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It's true, to an extent, you know. What we told her. You -are- getting past all that. You're trying not to depend on him so much anymore. Not when he can't give you what you want and you know it.
But if I'm so far from the problem like he says, why can't he just ...
Don't try to make sense of it. What has your history taught you?
That these things always slip from my grasp in some way or another. Their death, -my- death, various ... problems.
Exactly. Can we both agree on a reasonable level that you don't need any of
No, I -do- need it. If I didn't need it, I would've stopped looking for it a long time ago. I might be dead, but I'm still ... why can't I just have it back? It's slipping away from me, no matter how much he tries to keep my hopes up.
Why are you going to keep hurting yourself playing second fiddle? You know the drill, they come to you when they need you and then leave when they don't. Sad, but true. It's been played out again and again with the same result. You're always there, they aren't. And you'll never understand it.
Don't cry. I'll take care of everything, you'll see.
But if I'm so far from the problem like he says, why can't he just ...
Don't try to make sense of it. What has your history taught you?
That these things always slip from my grasp in some way or another. Their death, -my- death, various ... problems.
Exactly. Can we both agree on a reasonable level that you don't need any of
No, I -do- need it. If I didn't need it, I would've stopped looking for it a long time ago. I might be dead, but I'm still ... why can't I just have it back? It's slipping away from me, no matter how much he tries to keep my hopes up.
Why are you going to keep hurting yourself playing second fiddle? You know the drill, they come to you when they need you and then leave when they don't. Sad, but true. It's been played out again and again with the same result. You're always there, they aren't. And you'll never understand it.
Don't cry. I'll take care of everything, you'll see.