Experiments and Crushes 11/12
Title: Experiments and Crushes
Author: chocolet89
Pairing: Yunho/Junsu
Rating: NC-17
Length: 11/12
Genre: Fluff, Humor, Smut
Summary: Junsu walks in on Yunho coming out of the shower one day and his feelings towards the leader are never the same again. As he slowly comes to terms with his newfound sexuality, Junsu also learns ways of pleasuring himself he never thought was possible before
Chapter 11 - Realizations and Discoveries
Junsu was close to drifting off to sleep when the creak of his door opening brought him back to reality. Opening his eyes he saw on the wall in front of him, a silhouette of a figure slip in before the door shut with a click, blanketing the room in darkness once more. The bed dipped and then a pair of arms were wrapping themselves around Junsu's waist and tugging him back against a solid chest.
"Yunho hyung?" Junsu asked as he tried to blink the sleep out of his eyes.
The body behind him froze and then immediately relaxed again.
"Hey, thought you were asleep," Yunho whispered, his voice laced with guilt.
"I was on the verge of falling asleep," Junsu answered back honestly.
"Oh … umm … I'm sorry," Yunho replied back sheepishly.
Junsu smiled and placed a hand on Yunho's arms that were around his waist.
"Sorry for waking me up, or sorry for talking too long on the phone?"
It was silent for a few seconds before Yunho replied.
"Both?"
Junsu giggled and then wriggled around in Yunho's arms until he was facing the leader.
"Hyung ah," he whispered, lifting a hand up between their bodies to splay it across the older man's chest.
"Neh Su," Yunho replied.
"You know I wasn't joking when I said we'd continue things later tonight right?" Junsu asked, closing the small distance between them with each word until their lips were practically brushing against one another on the last word.
Yunho's response was to tighten his hold around Junsu's waist and press their lips together.
Junsu gasped in surprise, clearly not prepared for the leader to answer his question with a kiss.
"Does that answer your question?" Yunho asked when they finally broke apart for air.
"Yeah, it does," Junsu replied breathily.
Running a hand down, Junsu slid it past the waistband of Yunho's pants and then his boxers earning him a gasp from the leader. When his hand wrapped around the familiar length, Junsu pressed their lips together again, muffling Yunho's moan. He was surprised to find Yunho fully erect already and wondered briefly how long Yunho had been hard for; had he been hard since Yoochun had interrupted them before dinner, or was it only just after he'd slipped into Junsu's room after ending the phone call with their manager?
Pushing Yunho onto his back, Junsu shook away the thoughts as he broke off the kiss to slide down the older man's body, heart thumping loudly in his chest as he dragged Yunho's boxers and pants down his legs.
"Su?" Yunho whispered into the darkness.
Junsu leant up and pressed a quick kiss to Yunho's lips with a whisper of, "shhh," before ducking back down under the covers.
Yunho was about to question again when Junsu wrapped his hand around his cock again and gave it a firm stroke, effectively cutting off whatever Yunho was about to say.
Wriggling under the covers to get comfortable, Junsu breathed in deeply and moaned at the smell of Yunho's scent of arousal - musky and intoxicating.
Giving in to the urge, Junsu parted his lips and - hoping that Yunho wasn't going to change his mind about this - slowly licked up the underside of Yunho's cock.
Yunho's whole body jerked in response and Junsu moaned at the feel of Yunho's dick against his tongue as well as the sticky precome leaking onto his fingers.
He vaguely heard Yunho half whisper, half moan his name, but it was slightly muffled from where he was under the duvet. But since Yunho wasn't yanking him up or hyperventilating over the fact that Junsu had just touched his tongue to his dick, Junsu decided it was safe to go further.
Leaning forward, Junsu touched his tongue to the tip, moaning when he tasted the salty substance in his mouth. Wanting more, Junsu wrapped his lips around the crown and then pressed his tongue against the slit.
This time, Yunho's body arched upwards and Junsu moaned when the action caused Yunho's cock to slide a few inches past his lips.
Although he'd had plenty of practice with shoving a dildo down his throat, Yunho's cock was completely different.
It was definitely thicker (and longer) - if the feel of Junsu's lips stretched around the length was anything to go by - and where the dildo was just an object, cold and tasting of silicone, Yunho's cock was hot and pulsing between his lips.
With every lick and suck, Yunho's cock would jerk in his mouth and more precome would flood his mouth.
With another stroke, Junsu lowered his head, sliding another few inches past his lips. When the tip of Yunho's cock touched the back of his throat, instead of gagging, Junsu did his best to relax and took Yunho deeper, immediately glad that he'd practiced his deep throating skills with the dildo.
There was a muffled moan from above and Junsu hummed in response as he pulled all the way back until just the tip rested between his lips. Then, without warning, Junsu dived all the way back down, taking as much of Yunho's cock down his throat as possible.
Yunho's whole body jerked and then fingers were sliding through Junsu's hair and pushing him down.
This time Junsu did gag and Yunho swore as the younger man's throat constricted tightly around his dick.
"Fuck Su," Yunho ground out, hips jerking up so his cock slid all the way down Junsu's throat.
Another difference between Yunho's cock and a dildo - Junsu wasn't the one in charge of how much he could take past his lips.
Junsu shut his eyes and moaned at the feel of his lips getting stretched open and the taste of precome on his tongue. He wondered briefly if it was weird that he was enjoying this so much, but then decided he would worry about that later. Yunho's movements were becoming more erratic and Junsu had a feeling he was close.
He let Yunho take full control in fucking his mouth as he leant his weight on his elbows which were on either side of the leader's hips.
"Junsu Junsu Junsu," he heard Yunho chanting from above and then suddenly the latter stilled, burying his length deep down Junsu's throat.
Junsu tensed and seconds later, Yunho was coming, his release pulsing hotly into Junsu's mouth. Junsu moaned at the taste and swallowed once before pulling back and stroking Yunho through the rest of his climax, making sure not a single drop escaped past his lips.
After licking Yunho's cock clean of come, Junsu slowly wriggled his way up Yunho's body. When his head peeked out from under the covers, Junsu suddenly froze as the realization of what he just did caught up with him. Would Yunho freak out or think that Junsu was weird for sucking another guy off and swallowing his spunk?
Junsu bit his lip and was about to open his mouth to make some silly excuse about going into the bathroom, when Yunho wrapped a hand around the back of his neck and tugged him down for a kiss.
Junsu gasped and then moaned when Yunho's tongue probed past his lips and tangled with his own.
A hand tugged at his sweatpants trying to push the offending material down and Junsu quickly got the hint. Shuffling around a bit, together they managed to kick Junsu's pants and boxers off, freeing his cock so it bounced up against his stomach with a wet slap.
"Hyung," Junsu whimpered as the older man rolled their bodies over, reversing their positions.
"Shh," the leader admonished as he wrapped a hand around Junsu's cock.
Junsu shut his eyes with a moan and thrust his hips up shamelessly to meet Yunho's hand.
"Hyung, oh god," Junsu gasped out, already feeling himself close to coming.
Yunho made another shushing noise but Junsu couldn't keep quiet, not with the leader's hand on his cock and his half naked body hovering inches above him.
When he was about to let out another moan of pleasure, Yunho growled and leant down, crashing their lips together.
Junsu jerked in surprise but quickly wrapped his arms around the leader's neck and deepened the kiss.
Yunho made no protests and continued stroking Junsu skilfully, and it wasn't long before Junsu was moaning into the kiss as he came hotly between their bodies.
They parted with a gasp and Yunho buried his head against Junsu's nape, so that all Junsu could feel for the next few minutes were hot puffs of air against his sweat slicked skin.
Eventually, Yunho collapsed to the side on his back and Junsu rolled over so he could face the leader.
Reaching out, he ran a hand up and down Yunho's chest, feeling all the dips and curves on his body. He then ventured lower down to Yunho's navel and gasped when he felt the tip of Yunho's cock brush against his knuckles. At the same time, Yunho jerked back with a gasp.
"Hyung," Junsu whispered, breaking the silence. "You're still hard."
If the lights were on, Junsu would have seen the slight tinge of pink on the leader's cheeks.
Yunho cleared his throat, hoping Junsu wouldn't ask.
"Why are you still hard?"
"I … you …" Yunho shuffled around on the bed so that he was on his side and facing the younger man.
"Me?" Junsu asked curiously.
"It was really hot getting you off," Yunho mumbled in embarrassment.
Junsu's mouth opened in surprise at the statement. Did Yunho really just say what he just said?
"R-really?" he asked, deciding that maybe he had heard wrong.
"Really," Yunho replied quietly.
Junsu couldn't stop the grin forming on his lips.
"Well just for your information … it was really hot getting you off too," he whispered with a giggle. He could already feel his cock begin to harden again at the thought of wrapping his lips around Yunho's cock again.
"Really?" Yunho asked in return.
Junsu reached out to grip Yunho's hand and place it over his cock as proof.
"Really," he replied.
---
Rather than the usual shrill ringing of his alarm going off signalling it was time to wake up, Junsu was shaken out of his sleep by the sound of two voices conversing silently.
"Should I assume that I will be seeing you sleeping in Junsu's room more often?" he heard Jaejoong whispering to Yunho.
Junsu's body stiffened at the accusing tone but he made no other move to indicate he was awake, keeping his head buried against Yunho's chest.
"Is that going to be a problem?" Yunho whispered back while tightening his arms around Junsu's waist under the blankets.
In response, Junsu could only hear the sound of Jaejoong snapping a photo via what he assumed was his phone camera.
It was silent for another minute or so before Jaejoong's retreating footsteps sounded lightly on the floor followed by the door shutting with a click. Junsu gave it another five seconds just to be safe before lifting his head up slowly.
"He didn't lift the blankets up did he?" he asked quietly.
Yunho chuckled in reply.
"If he did, do you think his reaction would have been that calm?"
Junsu grinned sheepishly in response.
