Experiments and Crushes 12/12 [complete!]
Title: Experiments and Crushes
Author: chocolet89
Pairing: Yunho/Junsu
Rating: NC-17
Length: 12/12 (complete!)
Genre: Fluff, Humor, Smut
Summary: Junsu walks in on Yunho coming out of the shower one day and his feelings towards the leader are never the same again. As he slowly comes to terms with his newfound sexuality, Junsu also learns ways of pleasuring himself he never thought was possible before
Chapter 12 - Naked, Wet and No Longer in Denial
Two hours later, Junsu woke up with Yunho's arms wrapped tightly around him and he wondered if he could wake up to this every day. It just felt so warm and secure and he couldn't help but snuggle closer, shifting to close any distance between them. The action however caused Yunho to stir and Junsu froze as Yunho slowly pulled away.
Shyly, Junsu looked up into the leader's eyes only to smile when he took sight of Yunho's ruffled up hair and half closed lids. He liked seeing this side of Yunho, the side that Yunho would try and hide from the outside world. Again he wondered how it would be like if he could wake up to this every day.
"Hi?" Junsu whispered quietly with a shy smile.
Yunho chuckled and returned the greeting before leaning forward to peck Junsu on the lips.
Junsu wondered when it had suddenly become so natural for the two of them to act like this.
No matter how many times Yunho kissed him out of the blue, it still surprised Junsu and stirred the butterflies in his stomach.
Wanting more, Junsu pressed forward as Yunho went to pull away and pressed their lips together again. Yunho didn't protest and they shared small pecks, keeping it simple and sweet.
When they pulled back, foreheads still pressed together, Junsu couldn’t help but smile again.
“This feels really nice,” he whispered into the silence.
“What does, kissing?” Yunho mumbled sleepily, he was still sort of in the half awake state of mind.
Junsu traced his fingers lightly along Yunho’s shoulder.
“Just … all of this. Waking up next to you, in your arms, kissing you, it feels nice, just the two of us.” Junsu had trouble finding the right words to try and explain himself. He didn’t know what caused him to suddenly blurt all this out. He only wanted to share his feelings but right now it sounded like some sort of confession.
Oh god was he confessing his feelings now?
Yunho swallowed and pulled back to look at Junsu, eyes becoming more focused and less sleep induced.
“Really? You mean all of that?”
“Uhh … yes?”
Junsu suddenly wondered if he’d revealed too much. He should really learn to keep his mouth shut. But he did promise himself that he would confess after their nap … right?
Yunho studied him carefully and Junsu tried not to squirm under his gaze.
“Junsu,” Yunho started but before he could say anything after that Junsu cut him off.
“I like you.”
Well those weren’t exactly the words he had planned on saying but it was too late now. He could hear his inner conscience laughing at him but he ignored it in favour of continuing on.
“I like you hyung,” he repeated again. “I didn’t tell you before because I wasn’t sure of my own feelings, and I wasn’t sure of yours, and I’m still not sure because you said you were experimenting too, and I guess I said I was too - experimenting that is - but I’m not anymore because I know now for certain that I like you and … and I don’t even know what I’m saying anymore,” Junsu finished off in a rush before taking in some much needed air.
Silence descended between them for what felt like hours to Junsu but in actual fact was only less than a minute.
Junsu didn’t dare look up to see what Yunho was looking like now, afraid of what he would see - rejection? Instead he focused on the way Yunho’s arms were still around him which gave him some hope since Yunho hadn’t jumped out of bed and away from him yet.
“You … like me?” Yunho finally whispered.
Junsu swallowed hard and nodded.
“You’re … not just saying all this because we’re naked in bed together?”
Junsu wondered just how much clarification Yunho needed on his confession. Did he need Junsu to write it on a piece of paper with a signature at the end? Junsu wanted to laugh but he really didn’t think that would be the appropriate answer at the moment and so he just shook his head in response.
Silence again, and then unexpectedly Yunho laughed.
Not expecting this response Junsu looked up, an angry retort on the tip of his tongue thinking Yunho was laughing and making fun of his feelings when he was shocked once again.
Yunho’s face was practically beaming in happiness and his eyes were shining with something that was definitely not the mocking Junsu was expecting.
“I’m sorry Su-ah,” Yunho exclaimed as he pulled Junsu in for a hug.
“W-what? What are you sorry for?” Junsu was a bit lost.
“I know it’s probably hard to believe this but trust me when I say that I’ve liked you for a long time now too and to hear you say all that just then, it just made me so happy I was kind of at a loss for words.”
Junsu blinked.
What?
“You … like me?” he asked, repeating the same words Yunho had said just moments ago.
Yunho pulled back with a grin.
“I believe that’s what I just said.”
Junsu blinked again.
“Oh.”
Probably not the smartest response.
Yunho saved him from saying something stupid and explained.
“I guess in a way, I wasn’t so sure myself in the beginning. I mean, you’ve always had a special spot in my heart. And it’s not just because we’ve known each other the longest or because you were one of the first people to help me when I first arrived in the big city, going so far as to take me in. Su, you’ve never judged me or outed me, you were always there for me when I needed a shoulder to lean on.
“With you it’s different. I was confused at first at what I was feeling. I didn’t know why I’d feel angry or upset when I saw you spending more and more time with Yoochun. I lied when I said I was experimenting, saying things like wanting to help you out and lending a hand and all that stuff . In truth, I just wanted all of your attention, I wanted to tell you I like you, but I was scared and didn’t want to push you away.”
Yunho swallowed thickly and paused for a breath, unsure of how to end it.
“But yeah … I really do like you Junsu.”
All throughout this, Junsu lay silent, stunned at such a sweet and honest confession.
He was supposed to be the one pouring his heart out right now, he was the one who was supposed to be in an awkward position and yet here Yunho was doing just that.
‘I …’ Junsu really was at a lost for words himself.
He tried to put together something nice in his head in return but in the end just gave up and opened his mouth, hoping that whatever came out was comprehensible.
“That’s so sweet hyung, really it is. I-I don’t really know what to say to that except that I really like you too and,” here Junsu chuckled a bit before continuing. “I can’t believe we spent so long dancing around each other. I’m glad we got it all out though because I’m really, really happy right now.”
Junsu tilted his head up and their gazes met, both holding it for a few seconds longer before the corners of Junsu’s lips turned up as a smile formed on his face.
A giggle escaped followed shortly by another and soon Junsu was a bundle of laughing, trembling mess in Yunho’s arms.
He’d spent so long denying and worrying over his feelings for the older man, and when he’d finally realized it, had hyperventilated over how to confess. And now that it was out, it was all just so easy. and not only that, Yunho had been feeling the same all along.
When he finally calmed down again, their gazes met again and then Junsu was leaning forward and pressing their lips together.
"So … wanna take that shower now?" Yunho asked when they broke apart.
Junsu grinned.
"Sure."
---
Junsu was nervous.
He didn't know why. Or well, maybe he did know but it was silly. So silly. Yunho had just seen him naked two hours ago, he'd walked in on Junsu masturbating for christs sake.
But still Junsu was nervous, of Yunho seeing him naked in the shower. It just felt more ... exposed? Maybe it was to do with the fact that when they were in bed, they were always either only half naked or they had the blankets over them. But here in the shower, under the bright light in the bathroom, Yunho could see every dip and curve of his body, every flaw and freckle. It wasn't as if Junsu was ashamed of his body or anything. But whenever he compared his body to Yunho's, he always felt like he needed to work out more, tone his body more, slim down his ass more or something.
"What's wrong Su?" Yunho's voice echoed in the shower startling Junsu out of his thoughts.
Junsu looked up to see Yunho in the shower stall with hot steaming water pouring over his body. He could feel himself drooling at the sight and quickly shook his head as he took a step in to join the older man. It wasn't until Yunho wrapped his arms around him that he remembered Yunho had asked him a question.
"Nothing," he replied swiftly while watching the water cascade down Yunho's toned chest, the dried come from their previous activity washing down the drain.
"Nothing?"
Junsu sighed.
"Just admiring your body and wishing I was as toned as you are, that's all."
Yunho quirked an eyebrow at him and chuckled.
"You are toned Su."
Junsu opened his mouth to deny it only to close it as Yunho ran a hand up his back and then down along his side and stopping at his waist.
"You're perfect Su," Yunho whispered, leaning forward to lick a wet trail up his neck.
"H-hyung," Junsu stammered out, hands clenching into fists as Yunho cupped his ass and bit his shoulder at the same time.
Yunho smiled into his skin and then his hands started roaming all over Junsu's body, up his back again, down his chest to his abs, along his waist, hips and back down to his ass again all the while peppering kisses along Junsu's shoulders.
"You're perfect," Yunho repeated again and then gently pushed Junsu against the wall. The tiles were cool but Junsu's body felt like it was on fire and he whimpered at the contrast.
