leader are never the same again. As he slowly comes to terms with his newfound sexuality, Junsu also learns ways of pleasuring himself he never thought was possible before
Chapter 10 - Handjobs and More Kisses
Junsu woke up to something vibrating in his pocket and it took him a few seconds to realize it was his phone. After getting over the initial shock of having forgotten that Yunho had crawled into bed with him last night, Junsu untangled an arm which had been wrapped around the leader’s body and reached into his pocket to pull out his phone.
Opening his eyes he could make out the alarm flashing across the screen and quickly turned it off. He remembered switching his phone on silent last night when he’d started exchanging text messages with Yoochun, so most likely he had forgotten to turn the sound back on afterwards.
Still feeling a bit tired Junsu shoved his phone under a pillow before cuddling up to Yunho’s side again … and realizing he was sporting an erection in his pants.
Junsu quickly pulled away with a silent gasp before turning over to face the other side. The movement caused Yunho to let out a groan and Junsu hoped the latter was still asleep and hadn’t felt his erection pressing against his hip.
Shutting his eyes Junsu curled in on himself and willed his problem to go away while silently praying he hadn’t been moaning out loud last night if he remembered his dreams correctly.
Yunho shuffled around behind him and then rolled over to wrap an arm around Junsu’s waist to pull him closer. Junsu gasped again and tried to keep his distance but Yunho only tugged harder until their bodies were pressed flush against each other.
“Hyung?” Junsu whispered quietly wondering if maybe the leader was awake.
“Mmm,” was Yunho’s only response as he nuzzled his face against Junsu’s neck.
Junsu still couldn’t tell if the leader was still asleep or not and was about to roll over to find out when he felt something hard pressing into him from behind. He let out a small squeal as his body froze in surprise.
Could it be …?
“H-Hyung?” he tried again. Yunho huffed tightening is arm around Junsu’s waist.
Junsu bit his lip to suppress a moan as he felt Yunho’s erection press harder against his ass.
What was he supposed to do now? His mind suggested he jump out of bed and put some distance between them before Yunho woke up but at the same time his body wanted him to push back and experience that delicious feel of Yunho’s cock rubbing against his ass through the fabric of their sleep pants.
Carefully he moved forward a few inches sighing in relief when Yunho didn’t make any move to protest. But just as he was about to haul himself up into a sitting position Yunho suddenly pushed forward and then Junsu was letting out a low moan as Yunho’s erection rubbed hotly against his ass.
Quickly he put a hand up to clamp over his mouth as he froze wondering if Yunho had heard. He stayed as still as possible for another minute but when Yunho made no move to indicate he had heard or was awake, Junsu once again relaxed his body.
But what to do now? If he tried to move again he’d most likely end up in the same situation again.
Yunho moved behind him again gently rolling his hips and Junsu let out a loud moan as he immediately rubbed his ass back against Yunho’s hard cock.
This time Yunho’s body stiffened in response and Junsu shut his eyes and tried to curl in on himself hoping Yunho wouldn’t run away from him.
Yunho quickly pushed himself away and Junsu tried not to think of what was going to happen now.
“I-I’m sorry Su,” Yunho whispered.
Sorry? What was he saying sorry for? Wasn’t he angry at Junsu for rubbing himself against Yunho’s dick?
Then he realized Yunho was apologizing because he’d been rubbing his erection against Junsu’s ass. Ohhh … well that makes things more interesting.
“Umm … you don’t have to apologize,” Junsu muttered.
“But I … sorry I didn’t realize … I thought … my dream … ah-” Yunho stopped himself when he realized just what he’d said out loud.
Dream? What had Yunho been dreaming about? A woman? Surely not Junsu himself right?
Rolling over to face the leader but keeping enough distance between them so his erection wouldn’t accidentally prod Yunho in the side, Junsu propped himself up on an elbow to look into the leader’s eyes.
“Your dream huh,” Junsu said casually as he slipped a hand underneath Yunho’s shirt to trace patterns over his taut stomach. He was suddenly feeling more confident now that the main attention was directed at Yunho rather than himself.