They'd kept their shirts on but hadn't bothered to put their pants back on after they'd finish getting each other off the second time last night.
"He's not … angry is he?" Junsu asked after a few seconds of silence had passed between them, having remembered Jaejoong's tone of voice when he'd questioned Yunho.
Yunho shook his head.
"Of course he isn't, he just wants to make sure no one hurts his precious baby," he said with a light pinch to Junsu's cheek.
Junsu giggled and batted Yunho's hand away, relaxing immediately at Yunho's answer. Of course everyone knew that Jaejoong babied the two youngest members all the time, it was silly of Junsu to think Jaejoong would be angry at them for sleeping in the same bed together.
Yunho grinned and then shuffled around in the small bed until he finally located their discarded clothing. After tossing Junsu his pants and boxers, the leader quickly dressed himself in his own.
Junsu mumbled a thanks, tugging his own on before flopping back onto the bed.
"Anyway, he also came in to tell us to get up, we have to be out the door in two hours," Yunho said with a sigh.
At that, Junsu pouted and buried his face into Yunho's chest again.
"Don't want to get up," he mumbled childishly.
"Come on Su, we have to," Yunho said with a chuckle as he tried to pry Junsu off him.
Junsu grinned and tightened his arms around Yunho's neck, refusing to budge.
"Yah Kim Junsu!" Yunho half shouted, trying to sound superior but failing when he ended up laughing towards the end.
They continued struggling and just when Junsu thought Yunho was going to give up and let him sleep a bit longer, the leader rolled them over, pinning Junsu to the bed and breathing hotly into his ear followed by a nibble to his earlobe.
Junsu whimpered, body shivering and arms going lax when Yunho started trailing kisses down his neck.
Then just as suddenly as it had started, Yunho stopped and pulled away. Junsu groaned at the lost of contact, eyes opening in confusion to see Yunho standing by the bed, a triumphant grin on his face.
"Time to get up," he said in a cheerful tone.
Junsu frowned at the leader, his mind still lingering in the feel of Yunho's lips against his skin.
"Come on," Yunho tried again, this time grabbing Junsu by the wrists and hauling him out of the bed.
Clearly not expecting this, Junsu squealed, flailing a bit as he slammed into Yunho's chest.
"I hate you," Junsu mumbled, sighing in defeat.
"You know you love me," the leader replied affectionately.
Junsu groaned in response.
---
Things continued on as usual in the dorms afterwards, the only change being that Yunho would sleep in Junsu's room at least twice a week. The other members of course noticed, but didn't say anything. In fact, Changmin seemed quite content to have some quiet nights to himself where he could focus on his studies.
On some nights, Yunho and Junsu would be too exhausted from their daily group activities to do anything more than kiss each other before falling asleep. Other nights, they'd get each other off quietly, so as to avoid the other members hearing. Yunho still wouldn't go down on him, but Junsu didn't really mind, as long as Yunho didn't mind Junsu going down on him.
Still, it wouldn't hurt to fantasize.
A few weeks later, when there came another rare break for the members of Dong Bang Shin Ki - a three day break to be exact - they all decided to make the most of it.
On Saturday morning, Junsu was packing the last of his clothes into a duffel bag while in the other room Yunho was doing the same. Junsu had decided he would spend two days with his family and come back on the third day, while Yunho was set to go back to visit his family in Gwangju. As for the other three members who had left at the crack of dawn, since Yoochun's family was still in the US, they decided that they would all go to visit Jaejoong's family, then tomorrow Yoochun would go with Changmin and stay with his family until it was time to come back.
When they were both finished packing, Junsu waited for Yunho in the living room, deciding it was only polite to wait for the leader and leave at the same time.
"All ready to go?" Junsu asked as Yunho came into the living room, a backpack slung over one shoulder.
"Yep," Yunho replied with a smile as he came to stand before the younger man.
"So umm … how long will you be staying with your family?" Junsu asked curiously.
"Should be two days at least, we'll see. I might come back early on Monday just in case manager-hyung needs to discuss anything with me in regards to what they've planned for next week."
Junsu frowned at that.
"That's not fair, no point in giving us a three day break when really it's only two days for you."
Yunho chuckled and dropped his backpack on the ground before wrapping his arms around Junsu's waist and pulling him closer.
Junsu blushed at the action, still not completely used to Yunho's intimate displays of affection ever since they passed the stage of kissing and getting each other off. Sometimes he really did have to wonder if Yunho was really still 'experimenting' or if he was gay but just not telling him.
"I said I might be coming back on Monday but who knows, maybe I'll stay home for the whole three days and have my phone turned off so that no one can disturb me?" Yunho said cheekily, breaking Junsu out of his thoughts.
"O-oh … okay then," Junsu mumbled as he raised his arms to wrap around Yunho's shoulders.
Yunho smiled and just pressed their lips together. Junsu gasped in surprise but quickly got over it as he tightened his arms around Yunho and deepened the kiss.
"I'll miss you," Junsu whispered when they pulled apart, and then immediately regretted it. But before he could take it back Yunho let out a chuckle.
"I'll miss you too Su-ah, have a good time with your family okay?"
Junsu nodded his head and they shared another kiss before each going their separate ways.
---
Arriving back home, Junsu was greeted with smiles and tears as the family gathered for a long overdue group hug. Junsu apologized for not being able to see everyone as frequent as he should be, but they all just brushed it off, knowing that it wasn't his fault he had packed schedules from morning to night day after day.
After a few minutes spent in a brief catch up of anything that had happened since their last phone calls to each other, Junsu's mum sent him along to have some 'brotherly' catch up time with Junho while she and his father went to prepare lunch for all of them.
Retreating to Junho's room, Junsu waited until the door closed behind them before landing a half-hearted punch to his brother's shoulder.
"Ouch Su~ just because you missed me doesn't mean you have to show it through violence," Junho said through a pout.
"That was for telling Yoochun my secret," Junsu explained while aiming another punch to Junho's stomach. "And that was for taking Yoochun's advice and sending me all those … those things."
Junho doubled over in pain, groaning exaggeratedly before falling to his knees and then collapsing to the floor.
Junsu just rolled his eyes as he took a seat on his brother's bed. While Junho faked a coughing fit, Junsu looked around the room, a feeling of warmth spreading over his body when his gaze landed on the TVXQ poster on the wall.
"So …" Junho said with another groan as he dragged himself up onto the bed to join the younger man.
"What?"
"How's things with your lover boy? It's been awhile since we last talked about him."
Junsu let out a noise of disbelief and turned around to punch Junho in the shoulder, again.
"For the last time hyung, he's not my lover boy, and isn't there anything else you want to talk about after not seeing your brother for so long?"
Junho grinned while rubbing at his shoulder.
"Yes he is, and no not really. My brother's love life is my first concern and priority at the moment," he replied in a somewhat serious tone.
Junsu groaned and threw himself back onto the bed.
"Aww come on Su, I'm sure you're dying to let it all out. It must be hard keeping things bottled up inside with no one to let it out to. You know you can trust me," Junho said as he ruffled Junsu's hair.
Junsu scoffed as he rolled over onto his side, facing away from his brother.
"Yeah right, the last time I trusted you with a secret, you went and told Yoochun about it," he said, obviously referring to his sexual orientation issues.
Junho pouted even though Junsu couldn't see it and laid down beside the younger man before draping an arm over the latter's waist.
"I was only trying to get some advice from him, and it sort of worked you know."
"Whatever," Junsu said with a sigh as he relaxed back into Junho's body. If they were going to have this conversation, then he may as well get comfortable for it. He would be lying if he said he didn't miss those nights when he used to sleep with his brother when they were kids.
"So …" Junho said, trying to get Junsu to speak up about the topic again.
"So?"
"…"
"What?"
"Have you confessed to him yet?"
Junsu frowned and considered making another sarcastic reply just like every other time Junho asked this question, but the words got caught in his throat instead.
"No, I haven't," Junsu finally replied after a few seconds of silence.
Junho's body stiffened behind him for an instant before relaxing again. He clearly hadn't been expecting this honest response from Junsu.
"You really do like him then huh?" Junho asked carefully.
Junsu took in a deep breath, let it out slowly, and then nodded his head.
"You realize this changes things right? No more excuses like, maybe you're just lusting after his body or, you're just going through a 'curiosity' stage, you really do have feelings for him?"
Again Junsu nodded his head.
"When did you realize this?" Junho asked softly.
Junsu bit his lip as he traced a random pattern on top of the comforter they were laying on.
"Maybe around a few weeks ago," he whispered.
Since their 'relationship' had stepped up a level from kissing to jerking each other off, Junsu had slowly come to terms with his feelings for the leader. He wasn't sure if the leader was aware of his own actions or not, but the skinship between them had definitely stepped up another few levels during the past three weeks or so.
The hug and kiss that Yunho gave him before they went their separate ways this morning was just one of the many examples. When they ate dinner at home, Yunho would sit so close to him that their thighs would be touching and sometimes, when the other members weren't paying attention, the older man would place a hand on his thigh and trace random patterns on it.
At first, Junsu had been a bit fidgety at the actions, unsure of how he should be feeling towards it all, but now he realized he really liked the attention Yunho was showering him with. Even though they had already become a lot closer since Yoochun's intervention, everything just felt different somehow. Before, the affections Yunho showered on him were more like a proof to Yoochun's theory that Yunho was jealous of the whole YooSu fanservice.
But now, Junsu would find himself smiling (and blushing occasionally) at the affections he and Yunho shared; the soft touches on his shoulder or waist when they brushed past each other in the dorms or at the studio, the quick kisses stolen just for the fun of it and because they could when they were alone in the back stage rooms or empty corridors, the smiles directed at each other, just because they both shared something that the other members didn't know of.