Following the droplets of water on the younger man's skin, Yunho licked a trail down from Junsu's shoulder to his chest, licking at a hardening bud and then going lower on his knees to lap at Junsu's navel.
Junsu cried out, throwing his head back to smack against the tiles. The pain reminded him that this was real but just in case, Junsu looked down to see that indeed Yunho was on his knees in front of him.
Firm hands gripped his hips keeping him steady and Junsu was glad because he could feel his knees going weak as Yunho nipped at his navel before following his happy trail and going down lower and lower until his lips were inches away from Junsu's now hard cock.
When Yunho looked up, Junsu could swear he saw the older man's eyes twinkle before Yunho leant forward to lick at the tip, eyes never breaking contact.
Junsu let out a ragged breath, unable to look away as Yunho wrapped those sinful lips around the head and sucked.
"F-fuck," was the only thing Junsu's mind could come up with.
Still keeping eye contact, Yunho slowly took Junsu's cock deeper in his mouth, stopping when the tip touched the back of his throat.
Junsu didn't think it could feel any better, but then as he shifted to try and stabilize himself upright, Yunho's throat did that thing where he tried to swallow around Junsu's cock but ended up taking Junsu half an inch deeper as his gag reflex reacted and Junsu felt like he was in heaven.
Yunho saw the reaction and did it again and this time Junsu broke eye contact as he threw his head back and moaned out loud, his cry echoing around the bathroom.
He could feel Yunho smile around his cock before pulling back and then taking it down his throat again. The older man started a slow pace, sucking Junsu's cock skilfully making Junsu wonder if he'd been taking lessons on it.
Just as he felt his orgasm building up, Yunho pulled back and then flipped him around. Junsu yelped and quickly put his hands up on the wall to stop himself from face planting against it.
"What -" his question was cut off abruptly as Yunho spread his ass cheeks open and then Junsu felt something wet slide up his cleft and gasped in surprise.
Yunho grinned and did it again, licking up and then down Junsu's cleft before tracing around the rim of his entrance.
Junsu shut his eyes and pressed his forehead against the wall with a shaky moan. It was such a delicious feeling. He knew what it felt like to finger himself, and use toys to replace a cock, but he couldn't experience anything on rimming. It was amazing and Junsu felt like he was in heaven. He now understood why those on the receiving end in the videos he watched always looked like they were on cloud nine.
Yunho's tongue circled around his entrance a few more times before suddenly delving in as deep as he could inside Junsu's body.
Junsu's mind went blank and he wasn't sure if he screamed or not. Probably.
Hands curling into fists on the wall, Junsu bit his lip as Yunho probed his tongue deep inside before retreating, lapping at his entrance and then pushing in again. It was as if Yunho was trying to map each and every inch that he could reach of Junsu's ass.
Junsu couldn't tell how long Yunho teased him for like this. The pleasure was endless and he was on the verge of begging Yunho to stroke him off when the leader pulled back abruptly for the second time that day leaving Junsu's mind confused for a second.
Junsu twisted his head around in question only to see Yunho coating his hands in a generous amount of body lotion. Yunho caught his gaze and winked as his snapped the cap of the body lotion shut. Junsu groaned and turned back around to lean his forehead against the cool tiles.
Leaning forward, Yunho spread Junsu open again with one hand and pressed a finger to his entrance.
Junsu’s whole body shook in anticipation and when Yunho slowly slid his finger in, Junsu couldn’t help the moan that slipped past his lips.
Yunho set a slow pace, thrusting his finger all the way in and then pulling back slow enough that Junsu could feel the drag. Another digit joined not long after and then Junsu was crying and scrambling for purchase on the slippery tiles as Yunho crooked his fingers and hit that magical spot.
“Okay?” Yunho whispered in concern.
Junsu nodded his head even as his ass clenched tightly around Yunho’s finger.
“More … that spot … again hyung … please,” Junsu whimpered brokenly.
Fortunately, Yunho seemed to make sense of his gibberish and did just that.
Junsu moaned long and loud, his whole body tensing in delight as Yunho added another finger and continued to hit the same spot over and over again.
Reaching down, Junsu wrapped his fingers around his cock and pumped in time to Yunho’s thrusts. It didn’t take much longer and soon he was coming, pulsing white hot spurts of come onto the tiles in front of him.
He felt a shiver run through him as Yunho slipped his fingers out and then stand up to wrap his arms around his waist.
Junsu took another few deep calming breaths before turning around and pressing their lips together. He walked Yunho back into the water before turning to the shelf to grab the body wash and squeeze a generous amount onto the matching sponge beside it.
Yunho stood still as Junsu ran the sponge along his shoulders, down his arms and up again to scrub along his chest and back, making sure each part was rinsed off properly before moving onto the next. He made quick work of Yunho’s backside and stomach before going down on his knees to work at Yunho’s legs, the older man’s cock meanwhile twitching in interest the closer Junsu got to it.
Finally finished with his task, Junsu let the sponge drop to the floor with a wet splat and then pressed his nose against the base of Yunho’s cock. With one hand on Yunho’s hip, Junsu cradled his balls in the other as he ran his tongue along the underside of Yunho’s cock.
It all started with this Junsu thought as he swirled his tongue around the tip before wrapping his lips around it firmly and giving it a light suck.
It all started with Yunho coming out of the shower, his hair wet, water trickling down his body and his half hard cock on full display in this warm, misty room. Junsu shut his eyes and pressed forward, taking Yunho’s cock further and further until he felt the blunt tip of the head hit the back of his throat.
Sucking in a breath through his nose, Junsu relaxed while Yunho slipped his fingers through Junsu’s hair and tugged.
They’d done this enough times that when Junsu moaned around the thick length in return, that was enough to let Yunho know he was ready.
Junsu kept still as Yunho slowly rolled his hips, pulling his cock out halfway before sliding right back in.
Funny, even though Yunho was the one on the receiving end, Junsu felt like he was the one receiving the pleasure. The feel of Yunho’s cock sliding between his lips, the soft velvety skin nudging along his tongue and hitting the back of his throat with every thrust, Junsu felt like he could come with just this. It was such a big difference from when he pleasured himself with fingers and toys, all those times were nothing compared to the real thing.
He traced Yunho’s hipbone with the hand resting there, while sliding his other hand from Yunho’s balls to trace at the furled skin around his entrance.
He heard Yunho’s breath hitch from above and opened his eyes to meet his gaze. With Yunho standing right under the spray of the water, Junsu was free from getting any water in his eyes. His gaze traveled down and he watched Yunho’s adam’s apple bob as the older man swallowed before slowly increasing his pace thrusting into Junsu’s mouth. Junsu pressed a finger right at the entrance but did nothing more just kept it there, letting Yunho control how much he wanted.
Yunho groaned and kept thrusting shallowly into Junsu’s mouth, every pull causing the tip of Junsu’s finger to breach just the edge of his entrance.
Junsu finally acquiesced when Yunho whispered his name in a soft plead. On the next roll of hips, Junsu added just a tiny bit more pressure and the tip entered Yunho with a soft push.
Yunho moaned, fingers tightening in Junsu’s hair as he made a few short sharp thrusts before stilling completely. Junsu shut his eyes as he felt Yunho coming down his throat in hot long spurts.
Pulling back, he lapped all around Yunho’s cock, making sure not to leave a single drop out. Sucking Yunho’s cock was addictive and he was pretty sure he could do it all day if Yunho let him.
Alas, Yunho was starting to shake from his ministrations after his climax and so he pressed one last kiss against Yunho’s hipbone before standing up on slightly shaky legs. Yunho was quick to catch him and wrapped his arms around Junsu’s waist to steady him.
Yunho then bent down to retrieve the sponge, run it under the water and apply a few dollops of body wash on it before returning the favour in washing Junsu’s body.
By the time he was done, the water started to run cold and both members decided it was probably best to get out the shower. Yunho stepped out first and grabbed two towels to hand one to Junsu.
They dried off in comfortable silence and shared a quick kiss before heading into their respective bedrooms for a change of clothes.
---
Yunho was in the kitchen, head in the fridge with only a pair of sweatpants on when Junsu entered in a wife beater and shorts. He came up and wrapped his arms around Yunho’s waist just as the older man retrieved an energy drink from the top shelf.
“Want one?” Yunho asked holding the bottle out.
Junsu shook his head and buried his nose along Yunho’s shoulder.
“Hungry,” he mumbled.
Indeed he was starving. He had a late breakfast with his family before leaving earlier that day and that was about it. He thought he would have ate something by the late afternoon. He hadn’t planned on taking a nap and then having an interrupted impromptu jerk off session followed by a sweet confession from both parties.
And as if to prove his point, Junsu stomach decided right then to let out a small rumble in protest.
