I wish I knew how to slip myself out of this situation and literally get the hell out of dodge. While I have left the awkward position from before, I feel like I've entered a weirder limbo stage where I'm not to fault but I just feel awkward and bad about the situation. I feel like I've inadvertently given T the green light to try and pursue a ( Read more... )

I'm going to take some time and VENT here because this is the second time this happened and thankfully I had a group with me so I didn't have to feel that shitty feeling again last quarter I don't need to CRY about it this time ( Read more... )

I really miss my friends who are abroad. It's not a soul-crushing, angst-ridden kind of missing but it's acute and daily enough for me to really notice their absence in my life. I have people I am spending time with and killing the time with and talking to and I would probably tell my friends the same things I tell the people I have here but…it's ( Read more... )

I went out for dinner with a bunch of my friends yesterday for one of my roommate's birthdays and just before and during and a little after I just sort of was hit home by how great it and how right it was. I think there are just so many changes and a lot of different things happening now that's reminding me that I'm really getting older and so is ( Read more... )

Casually listening to one of my roommates talk to another of my roommates and she is concerned with having a small friend group so she is considering joining a sorority. I'm feeling the same sort of pressure, I feel like a lot of people around me have more friends than I do, but I guess if she is feeling this I'm not alone?? But as an upperclassman ( Read more... )

Maybe I should just accept the fact that I will be a mediocre human being with awful prospects because I don't come from old money and have no actual marketable traits.

I want to ruin our friendship
We should be lovers instead
I don't know how to say this
'Cause you're really my dearest friend.

arg the sky is turning blue and I haven't slept at all tonight yet but ( Read more... )

Now that I've had more time to think and dwell on it, maybe the problem isn't really on me and more on societal norms and okay, maybe on me too a little ( Read more... )

If I were to write a manual or something about how to score with a girl, it would literally be this ( Read more... )