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Bloodaxe came to me yesterday. Talked to me about Pook and explained something that required no explaining. Of all the people to talk about coping mechanisms to, he thinks I need to be told about them? He thinks I don't know what she's doing?
Spending time with Dae has turned into more an escape than anything unsettling. He sensed my anger likely before I even walked through the door and I told him what happened without mentioning names. He said it just furthered his reasoning that others will disappoint.
And yet he doesn't feel this way about me. About putting his trust in me. He continues to try and put my fears to rest and I continue to worry to some degree. It won't end until he's been given a physical form and hasn't tossed me aside once the deed is done.
I think I've been acting a little distant toward the crew. I'll need to make sure to attend the Kodo so nothing seems amiss. Until then, however, I'll need to find a few suitable subjects for a base.
So this is what it feels like.
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