a good day
The weekend started out kind of bummy but today was a very good day and I'm maybe 90% recharged to return to society and be social again!
Phinix had their annual photoshoot today and of course I was feeling extremely unmotivated during my solo shots….I don't really know the photographer very well so I felt a little uncomfortable striking anything too crazy which I am opt to do, and A wasn't there to take the edge off so I took some really boring, awkward poses which is saddening because I took some group shots with people a little while later and I got my energy up to take a lot more and do more with my body. So it's sad that the photos I'm in alone will be dull but I think I had a lot of fun taking pictures with everyone and especially with my friends…I was energized because of that.
I skipped the formal because it was the annual FSC department dinner and we went to Little Goat and it was good! As a 21yo I could finally order drinks and I'm sure my boss must have thought I was a lush ordering two but I didn't care. I didn't have to pay. I'm going to consume as much money as possible. The food was good! The drinks were okay. I talked to my boss a little…I guess I got to know her a little and everyone was nice and even though I didn't know everyone there super well it was still a good vibe…strange. But I was full and content afterwards.
I think I'll need one more day of relative solitude and I should be okay! My hormones must be swinging around. I'm glad my friends are coming back in a few days and things should go back to normal.
Phinix had their annual photoshoot today and of course I was feeling extremely unmotivated during my solo shots….I don't really know the photographer very well so I felt a little uncomfortable striking anything too crazy which I am opt to do, and A wasn't there to take the edge off so I took some really boring, awkward poses which is saddening because I took some group shots with people a little while later and I got my energy up to take a lot more and do more with my body. So it's sad that the photos I'm in alone will be dull but I think I had a lot of fun taking pictures with everyone and especially with my friends…I was energized because of that.
I skipped the formal because it was the annual FSC department dinner and we went to Little Goat and it was good! As a 21yo I could finally order drinks and I'm sure my boss must have thought I was a lush ordering two but I didn't care. I didn't have to pay. I'm going to consume as much money as possible. The food was good! The drinks were okay. I talked to my boss a little…I guess I got to know her a little and everyone was nice and even though I didn't know everyone there super well it was still a good vibe…strange. But I was full and content afterwards.
I think I'll need one more day of relative solitude and I should be okay! My hormones must be swinging around. I'm glad my friends are coming back in a few days and things should go back to normal.