“Y-Yeaa …” Yunho stuttered while lowering his gaze to break their eye contact.
“What was it about?”
“Umm …”
“You can tell me you know,” Junsu whispered.
Yunho refused to answer though even as his cheeks turned a hot pink.
“It must have been a nice dream,” Junsu commented trailing his hand lower until his fingers were ghosting lightly over the elastic of the leader’s pants.
“Umm … y-yeaaa,” Yunho replied sucking in a breath, body tensing at the touch.
Wanting to test how far he could go before Yunho would protest, Junsu dipped his head down and nuzzled against Yunho’s neck. When he didn’t receive any objection he then nipped lightly on the skin earning him a small gasp. But still Yunho made no move to push him away.
Deciding to risk it Junsu slipped his hand past the waistband of Yunho’s pants so he could palm his erection through his boxers. Yunho’s breath hitched, hips bucking up at the touch.
“J-Junsu,” he gasped out.
“If you tell me what your dream was about I’ll stop,” Junsu whispered as he tried to contain his excitement. Shuffling around a bit Junsu moved until he was kneeling above the leader. He half expected the leader to push him away when he shoved his hand inside the latter’s boxers but Yunho stayed deathly still arms frozen on either side of his hips.
As Junsu wrapped his fingers around Yunho’s erection he couldn’t help but let out a small whimper as he felt the other man’s length up. He was brought back to that day when he first saw Yunho come out naked from the shower and for some reason he felt his cheeks heat up.
“J-Junsu-ah,” Yunho said as he cleared his throat.
He was about to tell Junsu to stop but then Junsu gave his cock one long hard stroke and Yunho’s protest turned into a moan.
Junsu smiled against Yunho’s neck and repeated the action.
“Shh it’s okay hyung, it’s normal for guys to help each other out,” he whispered as nonchalant as possible even though inside his heart was beating a hundred miles per hour.
He had no idea why he was doing this, there was a big chance Yunho would push him away and think he was disgusting. But a small part of him knew that Yunho wouldn’t and it was that tiny bit that urged him on.
“But-” Yunho’s protest was once again cut off when Junsu bit into his neck lightly, not enough to leave a mark but enough to have the leader arching back with a small gasp.
Resting his weight on his free hand, Junsu continued to stroke the leader while muffling his own small whimpers. Yunho’s cock was definitely larger than his own and just the thought of Yunho fucking him with it was enough to make him want to come.
It didn’t help when he felt Yunho’s hot palm suddenly pushing against on his own erection causing Junsu to let out a surprised gasp himself.
He looked up to see Yunho looking to the side away from him.
“Y-You’re hard too right?” Yunho mumbled still avoiding his gaze.
“Umm it’s okay hyung I-”
“It’s normal for guys to help each other out right?” Yunho said repeating Junsu’s words from earlier.
Well Junsu couldn’t exactly argue with that.
When Yunho slipped his hand past his pants, fingers curling around his dick, Junsu couldn’t help but let out a gasp burying his face against Yunho’s neck to muffle his moan. The feeling of another person’s hand on his cock was so much hotter than when he touched himself; especially when said person was Yunho, his fingers longer and slender.
“Hyungg,” Junsu half cried out half whimpered.
Yunho answered by stroking his cock while reaching his other hand out to help stable Junsu’s shaking hips.
Junsu muffled another moan against the heated skin of Yunho’s neck as he tried to focus on stroking the latter’s cock over the pleasure coiling through his body.
He swiped his thumb over the crown smearing the precome he could feel that had gathered there. He wanted so desperately to taste it but he had a feeling that if he did that right now Yunho would freak out. Instead he continued stroking Yunho off the precome making everything slicker.
It was getting hot and Junsu really wanted to just pull his pants and boxers down but he was still a bit doubtful as to how far he could go before Yunho would suddenly decide this was wrong. But they’d already kissed twice yesterday so there was no way Yunho could be straight right?
He was pulled out of his thoughts moments later when Yunho flicked his wrist in a certain way causing Junsu to arch back with a low moan.