Before, when thoughts of Yunho came to mind, it would be more towards the inappropriate kind where the older man would be naked and sweaty most of the time. However nowadays, Junsu's thoughts included a Jung Yunho with his clothes on, laughing at Junsu's lame oyaji gags or smiling at him in a way that would give Junsu a warm, fuzzy feeling. Occasionally, he would picture what it would be like if they had a free day to themselves, to just cuddle up with Yunho on the couch and spend all day watching reruns on the TV, or just lying in bed together where he could admire Yunho's stress-free face when he was asleep and free of his worries as a leader and idol, to just be Kim Junsu and Jung Yunho for a day instead of Xiah Junsu and U-Know Yunho.
Junsu was no longer just lusting after Yunho's body, he was longing for Yunho to return his feelings too.
They continued to lie in silence as Junsu tried to convey all his thoughts into words to explain to his brother. He was about to open his mouth when Junho pulled on his shoulder lightly.
"Turn around Su," Junho whispered.
Junsu did, shuffling around in his brother's embrace. As soon as he was facing the older man, he felt Junho tighten his arms around him, pulling him close to his chest. In that moment, Junsu realized that he didn't need to say anything; Junho already knew how he was feeling from the moment Junsu had finally admitted that he liked Yunho.
"It took you long enough to realize," Junho began, again in a soft tone.
Junsu stayed quiet, waiting for his brother to elaborate further. Fingers carded through his hair and Junsu shut his eyes and focused on the steady heartbeat he could hear against Junho's chest.
"You probably don't know, but Yoochun has been keeping me updated on what's been happening between you and Yunho. I asked him to help me keep an eye on you so don't yell at him okay?"
Junsu nodded his head but remained quiet.
"He tells me that during the past few weeks, you and Yunho have gotten closer but that you're not exactly a couple … yet. I'm not going to ask you what's been going on during the nights Yunho goes in to your room to sleep-"
"Hyung!" Junsu interrupted as a small blush crept up his cheeks.
"Well I could demand you tell me since I am the older brother and I have the right to know about what my brother's up to, but I have a feeling you're not going to share any details so I'll save you the embarrassment and move onto the more serious matters."
Junsu let out an indignant cry but Junho only chuckled and ruffled his hair.
"Seriously Su, how long has it been since you first called me asking me if it was wrong to be looking at another man that way?"
Junsu closed his eyes and thought back to that first day when he'd seen Yunho walk out of the shower naked and all that had happened since then. It suddenly seemed so far away.
"Three months Su, it's been three months since you first confessed to me that you thought you might just be gay and thought Yunho was attractive. If it was just a curiosity thing that you were going through, you wouldn't be doing what you're doing now with Yunho, whatever that is. You might be gay, you might not be gay, you may even be bisexual for all I know, but one thing's for sure. You definitely like Yunho, and not just in a friendly or admiring way."
Junsu bit his lip but he didn't deny his brother's words. Had it really been over three months since his feelings towards the leader had changed?
And that was all Junho needed to confirm that his brother's feelings for Yunho were serious.
---
Junsu didn't arrive back at the dorms until Monday afternoon, the third day of their break, having decided in the end that he wanted to spend a bit more time with his family.
Entering the living room, Junsu could tell none of the others were back, as it should be since he already knew when everyone would be coming back anyway. Yunho hadn't answered his phone when Junsu had called this morning, so Junsu had presumed that the leader really had 'turned off his phone so that no one could disturb him' and enjoy a full three day break with his family, while the other three members had said from the beginning that they wouldn't come back until the full three days of break were over.
Dropping his bags on his bedroom floor, Junsu then flopped onto his bed and closed his eyes.
His mind immediately went back to the conversation he had with Junho on the first day and he sighed as he tried to organize his thoughts.
Everything suddenly felt more real now. Before admitting it out loud, Junsu could somehow still convince himself that maybe he didn't have feelings for the leader and that maybe it was still all part of being 'curious' of his sexual preferences. But now that he had actually admitted his feelings for Yunho to another person, it felt as if there was just no turning back, no more denial.
So what did this mean? Should he take the next step then? What would the next step be? Confession?
So when should he confess then? Should he do it as soon as Yunho came back from visiting his family and just get it over and done with? Or should he wait a bit longer, see if his feelings would change anytime in the next few weeks or so?
What if Yunho didn't like him back? What if he confessed and Yunho rejected him? He didn't want things to get awkward between them; it would definitely affect the group as a whole if the leader and one of the members suddenly couldn't face each other without feeling awkward.
But then what? Should he just stay quiet forever and miss his chance in having a potential relationship with Yunho? He couldn't keep stalling things forever though. Sooner or later Junsu would have to confess because knowing how his mind worked, he'd probably start avoiding Yunho to try and get over his feelings, then in turn Yunho would be confused as to why Junsu would keep avoiding him, and then things would eventually end up awkward between them anyway.
As all these thoughts of what if's and but's continued to swirl through his mind, Junsu slowly drifted off in a light sleep.
---
When he next woke up, remnants of a hot, steamy dream flashed through his mind making him hard in an instant.
Just because he'd finally come to terms with himself that he really did like Yunho, it didn't mean that his lust for Yunho had diminished one tiny bit at all.
Deciding that he could have a little bit of fun since he was alone, Junsu threw any precautions out the window and stripped himself of his clothes - not bothering to shut his door since there was no one else home but him - before grabbing the lube that he now kept in his bedside drawer.
Coating two fingers in lube, Junsu eased one in slowly and moaned at the feel. Rarely was he able to voice out his pleasure since he'd always have to be careful to be quiet in case any of the other members heard.
But now as it was, with nobody else home, Junsu let out a sigh of pleasure as he slid the second finger in and started scissoring them. He ran his free hand up and down the inside of his thighs, sliding them up his waist to his chest.
As the minutes passed, Junsu gradually became so engrossed in his pleasure that he failed to hear the door of their dorm open and shut. Squeezing in a third finger, Junsu's moans muted the footsteps coming down along the hallway, getting closer and closer to his bedroom.
Spreading his legs further apart, Junsu wrapped a hand around his cock as he slowly rocked his body against his fingers.
The floorboards creaked but Junsu paid no heed to it, thinking it was from the bed moving and disregarded it.
It wasn't until the bed dipped and another hand wrapped around his cock did Junsu's eyes flash open in shock.
"H-hyung!" Junsu gasped out in horror as Yunho's body hovered above his own.
It was one thing to be getting each other off, but to have Yunho catching him touching himself was a totally different matter.
They stared at each other in silence for a few seconds before Yunho smiled and gave Junsu's still hard cock one slow stroke.
"Keep going, don't stop on my account," he whispered in a low, husky voice.
Junsu's eyes widened but then Yunho stroked his cock again and he suddenly couldn't think straight anymore.
He slid his fingers inside his body again but let Yunho continue working on his cock. Conscious of Yunho watching him, Junsu shut his eyes rolled his hips up, whimpering when he couldn't reach that exact spot that would make him see stars.
"C-can I try?" Yunho whispered.
Junsu opened his eyes as Yunho unwrapped his hand around his cock and slid it down past his balls to circle around the rim of his entrance.
"Umm … s-sure," Junsu replied shakily as he slid his fingers out.
Grabbing the lube beside him, Junsu passed it to Yunho while keeping his eyes averted. They'd seen each other naked before, why did he suddenly feel so shy and flustered right now?
Yunho took it and popped the cap open, the sound making Junsu turn to look and watch as the older man poured the substance over two fingers.
Yunho met Junsu's gaze and the younger man nodded at the unspoken question.
Lips parted open slightly, Yunho trailed his now slick fingers along the cleft of Junsu's ass and slowly slid a finger in.
Junsu gasped at the feeling of another person's fingers in his body, immediately noticing that Yunho's were longer than his own.
"Okay?" Yunho asked as he slowly worked his finger in and out of Junsu's body.
Junsu nodded his head and spread his legs wider in response.
"M-more," he whispered.
Yunho obliged and slipped in a second finger inside him.
“Fuck hyung,” Junsu gasped out, back arching in pleasure.
Yunho shivered from the erotic sound and pressed in deeper watching as Junsu tilted his head back, lips parted open in a soundless cry.
“It doesn’t hurt?” Yunho asked curiously as he stilled his fingers inside of the younger man.
Junsu shook his head still unable to believe what was happening right now.
“M-move hyung please, move your fingers,” he gasped out body shaking in pleasure.
Keeping a firm grip on Junsu’s waist with his free hand, Yunho slid his fingers out slowly, marvelling at how Junsu’s channel tightened around him with every pull.
He pushed back in just as slowly, still afraid that he would hurt the younger man.
“Hyung god please, more."
Gradually, Yunho increased the pace, watching as sweat beaded along Junsu's skin. When Junsu threw his head back against the pillow, stretching the skin on his neck taut, Yunho knew he was close.
"Junsu-ah," Yunho murmured as he leant down and pressed kisses along the inside of Junsu's thighs.
Junsu whimpered and opened his eyes to look down just as Yunho stuck his tongue out and lapped at the head of Junsu's cock. Junsu's eyes widened in surprise and he was about to protest that Yunho didn't have to go down on him if he still wasn't comfortable with it, when the older man ran his tongue along the underside of his cock.
All coherent thoughts fled his mind as Junsu threw his head back in pleasure. Hot, wet warmth wrapped around the crown and then Junsu was moaning as Yunho took his cock as far down his throat as he could.
"Fuck hyung," Junsu gasped out, fingers gripping the blankets beneath them in a death grip.
Yunho hummed in response, the action causing vibrations to run all around Junsu's dick and making his whole body shudder.
Junsu resisted the temptation to sink his fingers into Yunho's hair and instead just let Yunho control the pace of everything. He shut his eyes again, focusing on the feel of Yunho's slender fingers inside him, reaching deeper than his could go, and the feel of Yunho's lips wrapped around his length.
"C-close … I'm close hyung," Junsu whispered as the pleasure slowly built up.