Yunho chuckled and peered into the fridge again to see what was available.
Leftovers were out of the question since there hadn’t been anyone home in the past two days.
After a bit of scrounging around, they gathered some vegetables, eggs, a container of kimchi tucked away in the corner and some pork that Jaejoong had thought to put in the freezer before they left.
They set to work then, Yunho chopping up the vegetables and putting some rice on to cook while Junsu dealt with the frozen meat and grabbing all the appropriate seasonings and cooking utensils.
It still took them a while to accomplish the simple task of cooking but eventually there were two serves of Bibimbap sitting on the table and they grinned at each other as they took a seat. Of course the food looked nowhere near as good as when Jaejoong made it (nor did it taste as good, but you don’t really compare your cooking with Jaejoong’s) but it was food, edible and that was all that mattered.
Compared to the usual mess that would normally come about when there were five grown men at the dinner table, dinner tonight was quite … different.
Not that the two men were adverse to the loud and messy atmosphere that would normally occur when everyone else was present, but Junsu found he quite liked this change.
As they ate and conversed, Junsu found it was nice to have some peace and quiet at the dinner table. It was nice to able to sit close to each other and occasionally feed each other bites of their food (even though their plates were the same, but Junsu knew that Yunho really liked his carrots). It was nice to sit so close that their thighs and elbows were touching without anyone making a remark on it. It was also nice to steal kisses in between conversation.
It was selfish, but Junsu almost wished they had more days like today.
After eating, it felt almost natural to head over to the sink together to start the task of doing the dishes, Junsu washing and Yunho rinsing and stacking. Once Junsu packed all the leftover food away and Yunho had wiped down the counter and dining table, they made their way over to the couch.
Yunho laid down, head propped up on the armrest while Junsu wrapped his arms around Yunho’s waist, head on his chest, their legs entangled further down the end of the couch.
With one arm curled lightly around Junsu, Yunho used the other to flip through the channels, attempting to find something to settle down on.
Fifteen minutes later, Junsu gave up the pretence of watching the detective drama that Yunho had settled down on and shut his eyes as he focused on the warmth that was purely Yunho. The hand on his waist slowly moved up into his hair and made Junsu relax even further as Yunho gently carded his fingers through Junsu’s now dry hair.
Eventually Yunho caught on to Junsu’s inattention and tugged the younger man up a bit so he could bring their lips together for a kiss.
The remote fell to the floor with a dull thud that went unheard as they broke apart to look at each other. In an unspoken agreement, they untangled themselves and somehow made it to Junsu’s bedroom without a word and it wasn’t long before their clothes were on the floor, Junsu splayed out in the middle of the bed with Yunho hovering above him.
Slowly, Junsu wrapped his arms around Yunho’s shoulders, crossing them at the neck to tug the older man down for a kiss. It was sweet, unhurried, gentle as they took the time to explore each other’s mouths.
There was no need to rush this time. No one else was home. There was no need to stay quiet or hurry. They had all night and Junsu wanted to make the most of it.
Yunho broke off from the kiss first to trail his lips down Junsu’s jaw and throat. As he left a wet trail down Junsu’s neck he whispered with a chuckle that he may or may not had done a bit of research while back at home and wanted to experiment a bit more.
Junsu’s response was to giggle and nod his head in agreement.
To think this had all started out as just an experiment.
At least it kind of made sense as to why Yunho was suddenly so daring after coming back from their short break. He would have to remember to ask just what sort of research Yunho did when they were done.
Right now though, Junsu just shut his eyes and moaned as Yunho explored his chest, tongue coming out to flick at a nipple before sucking it between his teeth as he brought a hand up to fondle and pinch the other.
Junsu could only continue to gasp in pleasure as he tried to stop himself from thrusting up against Yunho’s stomach. It was so, so different when it was someone else doing the pleasuring for you.
Yunho continued his way down, hands running down Junsu’s stomach to his thighs, his lips and tongue following not far behind.
Junsu gripped the sheets on either side of him as Yunho pushed his legs up so his feet were flat on the bed and began kissing and sucking on the inside of his thighs. Goosebumps rose up and pebbled all along his skin as Junsu discovered just how sensitive his thighs were.
They never had time to take things slow like this.
A loud moan left his lips as one of Yunho’s hands left his legs to press lightly at Junsu’s entrance.
“Lube?” Yunho whispered softly, cheek pressed lightly to the now marked skin along Junsu’s thighs.
Junsu swallowed another moan and reached blindly under his pillow for his emergency stash and quickly handed it to Yunho.
Yunho pressed one more lingering kiss right at the juncture where thigh and hip met before taking the lube in hand and uncapping it.
With his eyes still shut in pleasure, Junsu heard rather than saw Yunho squirt some of the slick substance out and rub it between his fingers before replacing the cap.
At the first touch of Yunho’s finger at his entrance, Junsu whimpered and rolled his hips, eager to have more.
Yunho took his time though, nevermind what they did in the shower, it was as if even the leader wanted to savour the time they had tonight too.
He slowly eased the first finger in, adding a second one in when Junsu’s moans turned to pleads.
On the third finger, Yunho circled his other hand around the base of Junsu’s cock before leaning down to wrap his lips around the tip.
Junsu clenched tightly around Yunho’s fingers as he thrust his hips up in pleasure.
Yes, yes, yes, the real thing is so much better Junsu thought with a whimper as Yunho curled and scissored his fingers whilst simultaneously trying to swallow as much of Junsu’s cock down his throat as was possible.
“Enough,” Junsu panted out, hands reaching down to tug Yunho up.
A wet plop sounded into the otherwise silent room as Yunho released Junsu’s cock and slowly slid his fingers out.
“I need you hyung, please,” Junsu pleaded as he trailed his hands down to fondle Yunho’s cock.
Yunho’s whole body shivered and he quickly batted Junsu’s hands away as he fumbled for the lube.
Junsu watched as Yunho’s fingers shook slightly as he poured a generous amount out to slick up and down his cock before replacing the cap and tossing the bottle to the side.
Grabbing one of Yunho’s arms, Junsu pulled him close for a reassuring kiss.
Even though he’d pleasured himself so many times himself, in a way, this was his first time too (with another man) and he wanted to let Yunho know that it was okay to be nervous, that he was nervous too.
Lifting his hips up, Junsu grabbed a pillow to tuck under his hips before spreading his legs further apart. Reaching down, he slowly guided the tip of Yunho’s cock to his now slick entrance.
“Okay hyung?” Junsu whispered.
Yunho nodded as he took a firm hold of Junsu’s hips.
A push, and then the tip of Yunho’s cock pushed past that tight ring of muscle.
Junsu bit his lip at the sensation of Yunho’s cock finally breaching his ass.
“Okay?’ he asked for good measure.
“Y-yeah,” Yunho replied shakily, eyes locked on the area where their bodies were currently connected in the most intimate way possible.
“Keep going,” Junsu urged encouragingly with a small roll of his hips even as a small moan of pleasure left his lips.
Yunho swallowed hard and tightened his hold on Junsu’s hips as he pushed in ever so slowly.
“So … tight. Su, gods you’re so tight, so hot,” Yunho whispered in awe as he watched his cock disappear inch by slow inch into Junsu’s body.
Junsu’s hands had somehow found their way to the headboard now and he clutched at it desperately as he tried to refrain himself from just thrusting down onto Yunho’s cock.
Gods it felt amazing.
It felt like forever, but finally Yunho released his hold on Junsu’s hips to trace where he was now balls deep inside the younger man.
“C-can I move?” Yunho asked in an almost reverent tone, as if he was afraid to ruin the moment.
Junsu let out a huff of laughter.
“Of course you can, in fact if you don’t move in the next five seconds I’m going to flip us over and do it myself.”
Yunho didn’t seem to need more encouragement than that, and with one last shaky breath, gripped Junsu by the back of his thighs and slowly, ever so slowly pulled out, watching entranced as Junsu’s ass clenched tightly around his cock like it didn’t want to let him go, before slowly pushing back all the way in again.
Junsu had never felt so full before. He knew Yunho was bigger than the dildo, bigger than the vibrator, longer and thicker than his fingers, he knew all this but still he was surprised at how full he felt.
“Gods hyung,” he breathed out, as he tilted his head to try and get a glimpse of Yunho’s cock penetrating his body.
Yunho himself couldn’t seem to bring his eyes away as he continued to thrust in and out of Junsu’s tight, wet heat.
It was hot, so, so hot and Junsu finally gave in and reached down to wrap a hand around his cock and tug in time to Yunho’s slowly increasing pace.
Sweat slicked their bodies and Yunho slipped his hands up from Junsu’s thighs to the back of his knees for a better grip.
“Hyung, I think I’m close,” Junsu breathed out.
“Yeah … me too Su … let’s … together,” Yunho panted out as he shut his eyes in concentration.