“F-Faster Su,” Yunho whispered once he’d gotten Junsu’s attention.
Junsu looked down and saw that Yunho’s eyes were shut, face flushed and mouth slightly parted open. The only thing stopping him from ravishing the leader’s lips on the spot was morning breath which he was sure would turn both of them off regardless of their current activities.
So instead he focused on the leader’s words and quickened his pace stroking faster.
Junsu wasn’t too far off himself either. Just the feel of Yunho’s hand on his cock was ten times better compared to when he normally touched himself.
It wasn’t until he noticed the bed slightly creaking did he realize he was actually moving his hips in time to Yunho’s hand. He felt himself blush and quickly hid his face against Yunho’s neck again. But he couldn’t stop his body from moving. It just felt too good and he almost wished the pleasure would never end.
But the need to come was stronger and he rocked his hips harder into Yunho’s hand at the same time he continued pumping Yunho’s cock.
“Hyung, I’m close,” he whispered tilting his head up so his lips were against Yunho’s ear.
Yunho grunted in response, hand tightening its hold on Junsu’s hip as he quickened his strokes.
“Hyung ah faster, hyu-ah Y-Yunho!” Junsu gasped out drawing Yunho’s name out at the last second.
His body shuddered as he came messily over Yunho’s hand and inside his boxers.
“D-Don’t stop,” Yunho whispered and Junsu realized his hand had stilled its movements when he came.
Mumbling a quick apology Junsu went back to work and it wasn’t long before Yunho was a panting mess underneath him again. He wanted to take Yunho’s cock deep down his throat but resisted the urge distracting himself instead by licking a trail up Yunho’s neck causing the latter to shudder beneath him.
He kissed the area just behind Yunho’s ear before sucking the skin between his teeth, the sudden need to mark the leader overpowering the thought of how he shouldn’t be leaving visible marks where they could get in trouble by their manager. He only hoped no one would have a sharp eye to look under Yunho’s ear.
Yunho keened at the abuse on his flesh and bucked his hips up harder to meet Junsu’s hand. More precome pumped from the tip and Junsu smeared it over Yunho’s cock going slightly off rhythm. Yunho didn’t care and continued to buck up planting his feet on the bed to add for leverage.
“God Su, I’m going to-” he didn’t get to finish his sentence as his body suddenly stilled and warm come pulsed into Junsu’s hand.
As Yunho’s body slumped back into the mattress, Junsu reached over and plucked the tissue box from the bedside table and dumped it beside them. He grabbed a few tissues and wiped the come off his hands resisting the urge to lick it off instead. Yunho follow suit doing the same before throwing the tissues to the side once he was done.
After a few minutes of silence Junsu suddenly felt rather awkward straddling Yunho’s lap after their unexpected jerk off session.
“Umm …” he trailed off not really knowing what to say.
Yunho cleared his throat but also stayed quiet.
“We should … take a shower,” Junsu mumbled after a few more seconds of silence.
Yunho nodded his head slowly.
Junsu swallowed and quickly scrambled off the bed hoping Yunho didn’t notice just how nervous he was.
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Half an hour later Junsu still couldn’t believe he’d jerked their leader off in bed this morning. He tried to act as normal as possible but it just wasn’t working.
Breakfast was an awkward feat and it didn’t help that Jaejoong had decided to make them all sausages and egg for breakfast. He caught himself sneaking glances at the leader more than once when the latter wasn’t looking and then blush for no reason at all. Yoochun of course noticed all this and kept snickering off to the side earning him weird glances from his soulmate and the maknae.
At one point Yunho had turned his head and Junsu’s breath hitched when he noticed the mark just below Yunho’s ear. It wasn’t visible unless you really looked at it but it was enough to have Junsu worrying and regretting having marked the leader earlier.
He’d checked their schedule earlier and saw they had to go on a show for a short interview and Junsu hoped that the mark wouldn’t be visible on screen.
