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C for Effort
I haven't written here in a really long time.... Mostly because this past semester was insane. It was everything; hectic, stressful, miserable a lot of times, lonely, hard, short and long at the same time. Ugh. It was bad. And instead of maybe taking it as a chance to grow, I sunk right back into my old habits. Doing nothing when I could be ( Read more... ) -
Life these days
Welll it's been a really long time. Or at least it feel liks it has. I seriously love rider. I picked the right school for me. I wish I came here freshman year sometimes, but I guess that's a dumb thought because I would have never taken accounting, and I would never have ended up as motivated as I am now. But still sometimes, I wonder what it ( Read more... ) -
A Point of Transition
Well hello lj! I haven't been here in a while!!! This summer has been quite insane.
I am moving into Rider in 8 days!!!! OMG I can't believe this! I feel like I just decided to go there like yesterday!!!! I can't freaking wait!! My house is beginning to feel more and more hostile with my mom, and I just can't wait to get away. Plus, I pretty ( Read more... ) -
So here it is...
I knew this time would come, I have kind of been waiting for it. When almost everyone I know is graduating without me. It's weird. It's not really as bad as I expected, but it definitely still makes me feel crappy. I just keep trying to remember that although my path might have been a little longer than some, it is not better or worse than ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
My life is so crazy right now. I couldn't even schedule a time to talk to chantel about my big decision of which college to go to. She is being so sweet and offering all the time but I can never do it. =[ It made me feel terrible. So today I'm sick of wasting time and mopin around. My life is hard and I just need to step up to the plate and ( Read more... ) -
Insanity
Hello lj. I'm back. This semester has been pretty wild. I have wanted to write here so many times, but for most of the semester I have not known what to say. I got my associate's degree last semester, but I didn't know I was getting it until the last minute. I thought I would still be in school, taking at least 3 classes maybe more. However ( Read more... ) -
Sometimes.....
I feel like I have so much to say that I don't know where to start ( Read more... ) -
Random thoughts...
I wish it was you reading this.... every time I see "invisible guest" I wish it was you. =/ Why do you hate me so much?
I got the highest grade on the test in my business law 2 class!! AGAIN!!! This is the second time so far!!!!! I also have one more test grade to get that it is possible, but I doubt it for that one lol. I just want to finish that ( Read more... ) -
I don't even know what my problem is today...
I am just in the worst mood ever. It's terrible and I hate it. The past year or so I feel like I have been really trying to be a happy positive person, and it has worked well for the most part. Then I have days like this where it did not work so well, and I miss that happy feeling. It will be back, probably a lot sooner than I think, but right ( Read more... ) -
It's that time of the year again....
MAN. Today was a long. long. day. I stayed up until 4 30 last night finishing my business law project, then I had to make up the test and also hand in a bunch of stuff with the test. OMG. THAT PROJECT. Ugh. Part of me still is in disbelief that I finished it. It was rough man. I did the math, and the project is somewhere between 44-52 pages ( Read more... )