It's been a while, I haven't been using this blog as a documentation blog in a while because I've been posting pretty regular short thoughts and updates on tumblr which makes things easier to get out and makes me feel less inclined to really think too deeply about anything. I unpack stuff in mouthfuls of posts and there was not much to really vent ( Read more... )

I went out the second time this senior year where I go out late at night and go to bars and clubs and stuff and it was great! The first time I went to a club I was 18 and in high school and it was awkward and scary but now it was just literally me and 3 other girls and I jammed out I didn't care what they did I just shook my body and danced and it ( Read more... )

It is 5 in the morning and I have only just gotten back. I am fatigued but feeling good ( Read more... )

Just officially started my last year of college...I think I felt this way last year starting, maybe, but I'm having a hard time seeing myself in an academic setting right now? Maybe it's because I held an actual 9-5 job over the summer and spent the last month at home where I did close to nothing on a daily basis, but now that I'm back, I see so ( Read more... )

I'm going to take some time and VENT here because this is the second time this happened and thankfully I had a group with me so I didn't have to feel that shitty feeling again last quarter I don't need to CRY about it this time ( Read more... )

The weekend started out kind of bummy but today was a very good day and I'm maybe 90% recharged to return to society and be social again ( Read more... )

I called home today after weeks of not doing so and I drove my mom out of bed and she was grumpy at first but I think she was happy to talk to me…she started out sounding a little disgruntled but eventually we were just talking before the connection was lost ( Read more... )

He pulled at my sleeve today to indicate he wanted to kiss me, I'm literally floored. I'm on the floor.

It kind of makes me sad it doesn't really mean anything to me. 

He said he thinks I'm cute and I'm great to hang out with and has liked me for the past 8 weeks ( Read more... )

Posting here again because I know too many of my followers on tumblr personally ( Read more... )