An hour and a half later saw them at the studio practicing since there was nothing else to do before the scheduled interview which would take place just after lunch. And there was no way their manager was letting them slack off for the better half of the day.
Junsu heard a sigh next to him and wondered when Yoochun had taken a seat beside him.
“What happened now?” Yoochun asked starting up the conversation.
“What do you mean what happened?”
They seemed to have developed a daily habit of having these conversations on the studio floor Junsu realized.
“Yesterday you went to bed unhappy. Then this morning you’re blushing like a virgin every time you look at him.”
“Nothing happened,” Junsu replied simply hoping it would be enough to convince Yoochun to shut up.
It wasn’t.
“Don’t think I didn’t notice that mark under his ear Su. Something obviously happened and I want to know.”
Junsu cursed mentally at Yoochun for having such sharp eyesight a he shook his head refusing to answer. It was one thing telling your best friend you kissed your crush, but telling him you jerked each other off? No way was he going to say that out loud.
“Well that’s just for you to guess,” Junsu replied hoping that would be the end of the topic.
Yoochun wasn’t about to let Junsu off that easily though and started pestering the younger man poking him in the sides which soon turned into a tickling fest between the duo. Just as he was about to jab an elbow into Junsu’s side in revenge for having manhandled him to the floor, he winced in pain as someone smacked him over the back of the head.
Yoochun was about to let out a string of obscenities at the person but stopped when he saw it was none other than the maknae.
“Minnie~~! What did you hit me for?” Yoochun asked lips turning into a pout.
Changmin sat himself down and shoved at Yoochun, hard.
“You guys are causing a ruckus here, stop it.”
Yoochun’s gaze turned from confusion to a leer as he moved closer to the younger boy.
“Are you jealous Min-ah?” he asked.
Changmin’s eyes widened slightly and he shoved Yoochun away for the second time in the small timeframe of less than ten seconds.
“No of course not, why would I be?”
Yoochun only continued to stare at the maknae until it was Junsu’s turn to hit him over the head.
“The heck?!”
“Oh what so if I hit you you’re pissed, but if Changmin hits you, you like it?” Junsu said with a smirk.
Yoochun’s cheeks turned a light pink. “That’s because you’re different. I’m sure if Yunho-hyung hit you over the head you’d react just the same as I did.”
Junsu cursed inwardly at Yoochun blurting things out as Changmin just looked at them in confusion.
But wait …
Junsu’s mouth parted in a silent gasp at the same time Yoochun realized just what he’d inadvertently confessed out loud.
“So you liasddsf-” Junsu’s question was immediately cut off when Yoochun shoved a hand over his mouth.
He shot the older man a glare as he was hauled unceremoniously to his feet.
“We’ll be right back Minnie, just need to talk in private for a bit,” Yoochun addressed the youngest while dragging his best friend out the door of the studio.
Changmin continued to look on in confusion before grumbling under his breath and standing up to find one of the other members to annoy.
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Yoochun didn’t take his hand off Junsu’s mouth until after they’d rounded a corner outside in the studio hallway.
When he did Junsu took in a much needed breath of air before aiming another glare at Yoochun who was surprisingly silent and looking down at the floor uncomfortably.
“Chun?” Junsu asked with a frown not used to the older member acting this way.
“What?” the elder man mumbled.
Junsu pursed his lips as his mind came to a conclusion.
“You really do like him don’t you?”
“Who?” Yoochun mumbled in denial.
“You know who I’m talking about,” Junsu said with an exasperated sigh.
Yoochun just stayed quiet.
“Why don’t you just confess to him?”
Yoochun mumbled something unintelligently under his breath and Junsu resisted the urge to hit his friend over the back of the head.
“What was that?”
In a louder voice Yoochun repeated his words, “But what if he rejects me?”
Junsu scoffed at those words while flicking the latter in the forehead.
“Since when have you ever been afraid of rejection?”
“Are you making fun of me here?” Yoochun questioned with a small whine.
Junsu sighed and pulled the older man to him for a hug.
“Does it sound like I’m making fun of you?”
Yoochun scoffed but went into Junsu’s arms willingly.
