I appreciate that Jan:
Never leaves me alone at a party, and if he does he makes sure that I'm absolutely okay
Puts me first always always always
Thinks highly of me even though I'm a sumo wrestler now!!
Enjoys exploring and adventuring and experiencing
Has no agenda
Wants to color coordinate outfits with me lol

I really like that Jan claps so hard when watching his team on the TV as if he's actually there. He's mostly so joyful and enthused and it's refreshing.

Jan is nice. We often hear that.

He's currently sound asleep (it's a bit past 2pm), and that's perfectly okay. It's odd that I'M not the one napping!

This is after we woke up around 5:30am and after he just got back around 12:30pm. So that he could share memories with his daughter, he often drives these 6-hour treks, sometimes 8+ hours, and often ( Read more... )

One of my recurring dreams is that I'm still 'with' Eric somehow and it's a nightmare. It's my own feeling of feeling trapped and helpless I think because i know how it feels now and how it would feel if i were still in that place. Words can't describe how relieved it feels waking up except just that weightless or a weight lifted.

In my dream, he ( Read more... )

I went through Jan's phone, with his permission of course, to see that he crops a lot of other people out of pics to just keep us in the frame, or does the same to my face a lot. I really like it !!!!! Also cuz i do the same lol. But to see a guy do that. That is cool !!!!!

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-Jolly's gonna have a new sibling (not from us) and she's NOT happy. It's funny. But not. We found out joking about future siblings and she said "you're not allowed to have any more babies... Cuz i said so!"
-she asked us why don't we get married already. Jeez!
-i usually pat her shoulder and she asked, "are we ever gonna escalate to the next step ( Read more... )

Today marks the 10th day straight that I've been with Jan, yay! Thank goodness for no long distance. Thanks that he moved 'down the street' for me. No arguments or fights-- let's keep it up. We still hang out at the kitchen counter, or on the bench outside, or wherever and talk. I noticed our everydays are comprised of us thanking each other, ( Read more... )

Mohamed asked me, "do you feel more adult?"

Honestly, i feel more like a kid.

Saturday after we had kbbq, her dinner of choice, we walked around The Grove to walk off our food. We stopped by the fountain and she said "being a water drop would be cool." Who of our "adult" friends would ever say that? I explained to her a bit about the hydrologic ( Read more... )