*A few smatters of blood have dried on random spots of the page.*

It's easier to deal with things now that I have the option to feed the blade again.

Soleina was at the Kodo before me last night, so she won our bet. ... She gets to take me out for ... Dinner.

After the Kodo though I had her and Bloodaxe meet me at the Wyvern's Tail. I laid out some ( Read more... )

I'm just going to get them both in the same room and we're going to talk like responsible, mature adults.

This can't possibly go wrong

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That could have gone worse. I think we both said things that we should have said a while ago. It was hard to say them. But... I think things are alright.

She said she did lose track of time, there was so much mana in Outland that she lost herself in it. I understand. She might not realize how -much- I understand, but.

you lied, you did enjoy ( Read more... )

I thought they would want to know.

Sent another letter to BA, apologized for wasting his time. I won't go to the Kodo tonight, I feel uneasy about going, and for absolutely no legitimate reason.

Maybe my brain is rotting. Things seem clearer today. I'll keep working on his gift.

I put the earrings away. Had a bit of a debate with Lok Doc about ( Read more... )

I witnessed something -

The fucking coward

I will rip his heart out through his throat

Keeping calm.

I'm not going to step away from this.  I don't care what he blames Bloodaxe for.  I really don't.  There is no justification for -

Just trying to hurt him BULLSHIT

He wouldn't have cared if he'd KILLED Bloodaxe

If he'd managed that, I

Keep calm, Arhena.   ( Read more... )

These feelings suit you, little Hen.

There is no jealousy.

They make you squirm and writhe in your own imperfections.

Jealousy is not part of loving someone unconditionally.

You're making me laugh, -so hard-.

I felt -your- fear when Bloodaxe showed up. That was what was funny.

Watch yourself.All tense and nearly shaking. It's okay to admit ( Read more... )