“You should just tell him how you feel,” Junsu murmured after a few moments of silence.
“But Suuu~” Yoochun whined.
Junsu chuckled.
“Well if he does reject you then you can just act like it was a joke. You’re always joking around with him anyway right?”
“Hmm I suppose that would work …” Yoochun replied thoughtfully as he tried picturing the scene in his head.
Junsu smiled and they stood in silence for a few more minutes until Jaejoong came outside yelling at them to get their asses back inside and to stop slacking off.
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In the end Junsu didn’t have time ponder about the kiss from last night or about the impromptu jerk off session with the leader from earlier that morning as Yoochun kept clinging to him during whatever free time they had available.
He was hoping to have some peace and quiet after they arrived back in their dorms later that night after he took a quick shower. However not one minute after he relaxed back into the couch with a sigh, his personal time was once more being invaded again.
“Yoochun what are you doing?” Junsu asked with a sigh as Yoochun planted himself along the couch, his face hitting Junsu’s lap.
“Just let me lie here and wallow in self pity okay,” was Yoochun’s muffled response.
Junsu rolled his eyes at Yoochun’s dramatic ways of wording things as usual.
"So how did it go?" he asked casually as he leaned back into the couch.
"How did what go?"
"You went to confess to him before right?"
"No who said I was?"
"I did. Surely it can't be that scary?"
Yoochun sighed dramatically letting out a huff of air against Junsu's thigh.
"I don’t want him to reject me."
"I'm sure he won't."
"How can you be so sure?"
"It's like you telling me I should just confess to Yunho-hyung already," Junsu replied whispering the last bit out.
"But that's different. I know he likes you so there's no way he would reject you."
"Yea well I can tell that Changmin likes you too."
"Junsuuuuuu shhh not so loud," Yoochun admonished while turning his head in the direction of the kitchen where he’d last seen the maknae munching on a piece of toast.
"Ughh whatever I give up," Junsu said with a sigh.
Yoochun sighed too and just buried his face into Junsu's lap while moaning in self pity.
“By the way you do realize that you’re on the receiving end of Yunho-hyung’s death glare?” Junsu whispered softly as he threaded a hand through Yoochun’s soft hair. He could see Yunho just from the corner of his eye and he didn’t look happy at all
Yoochun just grumbled in response before turning his head and biting Junsu lightly in the thigh.
Junsu gasped in surprise fingers twisting in Yoochun’s locks.
Yoochun tilted his head up and met Junsu’s questioning glare with a small smirk as another one of his brilliant plans formed in his mind.
Junsu didn’t have any time to ask what Yoochun had planned when the latter suddenly wrapped his arms around his waist and nuzzled his front.
“What are you doing?” Junsu whispered.
Yoochun mumbled something into Junsu’s lap.
Junsu giggled then and shifted around a bit.
"You're making vibrations on my crotch."
Yoochun twisted his head up as a small smile graced his lips.
"Oh really now?"
"Yoochun ..." Junsu said warningly.
Yoochun smirked and buried himself back into Junsu's lap letting out a moan and making sure to breathe right onto Junsu's crotch. Junsu bit back a whimper and tightened his grip in Yoochun's hair to yank his head up.
Yoochun gasped quickly following the movement so he wouldn't get his hair pulled out.
"Su ouch let go that hurts!"
Junsu grinned and released his grip only to have Yoochun tackle him down onto the couch in revenge. He let out a squeal of surprise and then squealed some more when Yoochun started tickling him for the second time that day aiming at his most sensitive spots.
This continued for probably another few minutes until Yoochun suddenly got yanked up by a firm hand on his shirt.
Yoochun turned around in question only to smile innocently when he came face to face with the youngest member.
“Hyung wants to watch TV,” Changmin reasoned looking over at Yunho beside him who was trying his best to put on a superior look.
Yoochun grinned.
“Oh well in that case,” he said while grabbing Junsu’s arm and yanking him to his feet as well.
“We’ll just continue this in my room,” he finished off in his over-the-top greasy voice.