Moans and heavy pants escaped Junsu’s lips while Yunho grunted in time to his erratic thrusts, the sound of skin slapping against skin intermingling with their noises of pleasure.
It didn’t take much longer, especially with Yunho hitting him in all the right spots and after a few more harsh tugs, Junsu came with a scream of Yunho’s name, white ropes of come landing on his chest and stomach.
Yunho gasped, eyes flying open at the feel of Junsu clenching tightly around his cock as he rode out his orgasm. It was erotic, watching Junsu lose himself with no boundaries. A few more thrusts and Yunho’s whole body stilled, Junsu’s name leaving his lips in a soft cry as he coated Junsu’s walls with his release.
It was quiet in the room for a few minutes as Yunho slowly pulled out to flop down on the bed beside Junsu. Junsu whimpered as his body suddenly clenched at nothing. Still, it was a good feeling though and with a smile Junsu turned on his side to throw an arm and leg over the leader’s torso.
“Alright?” Junsu asked as he pressed a kiss to Yunho’s shoulder.
Yunho wriggled around a bit until they were face to face before replying with a kiss of his own to Junsu’s lips.
“Yeah, more than alright,” he replied with a grin.
Junsu giggled and left it at that. He was exhausted, Yunho was exhausted, they could talk tomorrow.
One last press of lips and then Junsu closed his eyes, giving in to exhaustion. By the time Yunho had drawn the blankets up around their bodies, Junsu was fast asleep.
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Morning dawned bright and early, with Junsu having set an early alarm to prepare them for the catastrophic day that was it was bound to be, what with the other members returning and their managers no doubt ready to fill them in on their packed schedules.
A muffled groan sounded from behind him as Junsu reached out blindly to shut off the dreaded blaring coming from his phone.
“Mmmm … morning,” Yunho mumbled sleepily when Junsu wriggled back into his embrace after flinging his phone away.
Junsu giggled and turned around to place a kiss to the corner of Yunho’s lips.
“Morning hyung,” he replied, unable to take his eyes away from the adorable form of a sleep rumpled Yunho in bed beside him.
Yunho yawned and buried his head deeper into the pillows, as if that would make the world stop for just a few more minutes.
This, this is what I want to wake up to every morning for the rest of my life Junsu thought with a smile. It didn’t matter how hard they worked during the day, how busy their schedules were or how tired and exhausted they were after a grueling five hour dance practice. At the end of the day and the beginning of each morning, Junsu just wanted this man to be in his arms.
Everyone could have U-Know Yunho - the fans, the staff, their managers, their friends, the other members.
But Junsu wanted Jung Yunho all to himself. It was selfish of him but as he looked down at Yunho who had by now, somehow managed to tuck his head under Junsu’s chin and wrap his arms tightly around Junsu’s body, Junsu had a feeling that Yunho felt the exact same for him.
Five more minutes, Junsu thought with a smile as he closed his eyes and returned the embrace. There was still plenty of time left to prepare for the day before the other members returned to their dorms.
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“I can’t believe it’s Tuesday already,” Yoochun whined as they stepped through the doors of their dorms.
Jaejoong ignored the younger man and made his way past to dump his bags in the middle of the living room.
“You’ve been saying that the whole way back,” Changmin said with a smack to the back of Yoochun’s head.
Yoochun sighed and turned around to swoon in the maknae’s arms.
“But Minnie, we were having such a good time. Surely with your cute and adorable looks, you can convince manager hyung to give us the rest of the week off.”
Changmin scoffed and attempted to flick the human sized leech off him but Yoochun only sighed again as he tucked his head under the younger man’s chin.
Jaejoong ignored the new lovebirds and went in search of the other two members. He hadn’t heard from Yunho but Junsu had texted him yesterday to say he would be back by yesterday afternoon. He did notice the leader’s favourite pair of sneakers at the entryway though so he knew they were both in the dorms somewhere.
As he made his way down the hallway he couldn’t help but smile to himself as he thought of what had transpired on their drive back home.
It hadn’t taken long for Yoochun to break the silence in the car to tell him the whole story about how his dear ‘Minnie’ had presented the older man with a box of chocolates and flowers in a shy confession on the afternoon they’d left Jaejoong’s house. Changmin had then proceeded to correct the story by saying that he was not shy, and only a real man would confess first; the world would have ended if he had waited for Yoochun to do it first. When Yoochun had started to protest, saying he was planning on confessing, but that he was just waiting for the perfect moment, Jaejoong had slapped a hand in the general direction of Yoochun to shut him up before concentrating on the road before him since he was the one driving.
A quick glance through the open doorway of Yunho and Changmin’s bedroom let him know it was empty, so he turned his gaze to the closed doorway of Junsu’s room.
Slipping his phone out of his pocket, Jaejoong pressed his ear to the door and, upon hearing nothing, smiled and opened the door.
The sight that greeted him made the oldest member of the group want to squeal in delight.
With the blankets drawn up to their bare shoulders, their arms visibly wrapped around each other under said blankets, Yunho’s face tucked snugly under Junsu’s chin and both member’s hair all ruffled up ... it was enough blackmail material to last for a lifetime.
Quickly snapping a handful of photos from different angles and being careful not to disturb their sleep, Jaejoong let out a giggle before stepping back out the room and shutting the door quietly behind him. He was going to have so much fun when they woke up.
♥End♥
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Chapter 12: Naked, Wet and No Longer in Denial
Chapter 11: Realizations and Discoveries
Chapter 10: Handjobs and More Kisses
Chapter 9: Reassuring Kisses
Chapter 8: One Step Closer
Chapter 7: Confessions and Misunderstandings
Chapter 6: Curiosity
Chapter 5: Awkward Moments
Chapter 4: More Toys
Chapter 3: More Experiments
Chapter 2: Research and Experiments
Chapter 1: Naked, Wet and in Denial
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A/N: Wow ...I don’t even know where to start with this. First and foremost, thank you so much and a thousand times sorry. Thank you for everyone’s continued support with this fic and so, so sorry for the long wait in between updates (3 years and 7 months!). Lots happened, from real life problems, to losing my muse for writing, to tuning out from kpop world for a bit, to turning into a lazy bum that I am … just lots haha.
After my last post of chapter 11, I kept telling myself I would not leave it for a year again - and I didn’t, instead I left it for almost four years T_T After completing chapter 11, I had tried to jot down notes on what I wanted to happen in this last chapter, attempted to write a couple of paragraphs, but my mind would just come up blank and then the fic would be left untouched again for god knows how long. I think two years down the track I had started writing a bit more, but then I lost the plot again and couldn’t find the motivation to write more so I dropped it … again.
I think my problem with this fic is that, because I’ve spent such a long time on it, I didn’t want to just rush the ending and throw it aside. I wanted to make sure I put my all into this last chapter so I wouldn’t leave readers and myself disappointed. Countless times I’ve read really good fics, but then because the author loses interest in their work, the ending is rushed and that just ruins everything.
It has never been my attention to abandon this fic, I knew I would always come back to it one day :) I’ve met great friends through this fic (and probably lost some now TT). It still is my first ever chaptered dbsk fic, and therefore very precious, so I would never abandon it. I’m sorry it took me so long to complete this fic, I feel like such a horrible author for leaving everyone hanging.
I do hope that everyone enjoyed reading this last chapter of Experiments and Crushes. Because of the length of time in between updates, I’m not sure if my writing style has changed, but if you did notice any difference, I hope it doesn’t separate this chapter from the rest of the fic too much. I do know that I frustrated myself multiple times when I kept switching between past and present tense by accident OTL
A little more about this fic though … tbh this fic had started off as a oneshot when I first started writing it. It was more of a PWP, which was why the first few chapters were mainly just pure smut. It was only later that I decided I wanted HoSu to have sweet, fluffy feelings for each other and so I stretched it out … I honestly didn’t think it would take me five whole years to finish it though OTL I also didn’t intend on including YooMin in here too, it sort of just happened :P
Anyway, if anyone has any questions at all about this fic (whether it’s because I may have left something out or if you’re just curious about anything on the sidelines) please feel free to ask them in the comments below :) I’ll answer everything!
That being said, I am still in the dbsk fandom and I am still hoping to continue writing for this beautiful community. But knowing me, please don’t expect anything too soon hahahha :) I’m also currently obsessed once again with the harry potter fandom - drarry or snarry anyone? :D they were actually my first introduction into the world of fandom fanfics and fanarts back in my teenage days lol ahh it never hurts to step back into the past right :3 So yes, I’ll be trying my hand at writing HP maybe pretty soon~ I’ve created an account over at AO3 and am thinking of posting my dbsk fics there too, but for now, it’s for my snarry and drarry stalking purposes and hopefully in the near future, for my hp fics too :)
If you've managed to read to the end of this, thank you again so much again for your love and support /tackles and glomps everyone/ xoxoxo
Author: chocolet89
Pairing: Yunho/Junsu
Rating: NC-17
Length: 12/12 (complete!)