Yunho's response was to slide a third finger in and increase the pace, bobbing his head up and down faster on Junsu's length.
This time Junsu couldn't resist the temptation and he slid his fingers through Yunho's hair and tugged, hard, mouth parting open in a cry at the feel of his cock touching the back of Yunho's throat.
Bending his knees and planting his feet flat on the bed, Junsu thrust his hips up, moaning when he could feel Yunho's fingers slide in just that tiny bit further.
Yunho hummed around his length again and then Junsu was crying out as the older man crooked his fingers and hit that bundle of nerves.
Tightening his grip in Yunho's hair, Junsu thrust his hips up more fervently before finally stilling seconds later as he reached his climax with a cry of Yunho's name leaving his lips.
Yunho swallowed the first pump of his release before jerking his head a bit signalling for Junsu to loosen his hold in his hair. Junsu got the hint and uncurled his fingers, loosening his hold so that Yunho could pull back to avoid gagging while he pumped the rest of Junsu's climax onto his stomach and chest.
Junsu groaned as he let his head fall back onto the pillow, body shivering as Yunho's fingers slipped from his body. After a few seconds he could hear some shuffling around and he opened his eyes to see Yunho swiping some tissues from the bedside table. As Yunho started to clean his come off his body, Junsu couldn't help but blush as the realization of what had just happened hit him.
"Umm …" he started hesitantly.
Yunho paused mid-wipe to look up and Junsu's mind suddenly went blank.
"Umm …" he continued. Think of something to say before you look even more like an idiot!
"S-so … you decided to come back early," Junsu's mind finally thought up for him.
Yunho stayed silent and continued on with his task of cleaning Junsu's body free of come with the tissues.
"Yeah," he replied. "I had my phone turned off, but then I didn't want to risk manager hyung getting angry at me so I thought I'd come back early just in case."
"Oh … I see."
Junsu paused, eyes darting everywhere to try and find something else to say when his gaze landed on Yunho's crotch.
The older man was hard.
Reaching a hand out, Junsu touched the tips of his fingers to the bulge earning him a gasp from Yunho.
"I … can help you with that," Junsu whispered.
Yunho didn't respond and Junsu took that as a yes.
Taking the tissues out of Yunho's hand, Junsu threw them over the side of the bed before wrapping his arms around Yunho's neck and tugging him down for a kiss. Yunho followed along willingly, hands resting on either side of Junsu's head.
When their lips parted and tongues touched, Junsu groaned when he could taste his own come on Yunho's tongue. Trailing his hands down, Junsu gripped the hem of Yunho's shirt and then pulled it up and over the older man's head. Running his fingertips lightly over Yunho's chest and abs, Junsu then fumbled around with the button and zipper of the latter's jeans until he got them undone and was pushing the offending fabric over Yunho's hips.
"No underwear?" Junsu whispered when his hands came directly in contact with skin instead of fabric.
Yunho groaned into the kiss and mumbled something which sounded like 'didn't pack enough underwear with me' making Junsu laugh as he pushed Yunho's jeans the rest of the way down his legs before kicking them aside.
With the last offending material out of the way, both members groaned at the direct skin on skin contact of their bodies. Normally, they'd at least keep their shirts on just in case the other members would come in to the room in the mornings after to wake them up.
Junsu was hard again in seconds but he ignored his needs for the moment and focused instead on sliding his hands all over Yunho's body. Remembering a video he had accidentally stumbled across on Changmin's laptop a few weeks ago, Junsu grinned inwardly as he broke away from the kiss.
Pulling two pillows under his head, Junsu then urged Yunho to get up on his knees and shuffle forward until he was pretty much straddling Junsu's shoulders.
Tilting his head up to meet Yunho's heated gaze, Junsu smirked before he leant forward to lick at the bead of precome that had formed on the tip of Yunho's cock.
Yunho sucked in a breath but continued to watch as Junsu lapped at the crown, flicking his tongue against the slit. When their current position prevented Junsu from licking any further down the rest of the length, he whimpered and nudged his cheek against the tip hoping that Yunho would get the hint.
The leader groaned and shuffled forward on his knees. Gripping the base of his cock, Yunho pressed the tip against Junsu's lips and was rewarded with a press of wet warmth to the slit before Junsu wrapped his lips around the crown and sucked, hard.
Yunho groaned as his hips thrust forward of their own accord, sliding more of his cock down past Junsu's lips. As he was about to apologize for the action, Junsu moaned around his cock, throat tightening against the sudden intrusion. Yunho focused his gaze on Junsu and held it.
"You … you want me to fuck your throat?" he whispered uncertainly.
Junsu just moaned again in response causing tiny vibrations to run up the length of Yunho's cock.
"S-shit," Yunho ground out as he put his other hand on the headboard before pulling back and thrusting forward again.
Junsu shut his eyes and held back a whimper as Yunho's cock touched the back of his throat.
He could hear Yunho panting from above mixed with the sound of the bed creaking and was once again glad that none of the other members were home.
"Fuck Su," Yunho gasped out as he released his hold on his cock, opting instead to slide his fingers into Junsu's hair and get a firm grip. Angling Junsu's head up a little, Yunho slid forward and swore as he slipped further down Junsu's throat.
The pace increased and Junsu could feel saliva running down his chin but he didn't care. Having Yunho fuck his throat this way was hotter than anything they'd done before by far, even hotter than the time Junsu had sucked Yunho off on his knees in the living room when other three members were out buying dinner one time after losing a bet.
As Yunho's thrusts became more erratic, Junsu knew he was close. Wrapping a hand around his own cock, Junsu let out a muffled groan as he started stroking it in time to Yunho's movements.
Yunho swore again as Junsu's throat tightened around his length and he twisted his head just enough to see Junsu's hand moving over his cock in a blur.
"Oh god," Yunho gasped out as he turned back around and doubled his efforts in fucking Junsu's throat. His grip in Junsu's hair tightened as did the grip on the headboard.
Soon, the room was filled with the sounds of heavy panting, muffled groans and the thudding noise of the headboard hitting the wall with each thrust.
"Shit … so hot … fuck Su, you look so sexy with your lips around my cock," Yunho grunted, accentuating each word with a hard thrust of his hips.
Junsu would have smirked at the compliment, but as it was, with Yunho's cock sliding in and out of his mouth, he could only moan in response.
Yunho muttered another obscene comment about how it was so hot that Junsu was jerking himself off while sucking Yunho's cock before his whole body stilled as his orgasm rushed over him.
Junsu moaned in bliss as the first splash of Yunho's release hit the back of his throat. Yunho's whole body shivered as Junsu's throat contracted around his dick and then he was moving again, sliding his cock in and out in short thrusts, riding out his orgasm with a cry of Junsu's name on his lips.
As Yunho pulled back to stroke his cock and squeeze the last of his orgasm onto Junsu's face, Junsu's body arched up and he came for the second time that day, his release splattering onto his chest and stomach, with a few drops landing on Yunho's lower back.
Yunho groaned and slumped back on his knees, releasing the death grip he had on the headboard. Reaching forward, he swiped a thumb across the come on Junsu's cheek before pressing it to the latter's lips.
Junsu kept their gazes locked as he sucked the digit into his mouth and licked it clean. Yunho groaned and shuffled his body down until he was hovering over Junsu on his hands and knees, and then pressed their lips together in a kiss.
When they broke apart, Yunho rolled them over to lie on their sides before draping one arm over Junsu's waist and tracing the outline of his lips with the other.
"I … wasn't too rough was I?" he asked, uncertainty lacing through his question.
"Rough?" Junsu repeated.
"Yeah, I mean … just then, I was umm … your mouth …" Yunho trailed off embarrassedly, his finger trailing down Junsu's neck to swirl through the come on the younger man's chest and stomach.
Junsu grinned then when he realized what Yunho was trying to say.
"Of course you weren't too rough hyung," he said reassuringly, watching as Yunho traced random patterns on his stomach.
"Are you sure, I mean I think I sort of-"
"It's fine hyung and besides, I wanted you to be kind of rough. It feels good when you tug on my hair and take control."
At that, Yunho's hand stilled and his cheeks went a light shade of pink.
Junsu giggled, wrapped his hands around Yunho's neck and then pressed his body flush against Yunho's, not caring that he'd just smeared come all over Yunho's front between their bodies.
"Let's take a nap and then shower," he suggested with another kiss to Yunho's lips.
Yunho cleared his throat but nodded his head in agreement as he tightened his hold around Junsu's waist.
Tonight Junsu thought as he closed his eyes. Tonight, I'll confess to him.
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Chapter 12: Naked, Wet and No Longer in Denial
Chapter 11: Realizations and Discoveries
Chapter 10: Handjobs and More Kisses
Chapter 9: Reassuring Kisses
Chapter 8: One Step Closer
Chapter 7: Confessions and Misunderstandings
Chapter 6: Curiosity
Chapter 5: Awkward Moments
Chapter 4: More Toys
Chapter 3: More Experiments
Chapter 2: Research and Experiments
Chapter 1: Naked, Wet and in Denial
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A/N: First of all I would like to apologize to every single reader here for not having updated this fic in over 11 months /bows/ I kept making promises of updating but yet I never did and I'm really very sorry T_______T I kept telling myself that I would update it by the end of the month again and again, and then finally I just told myself that I had to finish writing the next (this) chapter by December which was when I had posted the previous chapter up last year LOL my mind just kept going blank on me with this fic and I just got so frustrated with it /sobs
But I'm back now and alskdjfksdjf I'VE FINALLY UPDATED!!!1!!!!11!!!! \O/ I feel so happy right now I could cry ;3; I hope everyone enjoyed reading this chapter as much as I enjoyed writing it (even if I did get frustrated with it 10928375423 times in the process OTL)
And just a heads up, this fic is coming to an end soon, and I think there will probably just be one more chapter to go ... maybe ~ we'll see :3
Again, I apologize for the long wait and thank you everyone for your continued support :D
As usual, comments and feedback are ♥ ^^
Author: chocolet89
Pairing: Yunho/Junsu
Rating: NC-17
Length: 11/12
Genre: Fluff, Humor, Smut
Summary: Junsu walks in on Yunho coming out of the shower one day and his feelings towards the leader are never the same again. As he slowly comes to terms with his newfound sexuality, Junsu also learns ways of pleasuring himself he never thought was possible before
Chapter 11 - Realizations and Discoveries
Junsu was close to drifting off to sleep when the creak of his door opening brought him back to reality. Opening his eyes he saw on the wall in front of him, a silhouette of a figure slip in before the door shut with a click, blanketing the room in darkness once more. The bed dipped and then a pair of arms were wrapping themselves around Junsu's waist and tugging him back against a solid chest.
