Still trying to piece together in my head exactly what the point would be of showing my face anywhere.  Half of me misses the interaction of old friends and a (bigger) half of me is pretty content not to do anything but stay at the tower and keep to myself.  I do not tend to show my face in public, more for a lack of desire to interact with ( Read more... )

Everything is working according to plan.  It's nice to have things going right for once in a great while.

I haven't received any further letters and I'm hoping it's because the situations in question have resolved themselves.  Dae is doing nicely, constructed and functioning perfectly, giving me enough space to turn more necessary attention to ( Read more... )

The occasional trip into the Undercity yielded nothing of interest until today.  Two letters were waiting for me.  One from Bloodaxe and the other from Pook.

Bloodaxe has requested some form of meeting, but after his adamant insistence that I not send any letters or tell anyone where I am, I am dubious about sending any replies.  Pook's letter says ( Read more... )

We've moved to the tower.  It's isolated, but not as far away as I necessarily would have thought , but I don't expect anyone will come looking for us here.  We've moved everything we need and continue to work on fashioning him into the vision of perfection we both imagine.  It was far more difficult to leave than I would have anticipated, but I ( Read more... )

I went looking for Bloodaxe. Ran into him at his secret hiding spot. He said he was looking for me as well. We flew to Everlook and went a bit further away into the forests and talked for a bit.

He said I should go. And I couldn't agree more. Said he couldn't protect me anymore and that I need to lay low before more things go wrong. And he's ( Read more... )

Entirely too many things to juggle at the moment. Dae's construction is going as planned and we took a test run at the Kodo last night while I was on pins and needles with anxiety. He spent a large deal of time sitting right behind Bloodaxe who I managed to say good evening to and nothing else.

Talk about Theramore was rampant, as was expected. ( Read more... )

I went to speak with Pook last night.  Bloodaxe was there, but left shortly.  Gari left with him.  Silly puffball always did take well to Bloodaxe.  Probably hoping everything will smooth over.

Evidently Bloodaxe thought I was acting smug.  I can't imagine where he got the idea.  I wanted to get it over with and I was angry that he'd pushed me that ( Read more... )

Continuing to work on Dae.  It's only a matter of time before I have everything in place.  He continues to be a comfort, a source of companionship, an escape.  And a growing necessity for my continued survival.  I'm not sure what it is now that keeps me from stepping out of the house and not braining the first dull face I see.  This place is so - ( Read more... )

Bloodaxe came to me yesterday. Talked to me about Pook and explained something that required no explaining. Of all the people to talk about coping mechanisms to, he thinks I need to be told about them? He thinks I don't know what she's doing?

Spending time with Dae has turned into more an escape than anything unsettling. He sensed my anger ( Read more... )

We're leaving soon to continue on our journey. We went to Silvermoon and got into Sen's vault. There were so many things there, waiting inside. Files, briefcases, strange violins and other modified instruments. Several pairs of goggles. Far instructed me to grab certain things and said if there was anything else I wanted to take, that I could ( Read more... )