Everything is working according to plan.  It's nice to have things going right for once in a great while.

I haven't received any further letters and I'm hoping it's because the situations in question have resolved themselves.  Dae is doing nicely, constructed and functioning perfectly, giving me enough space to turn more necessary attention to ( Read more... )

There have been one too many emotional things going on the last several days.  Or three too many.  I think I've hit my limit and might drift off for a while, take the runeblades off to the Highlands and disappear for a bit.

I'm just getting too emotional about things that don't concern me, as is my wont.  She was my friend, in a sense.  Toward the ( Read more... )

 I'm sorry journal, allow me to elaborate.

can't stop laughing

the look on her face was delicious.

what is wrong with you, stay away f

If your retarded friends are getting rid of me, I'm going to have my fun first.  And this was an excellent start.

AHAHAHAHAHAHA

*The writing is jagged, tearing through several of the journal's pages here and there. The only legible phrase on the entry itself is toward the bottom of the page.*

Is it our turn yet?

I -told- you, dearest thing. Didn't I?

what should I do? i've tried waiting. But then ... just like with Lindaris, what if after I start to move forward, suddenly they come around? what if I just need to hold out a little longer

No. We don't need anyone but eachother.

take the reins for a while.  I'm too tired

Everything I've done, I've ( Read more... )

It's true, to an extent, you know. What we told her. You -are- getting past all that. You're trying not to depend on him so much anymore. Not when he can't give you what you want and you know it.

But if I'm so far from the problem like he says, why can't he just ...

Don't try to make sense of it. What has your history taught you?That these ( Read more... )

These feelings suit you, little Hen.

There is no jealousy.

They make you squirm and writhe in your own imperfections.

Jealousy is not part of loving someone unconditionally.

You're making me laugh, -so hard-.

I felt -your- fear when Bloodaxe showed up. That was what was funny.

Watch yourself.All tense and nearly shaking. It's okay to admit ( Read more... )

He likes me more than he likes Rena oh gods

I'm not afraid I'm not afraid I'm not afraid

We both find your fear delicious, you know. Maybe I'll let you stay out for a while, let him spend some -quality- time with you. Maybe afterward you'll think twice about fighting my control.

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BA helped

Actually kinda scared her off for a little bit

So tired, need to find Doc while I'm still out.

She stepped on Gari's tail and I'll do more than that next time

Can't you go the fuck away? And stop leaving me with your injuries.

Can't let you go anywhere, precious. Besides, a little pain is good for you.

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