"Yunho hyung?" Junsu asked as he tried to blink the sleep out of his eyes.
The body behind him froze and then immediately relaxed again.
"Hey, thought you were asleep," Yunho whispered, his voice laced with guilt.
"I was on the verge of falling asleep," Junsu answered back honestly.
"Oh … umm … I'm sorry," Yunho replied back sheepishly.
Junsu smiled and placed a hand on Yunho's arms that were around his waist.
"Sorry for waking me up, or sorry for talking too long on the phone?"
It was silent for a few seconds before Yunho replied.
"Both?"
Junsu giggled and then wriggled around in Yunho's arms until he was facing the leader.
"Hyung ah," he whispered, lifting a hand up between their bodies to splay it across the older man's chest.
"Neh Su," Yunho replied.
"You know I wasn't joking when I said we'd continue things later tonight right?" Junsu asked, closing the small distance between them with each word until their lips were practically brushing against one another on the last word.
Yunho's response was to tighten his hold around Junsu's waist and press their lips together.
Junsu gasped in surprise, clearly not prepared for the leader to answer his question with a kiss.
"Does that answer your question?" Yunho asked when they finally broke apart for air.
"Yeah, it does," Junsu replied breathily.
Running a hand down, Junsu slid it past the waistband of Yunho's pants and then his boxers earning him a gasp from the leader. When his hand wrapped around the familiar length, Junsu pressed their lips together again, muffling Yunho's moan. He was surprised to find Yunho fully erect already and wondered briefly how long Yunho had been hard for; had he been hard since Yoochun had interrupted them before dinner, or was it only just after he'd slipped into Junsu's room after ending the phone call with their manager?
Pushing Yunho onto his back, Junsu shook away the thoughts as he broke off the kiss to slide down the older man's body, heart thumping loudly in his chest as he dragged Yunho's boxers and pants down his legs.
"Su?" Yunho whispered into the darkness.
Junsu leant up and pressed a quick kiss to Yunho's lips with a whisper of, "shhh," before ducking back down under the covers.
Yunho was about to question again when Junsu wrapped his hand around his cock again and gave it a firm stroke, effectively cutting off whatever Yunho was about to say.
Wriggling under the covers to get comfortable, Junsu breathed in deeply and moaned at the smell of Yunho's scent of arousal - musky and intoxicating.
Giving in to the urge, Junsu parted his lips and - hoping that Yunho wasn't going to change his mind about this - slowly licked up the underside of Yunho's cock.
Yunho's whole body jerked in response and Junsu moaned at the feel of Yunho's dick against his tongue as well as the sticky precome leaking onto his fingers.
He vaguely heard Yunho half whisper, half moan his name, but it was slightly muffled from where he was under the duvet. But since Yunho wasn't yanking him up or hyperventilating over the fact that Junsu had just touched his tongue to his dick, Junsu decided it was safe to go further.
Leaning forward, Junsu touched his tongue to the tip, moaning when he tasted the salty substance in his mouth. Wanting more, Junsu wrapped his lips around the crown and then pressed his tongue against the slit.
This time, Yunho's body arched upwards and Junsu moaned when the action caused Yunho's cock to slide a few inches past his lips.
Although he'd had plenty of practice with shoving a dildo down his throat, Yunho's cock was completely different.
It was definitely thicker (and longer) - if the feel of Junsu's lips stretched around the length was anything to go by - and where the dildo was just an object, cold and tasting of silicone, Yunho's cock was hot and pulsing between his lips.
With every lick and suck, Yunho's cock would jerk in his mouth and more precome would flood his mouth.
With another stroke, Junsu lowered his head, sliding another few inches past his lips. When the tip of Yunho's cock touched the back of his throat, instead of gagging, Junsu did his best to relax and took Yunho deeper, immediately glad that he'd practiced his deep throating skills with the dildo.
There was a muffled moan from above and Junsu hummed in response as he pulled all the way back until just the tip rested between his lips. Then, without warning, Junsu dived all the way back down, taking as much of Yunho's cock down his throat as possible.
Yunho's whole body jerked and then fingers were sliding through Junsu's hair and pushing him down.
This time Junsu did gag and Yunho swore as the younger man's throat constricted tightly around his dick.
"Fuck Su," Yunho ground out, hips jerking up so his cock slid all the way down Junsu's throat.
Another difference between Yunho's cock and a dildo - Junsu wasn't the one in charge of how much he could take past his lips.
Junsu shut his eyes and moaned at the feel of his lips getting stretched open and the taste of precome on his tongue. He wondered briefly if it was weird that he was enjoying this so much, but then decided he would worry about that later. Yunho's movements were becoming more erratic and Junsu had a feeling he was close.
He let Yunho take full control in fucking his mouth as he leant his weight on his elbows which were on either side of the leader's hips.
"Junsu Junsu Junsu," he heard Yunho chanting from above and then suddenly the latter stilled, burying his length deep down Junsu's throat.
Junsu tensed and seconds later, Yunho was coming, his release pulsing hotly into Junsu's mouth. Junsu moaned at the taste and swallowed once before pulling back and stroking Yunho through the rest of his climax, making sure not a single drop escaped past his lips.
After licking Yunho's cock clean of come, Junsu slowly wriggled his way up Yunho's body. When his head peeked out from under the covers, Junsu suddenly froze as the realization of what he just did caught up with him. Would Yunho freak out or think that Junsu was weird for sucking another guy off and swallowing his spunk?
Junsu bit his lip and was about to open his mouth to make some silly excuse about going into the bathroom, when Yunho wrapped a hand around the back of his neck and tugged him down for a kiss.
Junsu gasped and then moaned when Yunho's tongue probed past his lips and tangled with his own.
A hand tugged at his sweatpants trying to push the offending material down and Junsu quickly got the hint. Shuffling around a bit, together they managed to kick Junsu's pants and boxers off, freeing his cock so it bounced up against his stomach with a wet slap.
"Hyung," Junsu whimpered as the older man rolled their bodies over, reversing their positions.
"Shh," the leader admonished as he wrapped a hand around Junsu's cock.
Junsu shut his eyes with a moan and thrust his hips up shamelessly to meet Yunho's hand.
"Hyung, oh god," Junsu gasped out, already feeling himself close to coming.
Yunho made another shushing noise but Junsu couldn't keep quiet, not with the leader's hand on his cock and his half naked body hovering inches above him.
When he was about to let out another moan of pleasure, Yunho growled and leant down, crashing their lips together.
Junsu jerked in surprise but quickly wrapped his arms around the leader's neck and deepened the kiss.
Yunho made no protests and continued stroking Junsu skilfully, and it wasn't long before Junsu was moaning into the kiss as he came hotly between their bodies.
They parted with a gasp and Yunho buried his head against Junsu's nape, so that all Junsu could feel for the next few minutes were hot puffs of air against his sweat slicked skin.
Eventually, Yunho collapsed to the side on his back and Junsu rolled over so he could face the leader.
Reaching out, he ran a hand up and down Yunho's chest, feeling all the dips and curves on his body. He then ventured lower down to Yunho's navel and gasped when he felt the tip of Yunho's cock brush against his knuckles. At the same time, Yunho jerked back with a gasp.
"Hyung," Junsu whispered, breaking the silence. "You're still hard."
If the lights were on, Junsu would have seen the slight tinge of pink on the leader's cheeks.
Yunho cleared his throat, hoping Junsu wouldn't ask.
"Why are you still hard?"
"I … you …" Yunho shuffled around on the bed so that he was on his side and facing the younger man.
"Me?" Junsu asked curiously.
"It was really hot getting you off," Yunho mumbled in embarrassment.
Junsu's mouth opened in surprise at the statement. Did Yunho really just say what he just said?
"R-really?" he asked, deciding that maybe he had heard wrong.
"Really," Yunho replied quietly.
Junsu couldn't stop the grin forming on his lips.
"Well just for your information … it was really hot getting you off too," he whispered with a giggle. He could already feel his cock begin to harden again at the thought of wrapping his lips around Yunho's cock again.
"Really?" Yunho asked in return.
Junsu reached out to grip Yunho's hand and place it over his cock as proof.
"Really," he replied.
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Rather than the usual shrill ringing of his alarm going off signalling it was time to wake up, Junsu was shaken out of his sleep by the sound of two voices conversing silently.
"Should I assume that I will be seeing you sleeping in Junsu's room more often?" he heard Jaejoong whispering to Yunho.
Junsu's body stiffened at the accusing tone but he made no other move to indicate he was awake, keeping his head buried against Yunho's chest.
"Is that going to be a problem?" Yunho whispered back while tightening his arms around Junsu's waist under the blankets.
In response, Junsu could only hear the sound of Jaejoong snapping a photo via what he assumed was his phone camera.
It was silent for another minute or so before Jaejoong's retreating footsteps sounded lightly on the floor followed by the door shutting with a click. Junsu gave it another five seconds just to be safe before lifting his head up slowly.
"He didn't lift the blankets up did he?" he asked quietly.
Yunho chuckled in reply.
"If he did, do you think his reaction would have been that calm?"
Junsu grinned sheepishly in response.