Genre: Fluff, Humor, Smut
Summary: Junsu walks in on Yunho coming out of the shower one day and his feelings towards the leader are never the same again. As he slowly comes to terms with his newfound sexuality, Junsu also learns ways of pleasuring himself he never thought was possible before
Chapter 12 - Naked, Wet and No Longer in Denial
Two hours later, Junsu woke up with Yunho's arms wrapped tightly around him and he wondered if he could wake up to this every day. It just felt so warm and secure and he couldn't help but snuggle closer, shifting to close any distance between them. The action however caused Yunho to stir and Junsu froze as Yunho slowly pulled away.
Shyly, Junsu looked up into the leader's eyes only to smile when he took sight of Yunho's ruffled up hair and half closed lids. He liked seeing this side of Yunho, the side that Yunho would try and hide from the outside world. Again he wondered how it would be like if he could wake up to this every day.
"Hi?" Junsu whispered quietly with a shy smile.
Yunho chuckled and returned the greeting before leaning forward to peck Junsu on the lips.
Junsu wondered when it had suddenly become so natural for the two of them to act like this.
No matter how many times Yunho kissed him out of the blue, it still surprised Junsu and stirred the butterflies in his stomach.
Wanting more, Junsu pressed forward as Yunho went to pull away and pressed their lips together again. Yunho didn't protest and they shared small pecks, keeping it simple and sweet.
When they pulled back, foreheads still pressed together, Junsu couldn’t help but smile again.
“This feels really nice,” he whispered into the silence.
“What does, kissing?” Yunho mumbled sleepily, he was still sort of in the half awake state of mind.
Junsu traced his fingers lightly along Yunho’s shoulder.
“Just … all of this. Waking up next to you, in your arms, kissing you, it feels nice, just the two of us.” Junsu had trouble finding the right words to try and explain himself. He didn’t know what caused him to suddenly blurt all this out. He only wanted to share his feelings but right now it sounded like some sort of confession.
Oh god was he confessing his feelings now?
Yunho swallowed and pulled back to look at Junsu, eyes becoming more focused and less sleep induced.
“Really? You mean all of that?”
“Uhh … yes?”
Junsu suddenly wondered if he’d revealed too much. He should really learn to keep his mouth shut. But he did promise himself that he would confess after their nap … right?
Yunho studied him carefully and Junsu tried not to squirm under his gaze.
“Junsu,” Yunho started but before he could say anything after that Junsu cut him off.
“I like you.”
Well those weren’t exactly the words he had planned on saying but it was too late now. He could hear his inner conscience laughing at him but he ignored it in favour of continuing on.
“I like you hyung,” he repeated again. “I didn’t tell you before because I wasn’t sure of my own feelings, and I wasn’t sure of yours, and I’m still not sure because you said you were experimenting too, and I guess I said I was too - experimenting that is - but I’m not anymore because I know now for certain that I like you and … and I don’t even know what I’m saying anymore,” Junsu finished off in a rush before taking in some much needed air.
Silence descended between them for what felt like hours to Junsu but in actual fact was only less than a minute.
Junsu didn’t dare look up to see what Yunho was looking like now, afraid of what he would see - rejection? Instead he focused on the way Yunho’s arms were still around him which gave him some hope since Yunho hadn’t jumped out of bed and away from him yet.
“You … like me?” Yunho finally whispered.
Junsu swallowed hard and nodded.
“You’re … not just saying all this because we’re naked in bed together?”
Junsu wondered just how much clarification Yunho needed on his confession. Did he need Junsu to write it on a piece of paper with a signature at the end? Junsu wanted to laugh but he really didn’t think that would be the appropriate answer at the moment and so he just shook his head in response.
Silence again, and then unexpectedly Yunho laughed.
Not expecting this response Junsu looked up, an angry retort on the tip of his tongue thinking Yunho was laughing and making fun of his feelings when he was shocked once again.
Yunho’s face was practically beaming in happiness and his eyes were shining with something that was definitely not the mocking Junsu was expecting.
“I’m sorry Su-ah,” Yunho exclaimed as he pulled Junsu in for a hug.
“W-what? What are you sorry for?” Junsu was a bit lost.
“I know it’s probably hard to believe this but trust me when I say that I’ve liked you for a long time now too and to hear you say all that just then, it just made me so happy I was kind of at a loss for words.”
Junsu blinked.
What?
“You … like me?” he asked, repeating the same words Yunho had said just moments ago.
Yunho pulled back with a grin.
“I believe that’s what I just said.”
Junsu blinked again.
“Oh.”
Probably not the smartest response.
Yunho saved him from saying something stupid and explained.
“I guess in a way, I wasn’t so sure myself in the beginning. I mean, you’ve always had a special spot in my heart. And it’s not just because we’ve known each other the longest or because you were one of the first people to help me when I first arrived in the big city, going so far as to take me in. Su, you’ve never judged me or outed me, you were always there for me when I needed a shoulder to lean on.
“With you it’s different. I was confused at first at what I was feeling. I didn’t know why I’d feel angry or upset when I saw you spending more and more time with Yoochun. I lied when I said I was experimenting, saying things like wanting to help you out and lending a hand and all that stuff . In truth, I just wanted all of your attention, I wanted to tell you I like you, but I was scared and didn’t want to push you away.”
Yunho swallowed thickly and paused for a breath, unsure of how to end it.
“But yeah … I really do like you Junsu.”
All throughout this, Junsu lay silent, stunned at such a sweet and honest confession.
He was supposed to be the one pouring his heart out right now, he was the one who was supposed to be in an awkward position and yet here Yunho was doing just that.
‘I …’ Junsu really was at a lost for words himself.
He tried to put together something nice in his head in return but in the end just gave up and opened his mouth, hoping that whatever came out was comprehensible.
“That’s so sweet hyung, really it is. I-I don’t really know what to say to that except that I really like you too and,” here Junsu chuckled a bit before continuing. “I can’t believe we spent so long dancing around each other. I’m glad we got it all out though because I’m really, really happy right now.”
Junsu tilted his head up and their gazes met, both holding it for a few seconds longer before the corners of Junsu’s lips turned up as a smile formed on his face.
A giggle escaped followed shortly by another and soon Junsu was a bundle of laughing, trembling mess in Yunho’s arms.
He’d spent so long denying and worrying over his feelings for the older man, and when he’d finally realized it, had hyperventilated over how to confess. And now that it was out, it was all just so easy. and not only that, Yunho had been feeling the same all along.
When he finally calmed down again, their gazes met again and then Junsu was leaning forward and pressing their lips together.
"So … wanna take that shower now?" Yunho asked when they broke apart.
Junsu grinned.
"Sure."
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Junsu was nervous.
He didn't know why. Or well, maybe he did know but it was silly. So silly. Yunho had just seen him naked two hours ago, he'd walked in on Junsu masturbating for christs sake.
But still Junsu was nervous, of Yunho seeing him naked in the shower. It just felt more ... exposed? Maybe it was to do with the fact that when they were in bed, they were always either only half naked or they had the blankets over them. But here in the shower, under the bright light in the bathroom, Yunho could see every dip and curve of his body, every flaw and freckle. It wasn't as if Junsu was ashamed of his body or anything. But whenever he compared his body to Yunho's, he always felt like he needed to work out more, tone his body more, slim down his ass more or something.
"What's wrong Su?" Yunho's voice echoed in the shower startling Junsu out of his thoughts.
Junsu looked up to see Yunho in the shower stall with hot steaming water pouring over his body. He could feel himself drooling at the sight and quickly shook his head as he took a step in to join the older man. It wasn't until Yunho wrapped his arms around him that he remembered Yunho had asked him a question.
"Nothing," he replied swiftly while watching the water cascade down Yunho's toned chest, the dried come from their previous activity washing down the drain.
"Nothing?"
Junsu sighed.
"Just admiring your body and wishing I was as toned as you are, that's all."
Yunho quirked an eyebrow at him and chuckled.
"You are toned Su."
Junsu opened his mouth to deny it only to close it as Yunho ran a hand up his back and then down along his side and stopping at his waist.
"You're perfect Su," Yunho whispered, leaning forward to lick a wet trail up his neck.
"H-hyung," Junsu stammered out, hands clenching into fists as Yunho cupped his ass and bit his shoulder at the same time.
Yunho smiled into his skin and then his hands started roaming all over Junsu's body, up his back again, down his chest to his abs, along his waist, hips and back down to his ass again all the while peppering kisses along Junsu's shoulders.
"You're perfect," Yunho repeated again and then gently pushed Junsu against the wall. The tiles were cool but Junsu's body felt like it was on fire and he whimpered at the contrast.