“Actually I think Jaejoong said he wanted you to try out his new cooking recipe so why don’t you go along with Changmin to the kitchen?” Yunho stated off-handily even though it was clear what the hidden meaning behind his words were.
Yoochun pouted but before he could kiss Junsu goodbye Changmin was already dragging him in the direction of the kitchen.
Junsu watched everything in silence and when Yoochun and Changmin were finally out of site he turned back only to cringe at the look Yunho was giving him. Yunho looked angry with his lips pursed together and eyes void of the usual sparkle of happiness in them.
Without a word Yunho sat down on the couch and turned on the TV flicking through the channels and stopping at one randomly. Junsu quietly took a seat beside the older man but the latter made no move to acknowledge him.
Junsu frowned and slid closer until there were only a few inches of space between their bodies but still Yunho didn’t say anything.
“H-Hyung?” Junsu whispered quietly.
“Hmm?”
“Are you … angry at me?” Junsu continued unsurely.
“No why would I be?”
“I’m sorry …”
“Why? You didn’t do anything wrong.”
Junsu bit his lip and was at a loss for what to say.
“Don’t do that,” Yunho whispered softly his voice showing a bit more emotion in it.
Junsu whipped his head around at the change of tone but then lowered his gaze immediately.
“Don’t do what?” he asked flicking his tongue out to wet his lips before biting the bottom one and worrying it between his teeth.
“That, biting your lips. Don’t do it.”
Junsu tilted his head in confusion.
“Why?”
Yunho half growled and half groaned in frustration before bringing a hand up to cup the back of Junsu’s neck.
“Because it makes me want to do this,” and with that he pulled Junsu to him and pressed their lips together.
A small part of Junsu’s mind screamed for him to push Yunho away in case the other three members suddenly appeared in the living room, but another larger part of Junsu’s mind was flailing at being able to feel Yunho’s lips against his own again.
Sucking Junsu’s lower lip between his teeth, Yunho bit and chewed on the plump flesh earning him tiny whimpers from the younger man. Junsu’s hands found purchase on Yunho’s shoulders as he accepted the abuse, moaning when Yunho swiped his tongue across his bottom lip before releasing it.
“H-Hyung,” Junsu gasped out when Yunho pulled back.
Yunho’s eyes snapped open as his mind finally caught up to what he’d just done. He released his hold on Junsu’s neck immediately and leapt off the couch to make a dash for his room. Junsu was quick to follow however and managed to slip inside the leader’s shared room with Changmin just before the door slammed shut.
Yunho frowned and immediately turned away.
“Hyung?” Junsu ventured carefully.
Yunho didn’t answer taking a seat on his bed facing away from him.
Junsu took a deep breath.
“Hyung … are you … gay?”
Yunho’s body stiffened at the words but he still kept quiet.
Junsu walked towards the bed and then took a seat behind the leader waiting for Yunho to answer.
“I … I’m … experimenting,” Yunho blurted out seconds later.
If he’d been facing Junsu he would have seen the look of disappointment cross his face. But since his back was turned to Junsu, Yunho missed it.
“Oh I see …”
So that’s why Yunho had kissed him? That’s why Yunho had come into his room last night? That’s why he didn’t push Junsu away this morning? Because it was all part of his ‘experimenting’?
It suddenly all made sense but Junsu couldn’t help but feel a slight pang in his chest for some unknown reason.
It was silent in the room for awhile as Yunho didn’t say anything after that and Junsu was once again at a loss for words. Seconds ticked by and Junsu thought he could hear Changmin’s stomach growling all the way from the kitchen.
After reaching to a conclusion in his mind Junsu sucked in his courage and slowly he slipped his arms around Yunho’s waist, praying that the leader wouldn’t notice how nervous he was. Yunho's body tensed in surprise but made no move to push Junsu away.
“You’re experimenting right?” Junsu whispered against Yunho’s ear.
Yunho’s body shivered as he nodded his head and Junsu took that as a good sign and licked up the shell of his ear.