They'd kept their shirts on but hadn't bothered to put their pants back on after they'd finish getting each other off the second time last night.
"He's not … angry is he?" Junsu asked after a few seconds of silence had passed between them, having remembered Jaejoong's tone of voice when he'd questioned Yunho.
Yunho shook his head.
"Of course he isn't, he just wants to make sure no one hurts his precious baby," he said with a light pinch to Junsu's cheek.
Junsu giggled and batted Yunho's hand away, relaxing immediately at Yunho's answer. Of course everyone knew that Jaejoong babied the two youngest members all the time, it was silly of Junsu to think Jaejoong would be angry at them for sleeping in the same bed together.
Yunho grinned and then shuffled around in the small bed until he finally located their discarded clothing. After tossing Junsu his pants and boxers, the leader quickly dressed himself in his own.
Junsu mumbled a thanks, tugging his own on before flopping back onto the bed.
"Anyway, he also came in to tell us to get up, we have to be out the door in two hours," Yunho said with a sigh.
At that, Junsu pouted and buried his face into Yunho's chest again.
"Don't want to get up," he mumbled childishly.
"Come on Su, we have to," Yunho said with a chuckle as he tried to pry Junsu off him.
Junsu grinned and tightened his arms around Yunho's neck, refusing to budge.
"Yah Kim Junsu!" Yunho half shouted, trying to sound superior but failing when he ended up laughing towards the end.
They continued struggling and just when Junsu thought Yunho was going to give up and let him sleep a bit longer, the leader rolled them over, pinning Junsu to the bed and breathing hotly into his ear followed by a nibble to his earlobe.
Junsu whimpered, body shivering and arms going lax when Yunho started trailing kisses down his neck.
Then just as suddenly as it had started, Yunho stopped and pulled away. Junsu groaned at the lost of contact, eyes opening in confusion to see Yunho standing by the bed, a triumphant grin on his face.
"Time to get up," he said in a cheerful tone.
Junsu frowned at the leader, his mind still lingering in the feel of Yunho's lips against his skin.
"Come on," Yunho tried again, this time grabbing Junsu by the wrists and hauling him out of the bed.
Clearly not expecting this, Junsu squealed, flailing a bit as he slammed into Yunho's chest.
"I hate you," Junsu mumbled, sighing in defeat.
"You know you love me," the leader replied affectionately.
Junsu groaned in response.
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Things continued on as usual in the dorms afterwards, the only change being that Yunho would sleep in Junsu's room at least twice a week. The other members of course noticed, but didn't say anything. In fact, Changmin seemed quite content to have some quiet nights to himself where he could focus on his studies.
On some nights, Yunho and Junsu would be too exhausted from their daily group activities to do anything more than kiss each other before falling asleep. Other nights, they'd get each other off quietly, so as to avoid the other members hearing. Yunho still wouldn't go down on him, but Junsu didn't really mind, as long as Yunho didn't mind Junsu going down on him.
Still, it wouldn't hurt to fantasize.
A few weeks later, when there came another rare break for the members of Dong Bang Shin Ki - a three day break to be exact - they all decided to make the most of it.
On Saturday morning, Junsu was packing the last of his clothes into a duffel bag while in the other room Yunho was doing the same. Junsu had decided he would spend two days with his family and come back on the third day, while Yunho was set to go back to visit his family in Gwangju. As for the other three members who had left at the crack of dawn, since Yoochun's family was still in the US, they decided that they would all go to visit Jaejoong's family, then tomorrow Yoochun would go with Changmin and stay with his family until it was time to come back.
When they were both finished packing, Junsu waited for Yunho in the living room, deciding it was only polite to wait for the leader and leave at the same time.
"All ready to go?" Junsu asked as Yunho came into the living room, a backpack slung over one shoulder.
"Yep," Yunho replied with a smile as he came to stand before the younger man.
"So umm … how long will you be staying with your family?" Junsu asked curiously.
"Should be two days at least, we'll see. I might come back early on Monday just in case manager-hyung needs to discuss anything with me in regards to what they've planned for next week."
Junsu frowned at that.
"That's not fair, no point in giving us a three day break when really it's only two days for you."
Yunho chuckled and dropped his backpack on the ground before wrapping his arms around Junsu's waist and pulling him closer.
Junsu blushed at the action, still not completely used to Yunho's intimate displays of affection ever since they passed the stage of kissing and getting each other off. Sometimes he really did have to wonder if Yunho was really still 'experimenting' or if he was gay but just not telling him.
"I said I might be coming back on Monday but who knows, maybe I'll stay home for the whole three days and have my phone turned off so that no one can disturb me?" Yunho said cheekily, breaking Junsu out of his thoughts.
"O-oh … okay then," Junsu mumbled as he raised his arms to wrap around Yunho's shoulders.
Yunho smiled and just pressed their lips together. Junsu gasped in surprise but quickly got over it as he tightened his arms around Yunho and deepened the kiss.
"I'll miss you," Junsu whispered when they pulled apart, and then immediately regretted it. But before he could take it back Yunho let out a chuckle.
"I'll miss you too Su-ah, have a good time with your family okay?"
Junsu nodded his head and they shared another kiss before each going their separate ways.
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Arriving back home, Junsu was greeted with smiles and tears as the family gathered for a long overdue group hug. Junsu apologized for not being able to see everyone as frequent as he should be, but they all just brushed it off, knowing that it wasn't his fault he had packed schedules from morning to night day after day.
After a few minutes spent in a brief catch up of anything that had happened since their last phone calls to each other, Junsu's mum sent him along to have some 'brotherly' catch up time with Junho while she and his father went to prepare lunch for all of them.
Retreating to Junho's room, Junsu waited until the door closed behind them before landing a half-hearted punch to his brother's shoulder.
"Ouch Su~ just because you missed me doesn't mean you have to show it through violence," Junho said through a pout.
"That was for telling Yoochun my secret," Junsu explained while aiming another punch to Junho's stomach. "And that was for taking Yoochun's advice and sending me all those … those things."
Junho doubled over in pain, groaning exaggeratedly before falling to his knees and then collapsing to the floor.
Junsu just rolled his eyes as he took a seat on his brother's bed. While Junho faked a coughing fit, Junsu looked around the room, a feeling of warmth spreading over his body when his gaze landed on the TVXQ poster on the wall.
"So …" Junho said with another groan as he dragged himself up onto the bed to join the younger man.
"What?"
"How's things with your lover boy? It's been awhile since we last talked about him."
Junsu let out a noise of disbelief and turned around to punch Junho in the shoulder, again.
"For the last time hyung, he's not my lover boy, and isn't there anything else you want to talk about after not seeing your brother for so long?"
Junho grinned while rubbing at his shoulder.
"Yes he is, and no not really. My brother's love life is my first concern and priority at the moment," he replied in a somewhat serious tone.
Junsu groaned and threw himself back onto the bed.
"Aww come on Su, I'm sure you're dying to let it all out. It must be hard keeping things bottled up inside with no one to let it out to. You know you can trust me," Junho said as he ruffled Junsu's hair.
Junsu scoffed as he rolled over onto his side, facing away from his brother.
"Yeah right, the last time I trusted you with a secret, you went and told Yoochun about it," he said, obviously referring to his sexual orientation issues.
Junho pouted even though Junsu couldn't see it and laid down beside the younger man before draping an arm over the latter's waist.
"I was only trying to get some advice from him, and it sort of worked you know."
"Whatever," Junsu said with a sigh as he relaxed back into Junho's body. If they were going to have this conversation, then he may as well get comfortable for it. He would be lying if he said he didn't miss those nights when he used to sleep with his brother when they were kids.
"So …" Junho said, trying to get Junsu to speak up about the topic again.
"So?"
"…"
"What?"
"Have you confessed to him yet?"
Junsu frowned and considered making another sarcastic reply just like every other time Junho asked this question, but the words got caught in his throat instead.
"No, I haven't," Junsu finally replied after a few seconds of silence.
Junho's body stiffened behind him for an instant before relaxing again. He clearly hadn't been expecting this honest response from Junsu.
"You really do like him then huh?" Junho asked carefully.
Junsu took in a deep breath, let it out slowly, and then nodded his head.
"You realize this changes things right? No more excuses like, maybe you're just lusting after his body or, you're just going through a 'curiosity' stage, you really do have feelings for him?"
Again Junsu nodded his head.
"When did you realize this?" Junho asked softly.
Junsu bit his lip as he traced a random pattern on top of the comforter they were laying on.
"Maybe around a few weeks ago," he whispered.
Since their 'relationship' had stepped up a level from kissing to jerking each other off, Junsu had slowly come to terms with his feelings for the leader. He wasn't sure if the leader was aware of his own actions or not, but the skinship between them had definitely stepped up another few levels during the past three weeks or so.
The hug and kiss that Yunho gave him before they went their separate ways this morning was just one of the many examples. When they ate dinner at home, Yunho would sit so close to him that their thighs would be touching and sometimes, when the other members weren't paying attention, the older man would place a hand on his thigh and trace random patterns on it.
At first, Junsu had been a bit fidgety at the actions, unsure of how he should be feeling towards it all, but now he realized he really liked the attention Yunho was showering him with. Even though they had already become a lot closer since Yoochun's intervention, everything just felt different somehow. Before, the affections Yunho showered on him were more like a proof to Yoochun's theory that Yunho was jealous of the whole YooSu fanservice.
But now, Junsu would find himself smiling (and blushing occasionally) at the affections he and Yunho shared; the soft touches on his shoulder or waist when they brushed past each other in the dorms or at the studio, the quick kisses stolen just for the fun of it and because they could when they were alone in the back stage rooms or empty corridors, the smiles directed at each other, just because they both shared something that the other members didn't know of.