Following the droplets of water on the younger man's skin, Yunho licked a trail down from Junsu's shoulder to his chest, licking at a hardening bud and then going lower on his knees to lap at Junsu's navel.
Junsu cried out, throwing his head back to smack against the tiles. The pain reminded him that this was real but just in case, Junsu looked down to see that indeed Yunho was on his knees in front of him.
Firm hands gripped his hips keeping him steady and Junsu was glad because he could feel his knees going weak as Yunho nipped at his navel before following his happy trail and going down lower and lower until his lips were inches away from Junsu's now hard cock.
When Yunho looked up, Junsu could swear he saw the older man's eyes twinkle before Yunho leant forward to lick at the tip, eyes never breaking contact.
Junsu let out a ragged breath, unable to look away as Yunho wrapped those sinful lips around the head and sucked.
"F-fuck," was the only thing Junsu's mind could come up with.
Still keeping eye contact, Yunho slowly took Junsu's cock deeper in his mouth, stopping when the tip touched the back of his throat.
Junsu didn't think it could feel any better, but then as he shifted to try and stabilize himself upright, Yunho's throat did that thing where he tried to swallow around Junsu's cock but ended up taking Junsu half an inch deeper as his gag reflex reacted and Junsu felt like he was in heaven.
Yunho saw the reaction and did it again and this time Junsu broke eye contact as he threw his head back and moaned out loud, his cry echoing around the bathroom.
He could feel Yunho smile around his cock before pulling back and then taking it down his throat again. The older man started a slow pace, sucking Junsu's cock skilfully making Junsu wonder if he'd been taking lessons on it.
Just as he felt his orgasm building up, Yunho pulled back and then flipped him around. Junsu yelped and quickly put his hands up on the wall to stop himself from face planting against it.
"What -" his question was cut off abruptly as Yunho spread his ass cheeks open and then Junsu felt something wet slide up his cleft and gasped in surprise.
Yunho grinned and did it again, licking up and then down Junsu's cleft before tracing around the rim of his entrance.
Junsu shut his eyes and pressed his forehead against the wall with a shaky moan. It was such a delicious feeling. He knew what it felt like to finger himself, and use toys to replace a cock, but he couldn't experience anything on rimming. It was amazing and Junsu felt like he was in heaven. He now understood why those on the receiving end in the videos he watched always looked like they were on cloud nine.
Yunho's tongue circled around his entrance a few more times before suddenly delving in as deep as he could inside Junsu's body.
Junsu's mind went blank and he wasn't sure if he screamed or not. Probably.
Hands curling into fists on the wall, Junsu bit his lip as Yunho probed his tongue deep inside before retreating, lapping at his entrance and then pushing in again. It was as if Yunho was trying to map each and every inch that he could reach of Junsu's ass.
Junsu couldn't tell how long Yunho teased him for like this. The pleasure was endless and he was on the verge of begging Yunho to stroke him off when the leader pulled back abruptly for the second time that day leaving Junsu's mind confused for a second.
Junsu twisted his head around in question only to see Yunho coating his hands in a generous amount of body lotion. Yunho caught his gaze and winked as his snapped the cap of the body lotion shut. Junsu groaned and turned back around to lean his forehead against the cool tiles.
Leaning forward, Yunho spread Junsu open again with one hand and pressed a finger to his entrance.
Junsu’s whole body shook in anticipation and when Yunho slowly slid his finger in, Junsu couldn’t help the moan that slipped past his lips.
Yunho set a slow pace, thrusting his finger all the way in and then pulling back slow enough that Junsu could feel the drag. Another digit joined not long after and then Junsu was crying and scrambling for purchase on the slippery tiles as Yunho crooked his fingers and hit that magical spot.
“Okay?” Yunho whispered in concern.
Junsu nodded his head even as his ass clenched tightly around Yunho’s finger.
“More … that spot … again hyung … please,” Junsu whimpered brokenly.
Fortunately, Yunho seemed to make sense of his gibberish and did just that.
Junsu moaned long and loud, his whole body tensing in delight as Yunho added another finger and continued to hit the same spot over and over again.
Reaching down, Junsu wrapped his fingers around his cock and pumped in time to Yunho’s thrusts. It didn’t take much longer and soon he was coming, pulsing white hot spurts of come onto the tiles in front of him.
He felt a shiver run through him as Yunho slipped his fingers out and then stand up to wrap his arms around his waist.
Junsu took another few deep calming breaths before turning around and pressing their lips together. He walked Yunho back into the water before turning to the shelf to grab the body wash and squeeze a generous amount onto the matching sponge beside it.
Yunho stood still as Junsu ran the sponge along his shoulders, down his arms and up again to scrub along his chest and back, making sure each part was rinsed off properly before moving onto the next. He made quick work of Yunho’s backside and stomach before going down on his knees to work at Yunho’s legs, the older man’s cock meanwhile twitching in interest the closer Junsu got to it.
Finally finished with his task, Junsu let the sponge drop to the floor with a wet splat and then pressed his nose against the base of Yunho’s cock. With one hand on Yunho’s hip, Junsu cradled his balls in the other as he ran his tongue along the underside of Yunho’s cock.
It all started with this Junsu thought as he swirled his tongue around the tip before wrapping his lips around it firmly and giving it a light suck.
It all started with Yunho coming out of the shower, his hair wet, water trickling down his body and his half hard cock on full display in this warm, misty room. Junsu shut his eyes and pressed forward, taking Yunho’s cock further and further until he felt the blunt tip of the head hit the back of his throat.
Sucking in a breath through his nose, Junsu relaxed while Yunho slipped his fingers through Junsu’s hair and tugged.
They’d done this enough times that when Junsu moaned around the thick length in return, that was enough to let Yunho know he was ready.
Junsu kept still as Yunho slowly rolled his hips, pulling his cock out halfway before sliding right back in.
Funny, even though Yunho was the one on the receiving end, Junsu felt like he was the one receiving the pleasure. The feel of Yunho’s cock sliding between his lips, the soft velvety skin nudging along his tongue and hitting the back of his throat with every thrust, Junsu felt like he could come with just this. It was such a big difference from when he pleasured himself with fingers and toys, all those times were nothing compared to the real thing.
He traced Yunho’s hipbone with the hand resting there, while sliding his other hand from Yunho’s balls to trace at the furled skin around his entrance.
He heard Yunho’s breath hitch from above and opened his eyes to meet his gaze. With Yunho standing right under the spray of the water, Junsu was free from getting any water in his eyes. His gaze traveled down and he watched Yunho’s adam’s apple bob as the older man swallowed before slowly increasing his pace thrusting into Junsu’s mouth. Junsu pressed a finger right at the entrance but did nothing more just kept it there, letting Yunho control how much he wanted.
Yunho groaned and kept thrusting shallowly into Junsu’s mouth, every pull causing the tip of Junsu’s finger to breach just the edge of his entrance.
Junsu finally acquiesced when Yunho whispered his name in a soft plead. On the next roll of hips, Junsu added just a tiny bit more pressure and the tip entered Yunho with a soft push.
Yunho moaned, fingers tightening in Junsu’s hair as he made a few short sharp thrusts before stilling completely. Junsu shut his eyes as he felt Yunho coming down his throat in hot long spurts.
Pulling back, he lapped all around Yunho’s cock, making sure not to leave a single drop out. Sucking Yunho’s cock was addictive and he was pretty sure he could do it all day if Yunho let him.
Alas, Yunho was starting to shake from his ministrations after his climax and so he pressed one last kiss against Yunho’s hipbone before standing up on slightly shaky legs. Yunho was quick to catch him and wrapped his arms around Junsu’s waist to steady him.
Yunho then bent down to retrieve the sponge, run it under the water and apply a few dollops of body wash on it before returning the favour in washing Junsu’s body.
By the time he was done, the water started to run cold and both members decided it was probably best to get out the shower. Yunho stepped out first and grabbed two towels to hand one to Junsu.
They dried off in comfortable silence and shared a quick kiss before heading into their respective bedrooms for a change of clothes.
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Yunho was in the kitchen, head in the fridge with only a pair of sweatpants on when Junsu entered in a wife beater and shorts. He came up and wrapped his arms around Yunho’s waist just as the older man retrieved an energy drink from the top shelf.
“Want one?” Yunho asked holding the bottle out.
Junsu shook his head and buried his nose along Yunho’s shoulder.
“Hungry,” he mumbled.
Indeed he was starving. He had a late breakfast with his family before leaving earlier that day and that was about it. He thought he would have ate something by the late afternoon. He hadn’t planned on taking a nap and then having an interrupted impromptu jerk off session followed by a sweet confession from both parties.
And as if to prove his point, Junsu stomach decided right then to let out a small rumble in protest.
Yunho chuckled and peered into the fridge again to see what was available.
