Dec 04, 2010 03:17
MAN. Today was a long. long. day. I stayed up until 4 30 last night finishing my business law project, then I had to make up the test and also hand in a bunch of stuff with the test. OMG. THAT PROJECT. Ugh. Part of me still is in disbelief that I finished it. It was rough man. I did the math, and the project is somewhere between 44-52 pages!!!!!!!!!!!! RIDIC. I am SO proud o have finished it though because usually those big projects mess me up really bad in school. Granted, I had to stay up really late, I had to rush and print it out and school, but ITS DONE. Which is an improvement on my Law 1 project. (And this project was even bigger than that one!!!) I feel like I am finally over messing up in school, and yes, I have been a little more occupied with the project this week than other things, it did NOT make me fail anything or force me to skip classes, which is usually what I do to myself. I finished it on time, I even did the extra credit. The only thing I did was lose a few hours of sleep. And I DO recognize that I should have started about 3 days to a week earlier and this would have had 0 stress. BUT like I said it is a major improvement from the past =]
My 70 on my calc tes however, is not!!!! =[ But my prof is probably going to let us ake corrections for extra points!!!! HOPE SOOOOOO!!!!! AH I want an A so bad!!! It's annoying bc I know I CAN get one I just didn't put in the time. Well,I want to ace the final, so that will be changing!!!!!!!! I feel like my prof works really hard and I am not returning the effort!! I will have to kick ass on the final! I knw I can get an A.
I feel like I need to pull my shit together and beast the rest of the semester out!!! I really think I can do it HOWEVER.... there are somme things plaguing my mind, and I def have some anxiety about them. =[ I have been playing with my hair all night.... like too much. Honestly, I think I need to have sex. lol Me and RIco never ever have time ughhh.... but I think I could use the release for sure right now!!!! lol
I am so anxious about my project for business law bc I need as man points as i can get. He gave a 30 point quiz and long story short I got a 0. He said I could hand it in a dif day than the day it was due, now all of a sudden he is not taking it.... whatverrrrrrrr I didn;t even know what to say lol.... like ummmmmm? You told me I could do this!!! I specifically ASKED about THIS. gahhh... anyway... I need a 160 out of 150 on that project. (10 pts extra credit) and then that would kind of outweigh the 30 points, so it is really like a net of 20 points I am missing. 20 points is the equivalent of four absences in the class, and I ahve seen 90% of our class skip more than 4 times, SO hopefully that will even out the scoreboard a lil. If you are wondering why I care what the rest of the class does, it is bc my prof grades the class in a matter of points. The end result of all hw test and whatever points add up to be somewhere around 550... he will find the person out of all his classes of a subject and use that persons points to compare to everyone else. So, if you have 90% of the points the top score has, you have a 90 in the class. IT's a pain, but it allows me to use my stregizing skills in finding people's weaknesses and using it to my advantage!! lol Fallig aseep... anxious still =/