Before, when thoughts of Yunho came to mind, it would be more towards the inappropriate kind where the older man would be naked and sweaty most of the time. However nowadays, Junsu's thoughts included a Jung Yunho with his clothes on, laughing at Junsu's lame oyaji gags or smiling at him in a way that would give Junsu a warm, fuzzy feeling. Occasionally, he would picture what it would be like if they had a free day to themselves, to just cuddle up with Yunho on the couch and spend all day watching reruns on the TV, or just lying in bed together where he could admire Yunho's stress-free face when he was asleep and free of his worries as a leader and idol, to just be Kim Junsu and Jung Yunho for a day instead of Xiah Junsu and U-Know Yunho.
Junsu was no longer just lusting after Yunho's body, he was longing for Yunho to return his feelings too.
They continued to lie in silence as Junsu tried to convey all his thoughts into words to explain to his brother. He was about to open his mouth when Junho pulled on his shoulder lightly.
"Turn around Su," Junho whispered.
Junsu did, shuffling around in his brother's embrace. As soon as he was facing the older man, he felt Junho tighten his arms around him, pulling him close to his chest. In that moment, Junsu realized that he didn't need to say anything; Junho already knew how he was feeling from the moment Junsu had finally admitted that he liked Yunho.
"It took you long enough to realize," Junho began, again in a soft tone.
Junsu stayed quiet, waiting for his brother to elaborate further. Fingers carded through his hair and Junsu shut his eyes and focused on the steady heartbeat he could hear against Junho's chest.
"You probably don't know, but Yoochun has been keeping me updated on what's been happening between you and Yunho. I asked him to help me keep an eye on you so don't yell at him okay?"
Junsu nodded his head but remained quiet.
"He tells me that during the past few weeks, you and Yunho have gotten closer but that you're not exactly a couple … yet. I'm not going to ask you what's been going on during the nights Yunho goes in to your room to sleep-"
"Hyung!" Junsu interrupted as a small blush crept up his cheeks.
"Well I could demand you tell me since I am the older brother and I have the right to know about what my brother's up to, but I have a feeling you're not going to share any details so I'll save you the embarrassment and move onto the more serious matters."
Junsu let out an indignant cry but Junho only chuckled and ruffled his hair.
"Seriously Su, how long has it been since you first called me asking me if it was wrong to be looking at another man that way?"
Junsu closed his eyes and thought back to that first day when he'd seen Yunho walk out of the shower naked and all that had happened since then. It suddenly seemed so far away.
"Three months Su, it's been three months since you first confessed to me that you thought you might just be gay and thought Yunho was attractive. If it was just a curiosity thing that you were going through, you wouldn't be doing what you're doing now with Yunho, whatever that is. You might be gay, you might not be gay, you may even be bisexual for all I know, but one thing's for sure. You definitely like Yunho, and not just in a friendly or admiring way."
Junsu bit his lip but he didn't deny his brother's words. Had it really been over three months since his feelings towards the leader had changed?
And that was all Junho needed to confirm that his brother's feelings for Yunho were serious.
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Junsu didn't arrive back at the dorms until Monday afternoon, the third day of their break, having decided in the end that he wanted to spend a bit more time with his family.
Entering the living room, Junsu could tell none of the others were back, as it should be since he already knew when everyone would be coming back anyway. Yunho hadn't answered his phone when Junsu had called this morning, so Junsu had presumed that the leader really had 'turned off his phone so that no one could disturb him' and enjoy a full three day break with his family, while the other three members had said from the beginning that they wouldn't come back until the full three days of break were over.
Dropping his bags on his bedroom floor, Junsu then flopped onto his bed and closed his eyes.
His mind immediately went back to the conversation he had with Junho on the first day and he sighed as he tried to organize his thoughts.
Everything suddenly felt more real now. Before admitting it out loud, Junsu could somehow still convince himself that maybe he didn't have feelings for the leader and that maybe it was still all part of being 'curious' of his sexual preferences. But now that he had actually admitted his feelings for Yunho to another person, it felt as if there was just no turning back, no more denial.
So what did this mean? Should he take the next step then? What would the next step be? Confession?
So when should he confess then? Should he do it as soon as Yunho came back from visiting his family and just get it over and done with? Or should he wait a bit longer, see if his feelings would change anytime in the next few weeks or so?
What if Yunho didn't like him back? What if he confessed and Yunho rejected him? He didn't want things to get awkward between them; it would definitely affect the group as a whole if the leader and one of the members suddenly couldn't face each other without feeling awkward.
But then what? Should he just stay quiet forever and miss his chance in having a potential relationship with Yunho? He couldn't keep stalling things forever though. Sooner or later Junsu would have to confess because knowing how his mind worked, he'd probably start avoiding Yunho to try and get over his feelings, then in turn Yunho would be confused as to why Junsu would keep avoiding him, and then things would eventually end up awkward between them anyway.
As all these thoughts of what if's and but's continued to swirl through his mind, Junsu slowly drifted off in a light sleep.
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When he next woke up, remnants of a hot, steamy dream flashed through his mind making him hard in an instant.
Just because he'd finally come to terms with himself that he really did like Yunho, it didn't mean that his lust for Yunho had diminished one tiny bit at all.
Deciding that he could have a little bit of fun since he was alone, Junsu threw any precautions out the window and stripped himself of his clothes - not bothering to shut his door since there was no one else home but him - before grabbing the lube that he now kept in his bedside drawer.
Coating two fingers in lube, Junsu eased one in slowly and moaned at the feel. Rarely was he able to voice out his pleasure since he'd always have to be careful to be quiet in case any of the other members heard.
But now as it was, with nobody else home, Junsu let out a sigh of pleasure as he slid the second finger in and started scissoring them. He ran his free hand up and down the inside of his thighs, sliding them up his waist to his chest.
As the minutes passed, Junsu gradually became so engrossed in his pleasure that he failed to hear the door of their dorm open and shut. Squeezing in a third finger, Junsu's moans muted the footsteps coming down along the hallway, getting closer and closer to his bedroom.
Spreading his legs further apart, Junsu wrapped a hand around his cock as he slowly rocked his body against his fingers.
The floorboards creaked but Junsu paid no heed to it, thinking it was from the bed moving and disregarded it.
It wasn't until the bed dipped and another hand wrapped around his cock did Junsu's eyes flash open in shock.
"H-hyung!" Junsu gasped out in horror as Yunho's body hovered above his own.
It was one thing to be getting each other off, but to have Yunho catching him touching himself was a totally different matter.
They stared at each other in silence for a few seconds before Yunho smiled and gave Junsu's still hard cock one slow stroke.
"Keep going, don't stop on my account," he whispered in a low, husky voice.
Junsu's eyes widened but then Yunho stroked his cock again and he suddenly couldn't think straight anymore.
He slid his fingers inside his body again but let Yunho continue working on his cock. Conscious of Yunho watching him, Junsu shut his eyes rolled his hips up, whimpering when he couldn't reach that exact spot that would make him see stars.
"C-can I try?" Yunho whispered.
Junsu opened his eyes as Yunho unwrapped his hand around his cock and slid it down past his balls to circle around the rim of his entrance.
"Umm … s-sure," Junsu replied shakily as he slid his fingers out.
Grabbing the lube beside him, Junsu passed it to Yunho while keeping his eyes averted. They'd seen each other naked before, why did he suddenly feel so shy and flustered right now?
Yunho took it and popped the cap open, the sound making Junsu turn to look and watch as the older man poured the substance over two fingers.
Yunho met Junsu's gaze and the younger man nodded at the unspoken question.
Lips parted open slightly, Yunho trailed his now slick fingers along the cleft of Junsu's ass and slowly slid a finger in.
Junsu gasped at the feeling of another person's fingers in his body, immediately noticing that Yunho's were longer than his own.
"Okay?" Yunho asked as he slowly worked his finger in and out of Junsu's body.
Junsu nodded his head and spread his legs wider in response.
"M-more," he whispered.
Yunho obliged and slipped in a second finger inside him.
“Fuck hyung,” Junsu gasped out, back arching in pleasure.
Yunho shivered from the erotic sound and pressed in deeper watching as Junsu tilted his head back, lips parted open in a soundless cry.
“It doesn’t hurt?” Yunho asked curiously as he stilled his fingers inside of the younger man.
Junsu shook his head still unable to believe what was happening right now.
“M-move hyung please, move your fingers,” he gasped out body shaking in pleasure.
Keeping a firm grip on Junsu’s waist with his free hand, Yunho slid his fingers out slowly, marvelling at how Junsu’s channel tightened around him with every pull.
He pushed back in just as slowly, still afraid that he would hurt the younger man.
“Hyung god please, more."
Gradually, Yunho increased the pace, watching as sweat beaded along Junsu's skin. When Junsu threw his head back against the pillow, stretching the skin on his neck taut, Yunho knew he was close.
"Junsu-ah," Yunho murmured as he leant down and pressed kisses along the inside of Junsu's thighs.
Junsu whimpered and opened his eyes to look down just as Yunho stuck his tongue out and lapped at the head of Junsu's cock. Junsu's eyes widened in surprise and he was about to protest that Yunho didn't have to go down on him if he still wasn't comfortable with it, when the older man ran his tongue along the underside of his cock.
All coherent thoughts fled his mind as Junsu threw his head back in pleasure. Hot, wet warmth wrapped around the crown and then Junsu was moaning as Yunho took his cock as far down his throat as he could.
"Fuck hyung," Junsu gasped out, fingers gripping the blankets beneath them in a death grip.
Yunho hummed in response, the action causing vibrations to run all around Junsu's dick and making his whole body shudder.
Junsu resisted the temptation to sink his fingers into Yunho's hair and instead just let Yunho control the pace of everything. He shut his eyes again, focusing on the feel of Yunho's slender fingers inside him, reaching deeper than his could go, and the feel of Yunho's lips wrapped around his length.
"C-close … I'm close hyung," Junsu whispered as the pleasure slowly built up.
Yunho's response was to slide a third finger in and increase the pace, bobbing his head up and down faster on Junsu's length.
