Whats This Feeling?
Tonight (this morning?) I've asserted myself. Asserted myself to a degree that satisfies one of my intermost yearnings. To prove I exist to someone. Make some one else AWARE of my existence and my thoughts.
I did it, and now I have a strange feeling. I'm talking so fast now, and thinking even faster. I can't stop. Endless possibility has revealed itself to me again, and I can't tell if I'm excited or frightened. I feel as if what I do now will make a thousand more dimensions in the polygon, leading to nothing short of extasy, but a million more, still leading to endless sorrow and self defeating confidence in myself.
The emptiness in my soul is going to be replaced with something soon, what that something is still remains to be seen...
I don't even know if I can sleep tonight (THIS MORNING???)
I did it, and now I have a strange feeling. I'm talking so fast now, and thinking even faster. I can't stop. Endless possibility has revealed itself to me again, and I can't tell if I'm excited or frightened. I feel as if what I do now will make a thousand more dimensions in the polygon, leading to nothing short of extasy, but a million more, still leading to endless sorrow and self defeating confidence in myself.
The emptiness in my soul is going to be replaced with something soon, what that something is still remains to be seen...
I don't even know if I can sleep tonight (THIS MORNING???)