Long Overdue Reflection
Been a while hasn't it ? I guess I've gotten so lost in the weeks of school and work to reflect on what has happend. a lot has happend between my last journal entry and now. i'm going to try and remember all the important stuff.
- I quit Cici's Nov. 11. That was a sorta sad day, because I haven't seen anyone I used to work with since I quit. I miss working with everyone there.
- I got a new job at the Red Lobster off of 35. Its a good job with good pay with cool people, but for some reason, it doesn't seem right getting paid so much for such an easy job.
- I killed my cat Jinx while backing out of my driveway. That day, one of my worst fears came true. I don't think I ever cried so much in my entire life before that day. It still makes me really sad just to think about Jinx. She was the best. Me and this cat had a special bond. None of the other cats really got along with her, I was the only reason she stayed around. She was the cat that needed a little extra love, and it saddens me greatly that I had to be the one who took her life.
- I saw Converge and Kylesa in November with Laura and Aldwin. That was a really good show. Converge played alot of good stuff, almost all of the You Fail Me album. I haven't had time to get into No Heroes, Its not quite on par with You Fail Me, but its still pretty mean. Kylesa's life set was amazing. They played really tight. In spite of the lack of any old songs at all, their set was great. The new Kylesa album is less crusty and more of the neurosis influence that they showed on To Walk a Middlecourse.
- The L.O.B.S.T.E.R. project began when me and Marcus started collecting lobster shells to make an unnamed apparatus for wearing. I'm torn between making tribal necklaces or lobster claw gloves. either one would be pretty cool. I'll try and keep ya'll updated on that project.
- I've tried to establish a few continuities in my busy schedule. namely, making a time for Richard, Aldwin, and Laura.
- I've tried phasing out a few people I don't need or want in my life completely. Its hard, but I have to do it for my own good.
- I've sucessfully got my Econ. teacher to believe that I'm clinically depressed and on Zoloft. hah, I feel like an asshole for lying to him like that, but its all in good fun.
- My dad taught me how to change the oil in the car. I'll probably be doing that by myself next month. I feel somewhat useful now.
- I've decided I'm going to quit welding class. Mr. Crain is worthless, and I'm tired of him wasting my time.
- I saw Napalm Death last week with Laura. for the second time. That was a really great show. Napalm played tight as hell. I had a lot of fun being the one man circle pit. Got napalm's latest album, its grind as fuck and thrashy as hell. Saw a few of my show friends. Ceasar, Mike, Nico, Dustin & Lacey, and Vern. Though that was a good night, I still found something to feel shitty about...
- I quit Cici's Nov. 11. That was a sorta sad day, because I haven't seen anyone I used to work with since I quit. I miss working with everyone there.
- I got a new job at the Red Lobster off of 35. Its a good job with good pay with cool people, but for some reason, it doesn't seem right getting paid so much for such an easy job.
- I killed my cat Jinx while backing out of my driveway. That day, one of my worst fears came true. I don't think I ever cried so much in my entire life before that day. It still makes me really sad just to think about Jinx. She was the best. Me and this cat had a special bond. None of the other cats really got along with her, I was the only reason she stayed around. She was the cat that needed a little extra love, and it saddens me greatly that I had to be the one who took her life.
- I saw Converge and Kylesa in November with Laura and Aldwin. That was a really good show. Converge played alot of good stuff, almost all of the You Fail Me album. I haven't had time to get into No Heroes, Its not quite on par with You Fail Me, but its still pretty mean. Kylesa's life set was amazing. They played really tight. In spite of the lack of any old songs at all, their set was great. The new Kylesa album is less crusty and more of the neurosis influence that they showed on To Walk a Middlecourse.
- The L.O.B.S.T.E.R. project began when me and Marcus started collecting lobster shells to make an unnamed apparatus for wearing. I'm torn between making tribal necklaces or lobster claw gloves. either one would be pretty cool. I'll try and keep ya'll updated on that project.
- I've tried to establish a few continuities in my busy schedule. namely, making a time for Richard, Aldwin, and Laura.
- I've tried phasing out a few people I don't need or want in my life completely. Its hard, but I have to do it for my own good.
- I've sucessfully got my Econ. teacher to believe that I'm clinically depressed and on Zoloft. hah, I feel like an asshole for lying to him like that, but its all in good fun.
- My dad taught me how to change the oil in the car. I'll probably be doing that by myself next month. I feel somewhat useful now.
- I've decided I'm going to quit welding class. Mr. Crain is worthless, and I'm tired of him wasting my time.
- I saw Napalm Death last week with Laura. for the second time. That was a really great show. Napalm played tight as hell. I had a lot of fun being the one man circle pit. Got napalm's latest album, its grind as fuck and thrashy as hell. Saw a few of my show friends. Ceasar, Mike, Nico, Dustin & Lacey, and Vern. Though that was a good night, I still found something to feel shitty about...