“S-Su-ah,” Yunho gasped out as Junsu’s hands slipped under his shirt.
Junsu’s response was to nip lightly on Yunho’s earlobe and caress his skin with the tips of his fingers.
“This is experimenting,” he whispered one hand playing at the curve of Yunho’s hipbone while the other inched higher to splay across his chest.
Yunho let out a breath of air turning his head slightly so Junsu’s lips brushed against his cheek.
“Su,” he whispered leaning back onto his hands.
Junsu got the hint and moved forward closing the rest of the distance between them and pressing their lips together.
It was soft, slow and gentle, nothing like the kiss Yunho had instigated outside just moments ago. Their lips brushed softly against each other a few times before Yunho carefully parted his lips and pressed his tongue against Junsu’s for permission. Junsu complied and their tongues met halfway; all the while Junsu kept caressing Yunho’s skin under the shirt feeling each and every dip and curve.
Deciding it was time to take the next step, Junsu ran a hand down lower to brush against Yunho’s half-hard erection causing the latter to moan into the kiss. Fumbling around a bit relying only by touch, Junsu managed to snap open the button and unzip Yunho’s jeans before gently rubbing his palm against Yunho’s erection through his boxers until it hardened to its full length.
Yunho broke off from the kiss with a gasp while Junsu just smirked in response enjoying this tiny bit of control he had over the leader. Pressing kisses against Yunho’s jaw, Junsu slowly slipped his hand past the latter’s boxers groaning slightly at the feel of Yunho’s cock in his palm once more.
He gave a few experimental strokes watching as Yunho leant his head back against his shoulder, short pants escaping past his lips.
Just as he was about to shove the leader down onto the bed and swallow his cock whole there was a short rap on the door before it flung open two seconds later. In this small timeframe Junsu managed to yank his hand out of Yunho’s boxers while the latter immediately turned away so his back was facing the door.
Yoochun stood on the other side observing the situation and having a vague idea of what he’d just interrupted; Yunho sitting with his back to him, Junsu sitting awkwardly with his hands in his lap.
Yoochun leered.
“Dinner’s ready, we’re all waiting for you guys to come and join us.”
“W-We’ll be right there Yoochun-ah,” Yunho stuttered out while Junsu just shot Yoochun a heated glare.
“Okay don’t take too long,” Yoochun replied cheerfully blowing a kiss in Junsu’s direction before shutting the door behind him.
Junsu groaned and let his body collapse onto the bed. Yunho hastily stood up and zipped his jeans checking to see he looked presentable. Junsu sighed and then followed suit pushing himself off the bed and making his way over to the door.
Just before he opened it though, Junsu turned around to face the older man. He pressed a chaste kiss to the other’s lips and whispered, “we’ll continue this tonight,” before opening the door and making his way out, not giving the latter the option to reject him. He only hoped Yunho wouldn’t change his mind by the time they went to bed.
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Chapter 12: Naked, Wet and No Longer in Denial
Chapter 11: Realizations and Discoveries
Chapter 10: Handjobs and More Kisses
Chapter 9: Reassuring Kisses
Chapter 8: One Step Closer
Chapter 7: Confessions and Misunderstandings
Chapter 6: Curiosity
Chapter 5: Awkward Moments
Chapter 4: More Toys
Chapter 3: More Experiments
Chapter 2: Research and Experiments
Chapter 1: Naked, Wet and in Denial
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A/N: I'm back \o/ I'm sooooooooooooo sorry for the late update T________T my mind kind of went blank on this fic for awhile and I ended up focusing on writing oneshots on other pairings during this time :3 hopefully I haven't lost any readers during this time >3<
To make up for it though, I tried to making this chapter longer ^^" since its been awhile, hopefully nothing looks too out of place or rushed hahahaha ~
Anyway ... hope everyone enjoyed reading this chapter :D feel free to leave me a comment on your thoughts or even what you'd like to happen in this fic next and if it fits, I'll see if I can incorporate the idea in ;D
Once again I apologize for the long wait and hopefully I'll be back on track now ^^" ♥