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Well, Well, what to say. I feel much better. I think the thing that most people do not ever get about me is my closure problem. Only, one girlfriend has ever noticed it. Others, I guess just do not see it. I suppose I can see how it is missed. A mere oversight. Yet, a big problem for me. Tonight, closure has happened and I feel better. A lot better. To you, I just want to say I am sorry that I came off dickish and uncaring. I never meant it. It was just a built up of emotions that I should have let out a while ago. I once again apoligize for hurting you. Do not feel bad. Hopefully, over time, or now even, you will understand. You are still important and a friendship with you would be very well apreciated. To be honest, you were my best friend for the time and it was good. I still want that friendship to cherish as long as my hear ticks. Please, consider it.
As for my life besides the previous, it has been fucking good. I have landed two jobs. Working on starting a business endeavor with my uncle. I have met some lovely ladies. Most do not add up to much, I suppose, but it is nice to know one is still considered a worth taking into observation by the opposite sex. Life is good indeed. Things are starting to add up and make a lot more since. Surrounded by friends, and making more. What can get better than that. Twenty-one and drinking way to much is a lovely life to live. If only I was living that. Maybe here soon. If any of you give a care at all, I will be working at Silverado in the mall. So fill free to come by sometime.
Another note, ealier in this entry I have made a reference to a business endeavor. Well, I have always wanted to have a business of my own. It was just a matter of coming up with an idea worth the venture out into entreupeneurship(sp?). Two days ago, I had that idea. It was like a fucking earthquake when it happened. It just made so much sense, and now I will pursue that dream and make it happen. I do not want to give it away yet, but, I will say that it involves t-shirts and the internet. Sure, I know that there are so many t-shirts on the internet already, there are over 1500, but, unlike those other 1500 I have an original idea that would sell and is very marketable. Also, take note that that the internet t-shirt industrie is the second most lucrative internet industry next to porn. So when its happens, I will need the support of all of you to advertise this shit. I will answer any questions about this idea only through im or email, because I do not want anyone to jack my idea. This is my baby and I will suckle it, like a baby on a teet.
On a closing note, I just want to say to you(you know who you are) that do not look at me know. It is just a bad time. I will be my old self soon. Probably sooner than you would expect. Do not judge me on what I am now but how I was. Keep that on mind. Things will come together soon. It always does, laces untied will be, and the lamb shall lay down with the wolf. Good night all, because things can only get better from here.
As for my life besides the previous, it has been fucking good. I have landed two jobs. Working on starting a business endeavor with my uncle. I have met some lovely ladies. Most do not add up to much, I suppose, but it is nice to know one is still considered a worth taking into observation by the opposite sex. Life is good indeed. Things are starting to add up and make a lot more since. Surrounded by friends, and making more. What can get better than that. Twenty-one and drinking way to much is a lovely life to live. If only I was living that. Maybe here soon. If any of you give a care at all, I will be working at Silverado in the mall. So fill free to come by sometime.
Another note, ealier in this entry I have made a reference to a business endeavor. Well, I have always wanted to have a business of my own. It was just a matter of coming up with an idea worth the venture out into entreupeneurship(sp?). Two days ago, I had that idea. It was like a fucking earthquake when it happened. It just made so much sense, and now I will pursue that dream and make it happen. I do not want to give it away yet, but, I will say that it involves t-shirts and the internet. Sure, I know that there are so many t-shirts on the internet already, there are over 1500, but, unlike those other 1500 I have an original idea that would sell and is very marketable. Also, take note that that the internet t-shirt industrie is the second most lucrative internet industry next to porn. So when its happens, I will need the support of all of you to advertise this shit. I will answer any questions about this idea only through im or email, because I do not want anyone to jack my idea. This is my baby and I will suckle it, like a baby on a teet.
On a closing note, I just want to say to you(you know who you are) that do not look at me know. It is just a bad time. I will be my old self soon. Probably sooner than you would expect. Do not judge me on what I am now but how I was. Keep that on mind. Things will come together soon. It always does, laces untied will be, and the lamb shall lay down with the wolf. Good night all, because things can only get better from here.