Leftovers were out of the question since there hadn’t been anyone home in the past two days.
After a bit of scrounging around, they gathered some vegetables, eggs, a container of kimchi tucked away in the corner and some pork that Jaejoong had thought to put in the freezer before they left.
They set to work then, Yunho chopping up the vegetables and putting some rice on to cook while Junsu dealt with the frozen meat and grabbing all the appropriate seasonings and cooking utensils.
It still took them a while to accomplish the simple task of cooking but eventually there were two serves of Bibimbap sitting on the table and they grinned at each other as they took a seat. Of course the food looked nowhere near as good as when Jaejoong made it (nor did it taste as good, but you don’t really compare your cooking with Jaejoong’s) but it was food, edible and that was all that mattered.
Compared to the usual mess that would normally come about when there were five grown men at the dinner table, dinner tonight was quite … different.
Not that the two men were adverse to the loud and messy atmosphere that would normally occur when everyone else was present, but Junsu found he quite liked this change.
As they ate and conversed, Junsu found it was nice to have some peace and quiet at the dinner table. It was nice to able to sit close to each other and occasionally feed each other bites of their food (even though their plates were the same, but Junsu knew that Yunho really liked his carrots). It was nice to sit so close that their thighs and elbows were touching without anyone making a remark on it. It was also nice to steal kisses in between conversation.
It was selfish, but Junsu almost wished they had more days like today.
After eating, it felt almost natural to head over to the sink together to start the task of doing the dishes, Junsu washing and Yunho rinsing and stacking. Once Junsu packed all the leftover food away and Yunho had wiped down the counter and dining table, they made their way over to the couch.
Yunho laid down, head propped up on the armrest while Junsu wrapped his arms around Yunho’s waist, head on his chest, their legs entangled further down the end of the couch.
With one arm curled lightly around Junsu, Yunho used the other to flip through the channels, attempting to find something to settle down on.
Fifteen minutes later, Junsu gave up the pretence of watching the detective drama that Yunho had settled down on and shut his eyes as he focused on the warmth that was purely Yunho. The hand on his waist slowly moved up into his hair and made Junsu relax even further as Yunho gently carded his fingers through Junsu’s now dry hair.
Eventually Yunho caught on to Junsu’s inattention and tugged the younger man up a bit so he could bring their lips together for a kiss.
The remote fell to the floor with a dull thud that went unheard as they broke apart to look at each other. In an unspoken agreement, they untangled themselves and somehow made it to Junsu’s bedroom without a word and it wasn’t long before their clothes were on the floor, Junsu splayed out in the middle of the bed with Yunho hovering above him.
Slowly, Junsu wrapped his arms around Yunho’s shoulders, crossing them at the neck to tug the older man down for a kiss. It was sweet, unhurried, gentle as they took the time to explore each other’s mouths.
There was no need to rush this time. No one else was home. There was no need to stay quiet or hurry. They had all night and Junsu wanted to make the most of it.
Yunho broke off from the kiss first to trail his lips down Junsu’s jaw and throat. As he left a wet trail down Junsu’s neck he whispered with a chuckle that he may or may not had done a bit of research while back at home and wanted to experiment a bit more.
Junsu’s response was to giggle and nod his head in agreement.
To think this had all started out as just an experiment.
At least it kind of made sense as to why Yunho was suddenly so daring after coming back from their short break. He would have to remember to ask just what sort of research Yunho did when they were done.
Right now though, Junsu just shut his eyes and moaned as Yunho explored his chest, tongue coming out to flick at a nipple before sucking it between his teeth as he brought a hand up to fondle and pinch the other.
Junsu could only continue to gasp in pleasure as he tried to stop himself from thrusting up against Yunho’s stomach. It was so, so different when it was someone else doing the pleasuring for you.
Yunho continued his way down, hands running down Junsu’s stomach to his thighs, his lips and tongue following not far behind.
Junsu gripped the sheets on either side of him as Yunho pushed his legs up so his feet were flat on the bed and began kissing and sucking on the inside of his thighs. Goosebumps rose up and pebbled all along his skin as Junsu discovered just how sensitive his thighs were.
They never had time to take things slow like this.
A loud moan left his lips as one of Yunho’s hands left his legs to press lightly at Junsu’s entrance.
“Lube?” Yunho whispered softly, cheek pressed lightly to the now marked skin along Junsu’s thighs.
Junsu swallowed another moan and reached blindly under his pillow for his emergency stash and quickly handed it to Yunho.
Yunho pressed one more lingering kiss right at the juncture where thigh and hip met before taking the lube in hand and uncapping it.
With his eyes still shut in pleasure, Junsu heard rather than saw Yunho squirt some of the slick substance out and rub it between his fingers before replacing the cap.
At the first touch of Yunho’s finger at his entrance, Junsu whimpered and rolled his hips, eager to have more.
Yunho took his time though, nevermind what they did in the shower, it was as if even the leader wanted to savour the time they had tonight too.
He slowly eased the first finger in, adding a second one in when Junsu’s moans turned to pleads.
On the third finger, Yunho circled his other hand around the base of Junsu’s cock before leaning down to wrap his lips around the tip.
Junsu clenched tightly around Yunho’s fingers as he thrust his hips up in pleasure.
Yes, yes, yes, the real thing is so much better Junsu thought with a whimper as Yunho curled and scissored his fingers whilst simultaneously trying to swallow as much of Junsu’s cock down his throat as was possible.
“Enough,” Junsu panted out, hands reaching down to tug Yunho up.
A wet plop sounded into the otherwise silent room as Yunho released Junsu’s cock and slowly slid his fingers out.
“I need you hyung, please,” Junsu pleaded as he trailed his hands down to fondle Yunho’s cock.
Yunho’s whole body shivered and he quickly batted Junsu’s hands away as he fumbled for the lube.
Junsu watched as Yunho’s fingers shook slightly as he poured a generous amount out to slick up and down his cock before replacing the cap and tossing the bottle to the side.
Grabbing one of Yunho’s arms, Junsu pulled him close for a reassuring kiss.
Even though he’d pleasured himself so many times himself, in a way, this was his first time too (with another man) and he wanted to let Yunho know that it was okay to be nervous, that he was nervous too.
Lifting his hips up, Junsu grabbed a pillow to tuck under his hips before spreading his legs further apart. Reaching down, he slowly guided the tip of Yunho’s cock to his now slick entrance.
“Okay hyung?” Junsu whispered.
Yunho nodded as he took a firm hold of Junsu’s hips.
A push, and then the tip of Yunho’s cock pushed past that tight ring of muscle.
Junsu bit his lip at the sensation of Yunho’s cock finally breaching his ass.
“Okay?’ he asked for good measure.
“Y-yeah,” Yunho replied shakily, eyes locked on the area where their bodies were currently connected in the most intimate way possible.
“Keep going,” Junsu urged encouragingly with a small roll of his hips even as a small moan of pleasure left his lips.
Yunho swallowed hard and tightened his hold on Junsu’s hips as he pushed in ever so slowly.
“So … tight. Su, gods you’re so tight, so hot,” Yunho whispered in awe as he watched his cock disappear inch by slow inch into Junsu’s body.
Junsu’s hands had somehow found their way to the headboard now and he clutched at it desperately as he tried to refrain himself from just thrusting down onto Yunho’s cock.
Gods it felt amazing.
It felt like forever, but finally Yunho released his hold on Junsu’s hips to trace where he was now balls deep inside the younger man.
“C-can I move?” Yunho asked in an almost reverent tone, as if he was afraid to ruin the moment.
Junsu let out a huff of laughter.
“Of course you can, in fact if you don’t move in the next five seconds I’m going to flip us over and do it myself.”
Yunho didn’t seem to need more encouragement than that, and with one last shaky breath, gripped Junsu by the back of his thighs and slowly, ever so slowly pulled out, watching entranced as Junsu’s ass clenched tightly around his cock like it didn’t want to let him go, before slowly pushing back all the way in again.
Junsu had never felt so full before. He knew Yunho was bigger than the dildo, bigger than the vibrator, longer and thicker than his fingers, he knew all this but still he was surprised at how full he felt.
“Gods hyung,” he breathed out, as he tilted his head to try and get a glimpse of Yunho’s cock penetrating his body.
Yunho himself couldn’t seem to bring his eyes away as he continued to thrust in and out of Junsu’s tight, wet heat.
It was hot, so, so hot and Junsu finally gave in and reached down to wrap a hand around his cock and tug in time to Yunho’s slowly increasing pace.
Sweat slicked their bodies and Yunho slipped his hands up from Junsu’s thighs to the back of his knees for a better grip.
“Hyung, I think I’m close,” Junsu breathed out.
“Yeah … me too Su … let’s … together,” Yunho panted out as he shut his eyes in concentration.