This time Junsu couldn't resist the temptation and he slid his fingers through Yunho's hair and tugged, hard, mouth parting open in a cry at the feel of his cock touching the back of Yunho's throat.
Bending his knees and planting his feet flat on the bed, Junsu thrust his hips up, moaning when he could feel Yunho's fingers slide in just that tiny bit further.
Yunho hummed around his length again and then Junsu was crying out as the older man crooked his fingers and hit that bundle of nerves.
Tightening his grip in Yunho's hair, Junsu thrust his hips up more fervently before finally stilling seconds later as he reached his climax with a cry of Yunho's name leaving his lips.
Yunho swallowed the first pump of his release before jerking his head a bit signalling for Junsu to loosen his hold in his hair. Junsu got the hint and uncurled his fingers, loosening his hold so that Yunho could pull back to avoid gagging while he pumped the rest of Junsu's climax onto his stomach and chest.
Junsu groaned as he let his head fall back onto the pillow, body shivering as Yunho's fingers slipped from his body. After a few seconds he could hear some shuffling around and he opened his eyes to see Yunho swiping some tissues from the bedside table. As Yunho started to clean his come off his body, Junsu couldn't help but blush as the realization of what had just happened hit him.
"Umm …" he started hesitantly.
Yunho paused mid-wipe to look up and Junsu's mind suddenly went blank.
"Umm …" he continued. Think of something to say before you look even more like an idiot!
"S-so … you decided to come back early," Junsu's mind finally thought up for him.
Yunho stayed silent and continued on with his task of cleaning Junsu's body free of come with the tissues.
"Yeah," he replied. "I had my phone turned off, but then I didn't want to risk manager hyung getting angry at me so I thought I'd come back early just in case."
"Oh … I see."
Junsu paused, eyes darting everywhere to try and find something else to say when his gaze landed on Yunho's crotch.
The older man was hard.
Reaching a hand out, Junsu touched the tips of his fingers to the bulge earning him a gasp from Yunho.
"I … can help you with that," Junsu whispered.
Yunho didn't respond and Junsu took that as a yes.
Taking the tissues out of Yunho's hand, Junsu threw them over the side of the bed before wrapping his arms around Yunho's neck and tugging him down for a kiss. Yunho followed along willingly, hands resting on either side of Junsu's head.
When their lips parted and tongues touched, Junsu groaned when he could taste his own come on Yunho's tongue. Trailing his hands down, Junsu gripped the hem of Yunho's shirt and then pulled it up and over the older man's head. Running his fingertips lightly over Yunho's chest and abs, Junsu then fumbled around with the button and zipper of the latter's jeans until he got them undone and was pushing the offending fabric over Yunho's hips.
"No underwear?" Junsu whispered when his hands came directly in contact with skin instead of fabric.
Yunho groaned into the kiss and mumbled something which sounded like 'didn't pack enough underwear with me' making Junsu laugh as he pushed Yunho's jeans the rest of the way down his legs before kicking them aside.
With the last offending material out of the way, both members groaned at the direct skin on skin contact of their bodies. Normally, they'd at least keep their shirts on just in case the other members would come in to the room in the mornings after to wake them up.
Junsu was hard again in seconds but he ignored his needs for the moment and focused instead on sliding his hands all over Yunho's body. Remembering a video he had accidentally stumbled across on Changmin's laptop a few weeks ago, Junsu grinned inwardly as he broke away from the kiss.
Pulling two pillows under his head, Junsu then urged Yunho to get up on his knees and shuffle forward until he was pretty much straddling Junsu's shoulders.
Tilting his head up to meet Yunho's heated gaze, Junsu smirked before he leant forward to lick at the bead of precome that had formed on the tip of Yunho's cock.
Yunho sucked in a breath but continued to watch as Junsu lapped at the crown, flicking his tongue against the slit. When their current position prevented Junsu from licking any further down the rest of the length, he whimpered and nudged his cheek against the tip hoping that Yunho would get the hint.
The leader groaned and shuffled forward on his knees. Gripping the base of his cock, Yunho pressed the tip against Junsu's lips and was rewarded with a press of wet warmth to the slit before Junsu wrapped his lips around the crown and sucked, hard.
Yunho groaned as his hips thrust forward of their own accord, sliding more of his cock down past Junsu's lips. As he was about to apologize for the action, Junsu moaned around his cock, throat tightening against the sudden intrusion. Yunho focused his gaze on Junsu and held it.
"You … you want me to fuck your throat?" he whispered uncertainly.
Junsu just moaned again in response causing tiny vibrations to run up the length of Yunho's cock.
"S-shit," Yunho ground out as he put his other hand on the headboard before pulling back and thrusting forward again.
Junsu shut his eyes and held back a whimper as Yunho's cock touched the back of his throat.
He could hear Yunho panting from above mixed with the sound of the bed creaking and was once again glad that none of the other members were home.
"Fuck Su," Yunho gasped out as he released his hold on his cock, opting instead to slide his fingers into Junsu's hair and get a firm grip. Angling Junsu's head up a little, Yunho slid forward and swore as he slipped further down Junsu's throat.
The pace increased and Junsu could feel saliva running down his chin but he didn't care. Having Yunho fuck his throat this way was hotter than anything they'd done before by far, even hotter than the time Junsu had sucked Yunho off on his knees in the living room when other three members were out buying dinner one time after losing a bet.
As Yunho's thrusts became more erratic, Junsu knew he was close. Wrapping a hand around his own cock, Junsu let out a muffled groan as he started stroking it in time to Yunho's movements.
Yunho swore again as Junsu's throat tightened around his length and he twisted his head just enough to see Junsu's hand moving over his cock in a blur.
"Oh god," Yunho gasped out as he turned back around and doubled his efforts in fucking Junsu's throat. His grip in Junsu's hair tightened as did the grip on the headboard.
Soon, the room was filled with the sounds of heavy panting, muffled groans and the thudding noise of the headboard hitting the wall with each thrust.
"Shit … so hot … fuck Su, you look so sexy with your lips around my cock," Yunho grunted, accentuating each word with a hard thrust of his hips.
Junsu would have smirked at the compliment, but as it was, with Yunho's cock sliding in and out of his mouth, he could only moan in response.
Yunho muttered another obscene comment about how it was so hot that Junsu was jerking himself off while sucking Yunho's cock before his whole body stilled as his orgasm rushed over him.
Junsu moaned in bliss as the first splash of Yunho's release hit the back of his throat. Yunho's whole body shivered as Junsu's throat contracted around his dick and then he was moving again, sliding his cock in and out in short thrusts, riding out his orgasm with a cry of Junsu's name on his lips.
As Yunho pulled back to stroke his cock and squeeze the last of his orgasm onto Junsu's face, Junsu's body arched up and he came for the second time that day, his release splattering onto his chest and stomach, with a few drops landing on Yunho's lower back.
Yunho groaned and slumped back on his knees, releasing the death grip he had on the headboard. Reaching forward, he swiped a thumb across the come on Junsu's cheek before pressing it to the latter's lips.
Junsu kept their gazes locked as he sucked the digit into his mouth and licked it clean. Yunho groaned and shuffled his body down until he was hovering over Junsu on his hands and knees, and then pressed their lips together in a kiss.
When they broke apart, Yunho rolled them over to lie on their sides before draping one arm over Junsu's waist and tracing the outline of his lips with the other.
"I … wasn't too rough was I?" he asked, uncertainty lacing through his question.
"Rough?" Junsu repeated.
"Yeah, I mean … just then, I was umm … your mouth …" Yunho trailed off embarrassedly, his finger trailing down Junsu's neck to swirl through the come on the younger man's chest and stomach.
Junsu grinned then when he realized what Yunho was trying to say.
"Of course you weren't too rough hyung," he said reassuringly, watching as Yunho traced random patterns on his stomach.
"Are you sure, I mean I think I sort of-"
"It's fine hyung and besides, I wanted you to be kind of rough. It feels good when you tug on my hair and take control."
At that, Yunho's hand stilled and his cheeks went a light shade of pink.
Junsu giggled, wrapped his hands around Yunho's neck and then pressed his body flush against Yunho's, not caring that he'd just smeared come all over Yunho's front between their bodies.
"Let's take a nap and then shower," he suggested with another kiss to Yunho's lips.
Yunho cleared his throat but nodded his head in agreement as he tightened his hold around Junsu's waist.
Tonight Junsu thought as he closed his eyes. Tonight, I'll confess to him.
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Chapter 12: Naked, Wet and No Longer in Denial
Chapter 11: Realizations and Discoveries
Chapter 10: Handjobs and More Kisses
Chapter 9: Reassuring Kisses
Chapter 8: One Step Closer
Chapter 7: Confessions and Misunderstandings
Chapter 6: Curiosity
Chapter 5: Awkward Moments
Chapter 4: More Toys
Chapter 3: More Experiments
Chapter 2: Research and Experiments
Chapter 1: Naked, Wet and in Denial
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A/N: First of all I would like to apologize to every single reader here for not having updated this fic in over 11 months /bows/ I kept making promises of updating but yet I never did and I'm really very sorry T_______T I kept telling myself that I would update it by the end of the month again and again, and then finally I just told myself that I had to finish writing the next (this) chapter by December which was when I had posted the previous chapter up last year LOL my mind just kept going blank on me with this fic and I just got so frustrated with it /sobs
But I'm back now and alskdjfksdjf I'VE FINALLY UPDATED!!!1!!!!11!!!! \O/ I feel so happy right now I could cry ;3; I hope everyone enjoyed reading this chapter as much as I enjoyed writing it (even if I did get frustrated with it 10928375423 times in the process OTL)
And just a heads up, this fic is coming to an end soon, and I think there will probably just be one more chapter to go ... maybe ~ we'll see :3
Again, I apologize for the long wait and thank you everyone for your continued support :D
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