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Isn't it weird to feel so alone in a situation when you have your best friends that care, right next to you. My mind is slowly dissapating away. May God have mercy on my soul..... -
Ummmmm....about that....
I am so lost.....yeah vague.... -
My Own Fears Destroy Any Given Thought As to What I Need......
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Oh man...
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I sense much fear in you....
So much fuckin anger.....and no way to show it. I have no clue why, eihter. It's like this emotion just keeps swelling up insides of me and won't leave. Some days have been better than others. Last night and today though have been horrid. I have no idea what I have...but I am thinking I can't do this. I am not as strong willed as I might have ( Read more... ) -
Son of a monkey's uncle....
I do not know what to do. So confused and lost. I keep getting pushed away sometimes and I do not know how to handle that. Every relatioship prior to this one has been so close and intamite, this one has its moments but there is still this distance. What the fuck.....I don't know. I liiike here a lot. Hell, fuck, we said it but we have even ( Read more... ) -
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So yeah, sitting here next to Chelsea right now. I have no clue what to talk about or what to do. Boredom tends to ben an ender of things. Will that happen to me? I have no fucking clue. It could very well be. I mean I like to do things. I like to party, drink, and what not. The only problem tends to be where the fuck is all that going on. I hate ( Read more... ) -
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Fuck all. What should I think? Do you have any idea how confusing this is right now???????? -
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So yeah, bored and can't sleep. Oh well, it is more time on here I suppose. Anyways, woo-hoo. A sincere and blant shout of happiness. Ha ha, you all thought it could not be done, but, you know what, FUCK YOU!!!! I mean that in the nicest of ways. I am who I want to be and no matter what, I am not what you think. So take that, punk. There is such a ( Read more... ) -
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Well, Well, what to say. I feel much better. I think the thing that most people do not ever get about me is my closure problem. Only, one girlfriend has ever noticed it. Others, I guess just do not see it. I suppose I can see how it is missed. A mere oversight. Yet, a big problem for me. Tonight, closure has happened and I feel better. A lot better ( Read more... )