Moans and heavy pants escaped Junsu’s lips while Yunho grunted in time to his erratic thrusts, the sound of skin slapping against skin intermingling with their noises of pleasure.
It didn’t take much longer, especially with Yunho hitting him in all the right spots and after a few more harsh tugs, Junsu came with a scream of Yunho’s name, white ropes of come landing on his chest and stomach.
Yunho gasped, eyes flying open at the feel of Junsu clenching tightly around his cock as he rode out his orgasm. It was erotic, watching Junsu lose himself with no boundaries. A few more thrusts and Yunho’s whole body stilled, Junsu’s name leaving his lips in a soft cry as he coated Junsu’s walls with his release.
It was quiet in the room for a few minutes as Yunho slowly pulled out to flop down on the bed beside Junsu. Junsu whimpered as his body suddenly clenched at nothing. Still, it was a good feeling though and with a smile Junsu turned on his side to throw an arm and leg over the leader’s torso.
“Alright?” Junsu asked as he pressed a kiss to Yunho’s shoulder.
Yunho wriggled around a bit until they were face to face before replying with a kiss of his own to Junsu’s lips.
“Yeah, more than alright,” he replied with a grin.
Junsu giggled and left it at that. He was exhausted, Yunho was exhausted, they could talk tomorrow.
One last press of lips and then Junsu closed his eyes, giving in to exhaustion. By the time Yunho had drawn the blankets up around their bodies, Junsu was fast asleep.
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Morning dawned bright and early, with Junsu having set an early alarm to prepare them for the catastrophic day that was it was bound to be, what with the other members returning and their managers no doubt ready to fill them in on their packed schedules.
A muffled groan sounded from behind him as Junsu reached out blindly to shut off the dreaded blaring coming from his phone.
“Mmmm … morning,” Yunho mumbled sleepily when Junsu wriggled back into his embrace after flinging his phone away.
Junsu giggled and turned around to place a kiss to the corner of Yunho’s lips.
“Morning hyung,” he replied, unable to take his eyes away from the adorable form of a sleep rumpled Yunho in bed beside him.
Yunho yawned and buried his head deeper into the pillows, as if that would make the world stop for just a few more minutes.
This, this is what I want to wake up to every morning for the rest of my life Junsu thought with a smile. It didn’t matter how hard they worked during the day, how busy their schedules were or how tired and exhausted they were after a grueling five hour dance practice. At the end of the day and the beginning of each morning, Junsu just wanted this man to be in his arms.
Everyone could have U-Know Yunho - the fans, the staff, their managers, their friends, the other members.
But Junsu wanted Jung Yunho all to himself. It was selfish of him but as he looked down at Yunho who had by now, somehow managed to tuck his head under Junsu’s chin and wrap his arms tightly around Junsu’s body, Junsu had a feeling that Yunho felt the exact same for him.
Five more minutes, Junsu thought with a smile as he closed his eyes and returned the embrace. There was still plenty of time left to prepare for the day before the other members returned to their dorms.
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“I can’t believe it’s Tuesday already,” Yoochun whined as they stepped through the doors of their dorms.
Jaejoong ignored the younger man and made his way past to dump his bags in the middle of the living room.
“You’ve been saying that the whole way back,” Changmin said with a smack to the back of Yoochun’s head.
Yoochun sighed and turned around to swoon in the maknae’s arms.
“But Minnie, we were having such a good time. Surely with your cute and adorable looks, you can convince manager hyung to give us the rest of the week off.”
Changmin scoffed and attempted to flick the human sized leech off him but Yoochun only sighed again as he tucked his head under the younger man’s chin.
Jaejoong ignored the new lovebirds and went in search of the other two members. He hadn’t heard from Yunho but Junsu had texted him yesterday to say he would be back by yesterday afternoon. He did notice the leader’s favourite pair of sneakers at the entryway though so he knew they were both in the dorms somewhere.
As he made his way down the hallway he couldn’t help but smile to himself as he thought of what had transpired on their drive back home.
It hadn’t taken long for Yoochun to break the silence in the car to tell him the whole story about how his dear ‘Minnie’ had presented the older man with a box of chocolates and flowers in a shy confession on the afternoon they’d left Jaejoong’s house. Changmin had then proceeded to correct the story by saying that he was not shy, and only a real man would confess first; the world would have ended if he had waited for Yoochun to do it first. When Yoochun had started to protest, saying he was planning on confessing, but that he was just waiting for the perfect moment, Jaejoong had slapped a hand in the general direction of Yoochun to shut him up before concentrating on the road before him since he was the one driving.
A quick glance through the open doorway of Yunho and Changmin’s bedroom let him know it was empty, so he turned his gaze to the closed doorway of Junsu’s room.
Slipping his phone out of his pocket, Jaejoong pressed his ear to the door and, upon hearing nothing, smiled and opened the door.
The sight that greeted him made the oldest member of the group want to squeal in delight.
With the blankets drawn up to their bare shoulders, their arms visibly wrapped around each other under said blankets, Yunho’s face tucked snugly under Junsu’s chin and both member’s hair all ruffled up ... it was enough blackmail material to last for a lifetime.
Quickly snapping a handful of photos from different angles and being careful not to disturb their sleep, Jaejoong let out a giggle before stepping back out the room and shutting the door quietly behind him. He was going to have so much fun when they woke up.
♥End♥
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Chapter 12: Naked, Wet and No Longer in Denial
Chapter 11: Realizations and Discoveries
Chapter 10: Handjobs and More Kisses
Chapter 9: Reassuring Kisses
Chapter 8: One Step Closer
Chapter 7: Confessions and Misunderstandings
Chapter 6: Curiosity
Chapter 5: Awkward Moments
Chapter 4: More Toys
Chapter 3: More Experiments
Chapter 2: Research and Experiments
Chapter 1: Naked, Wet and in Denial
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A/N: Wow ...I don’t even know where to start with this. First and foremost, thank you so much and a thousand times sorry. Thank you for everyone’s continued support with this fic and so, so sorry for the long wait in between updates (3 years and 7 months!). Lots happened, from real life problems, to losing my muse for writing, to tuning out from kpop world for a bit, to turning into a lazy bum that I am … just lots haha.
After my last post of chapter 11, I kept telling myself I would not leave it for a year again - and I didn’t, instead I left it for almost four years T_T After completing chapter 11, I had tried to jot down notes on what I wanted to happen in this last chapter, attempted to write a couple of paragraphs, but my mind would just come up blank and then the fic would be left untouched again for god knows how long. I think two years down the track I had started writing a bit more, but then I lost the plot again and couldn’t find the motivation to write more so I dropped it … again.
I think my problem with this fic is that, because I’ve spent such a long time on it, I didn’t want to just rush the ending and throw it aside. I wanted to make sure I put my all into this last chapter so I wouldn’t leave readers and myself disappointed. Countless times I’ve read really good fics, but then because the author loses interest in their work, the ending is rushed and that just ruins everything.
It has never been my attention to abandon this fic, I knew I would always come back to it one day :) I’ve met great friends through this fic (and probably lost some now TT). It still is my first ever chaptered dbsk fic, and therefore very precious, so I would never abandon it. I’m sorry it took me so long to complete this fic, I feel like such a horrible author for leaving everyone hanging.
I do hope that everyone enjoyed reading this last chapter of Experiments and Crushes. Because of the length of time in between updates, I’m not sure if my writing style has changed, but if you did notice any difference, I hope it doesn’t separate this chapter from the rest of the fic too much. I do know that I frustrated myself multiple times when I kept switching between past and present tense by accident OTL
A little more about this fic though … tbh this fic had started off as a oneshot when I first started writing it. It was more of a PWP, which was why the first few chapters were mainly just pure smut. It was only later that I decided I wanted HoSu to have sweet, fluffy feelings for each other and so I stretched it out … I honestly didn’t think it would take me five whole years to finish it though OTL I also didn’t intend on including YooMin in here too, it sort of just happened :P
Anyway, if anyone has any questions at all about this fic (whether it’s because I may have left something out or if you’re just curious about anything on the sidelines) please feel free to ask them in the comments below :) I’ll answer everything!
That being said, I am still in the dbsk fandom and I am still hoping to continue writing for this beautiful community. But knowing me, please don’t expect anything too soon hahahha :) I’m also currently obsessed once again with the harry potter fandom - drarry or snarry anyone? :D they were actually my first introduction into the world of fandom fanfics and fanarts back in my teenage days lol ahh it never hurts to step back into the past right :3 So yes, I’ll be trying my hand at writing HP maybe pretty soon~ I’ve created an account over at AO3 and am thinking of posting my dbsk fics there too, but for now, it’s for my snarry and drarry stalking purposes and hopefully in the near future, for my hp fics too :)
If you've managed to read to the end of this, thank you again so much again for your love and support /tackles and glomps everyone/ xoxoxo