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The Truth
The truth is that I've felt so much duality lately. Feeling everything and nothing at the same time, yet I can't recall a time when I felt anything more than void. Like I'm only half a person. Like I'll never be whole. Like some part of myself was lost in the haze that was this year ( Read more... ) -
What Do I Have To Do?
What do I have to do to show you who I am ( Read more... ) -
Specific Skin
I'm Uninteresting ( Read more... ) -
Whats This Feeling?
Tonight (this morning?) I've asserted myself. Asserted myself to a degree that satisfies one of my intermost yearnings. To prove I exist to someone. Make some one else AWARE of my existence and my thoughts ( Read more... ) -
No Ending
I live on my own ( Read more... ) -
Reflection Part Drei
More stuff has happend. I thought maybe I'd write about it, instead of forgetting it ( Read more... ) -
Reflection Part Dos
I'm 18 now. The birthday celebration was pretty B.A. Got a bunch of my niggas from the block at my house for hotdogs and hamburgers. Mike, Kavon, Dustin, Marcus, Richard, Brent, and Aldwin were here. Wasn't as cool as last year, it was actually a total sausagefest, but whatever. I got my ears pierced. I thought since being 18 won't make me feel any ( Read more... ) -
what an awesome dream
i was dreaming for like 5 hours today, started at 8, ended at 12:30. it started out at my cousin's house in corpus. we were just watching tv, and we heard about some sort of epidemic, viral or otherwise. could have been a new breed of pandemic flu. but the evidence seemed to say otherwise. it was turning people into raging, out of control, berzerk ( Read more... ) -
Personal Feelings, Etc.
I've decided to write this down, so I don't forget it, like so much of what I feel. I want to remember this tomorrow. I'll try and gather my thoughts and feelings as best as I can ( Read more... ) -
Long Overdue Reflection
Been a while hasn't it ? I guess I've gotten so lost in the weeks of school and work to reflect on what has happend. a lot has happend between my last journal entry and now. i'm going to try and remember all the important stuff ( Read more... )